SpEeDrAvEr420
Bluelighter
Tomorrow is a new day. When i awake i shall meditate. I will ponder the things i have learned and form plans to use this knowlege in ways of change. As the sun rises over the horizon, the many rays of light shall cleanse the clouds of smoke from my mind. Post withdrawls will shake the confussion from my brain. And in a short time after I shall remember the meaning of my name. I have forgotten, those componenets of who I am...and with that loss I’ve lost my true best friend. My self, my being, my spirit, my soul. Mingled with the chaos in my self inflicted black hole.
So where do I go from here, once the sun does rise, which way do I turn and use my third eye. I am blind, and I have been for the longest time. But tomorrow is a new day and with the new day comes the most imprtant sign. My dirrection, charted from above. A blueprint of my life sent from heaven by a dove. In a paralel with the story of the end all flood. My vission has been blured by the saline of the seas. But as my tears stop rolling I begin to see. Clearly, as in my faith in Buddah. I come to grips with the fact that in my past I’ve been a fraud. Mimicking my surrounding to blend with ease, saving self from conflict but not being me. I have been trapped, behind the bars of self esteem, at an all time low I disguise depth with conciet.
I feel alone, but only I am to blame. For some time now I have put a mask over my name. I’m over it. No more games. I’m above it. Pretending to be is not the same. Who I am, I will show, cause who I am is the only way way I will grow. No more lies, no more smoke, the only high I now feel is a rock bottom low. I want to be free...free to be me. I want to fly to my future and land succesfully. I want to dance like no one is watching. I want to express what I see in my dreams. I want all to feel my depth only after accepting me for me. So tomorow, when the sun does rise, I will sit up and stretch and rub the sleep from my eyes. I will stand and walk outside, and as the rays of light grace my face I will exhale the lies...and reply it’s time for me! I will proclaim it’s time for me to be free! I will raise my hands to the skies and exhale the lies and watch the stress of my past disperse with the rise. With the rise of the sun, I am an Aries, I shall rise as well, and climb to the heights of my throne in this life between heaven and hell.
So where do I go from here, once the sun does rise, which way do I turn and use my third eye. I am blind, and I have been for the longest time. But tomorrow is a new day and with the new day comes the most imprtant sign. My dirrection, charted from above. A blueprint of my life sent from heaven by a dove. In a paralel with the story of the end all flood. My vission has been blured by the saline of the seas. But as my tears stop rolling I begin to see. Clearly, as in my faith in Buddah. I come to grips with the fact that in my past I’ve been a fraud. Mimicking my surrounding to blend with ease, saving self from conflict but not being me. I have been trapped, behind the bars of self esteem, at an all time low I disguise depth with conciet.
I feel alone, but only I am to blame. For some time now I have put a mask over my name. I’m over it. No more games. I’m above it. Pretending to be is not the same. Who I am, I will show, cause who I am is the only way way I will grow. No more lies, no more smoke, the only high I now feel is a rock bottom low. I want to be free...free to be me. I want to fly to my future and land succesfully. I want to dance like no one is watching. I want to express what I see in my dreams. I want all to feel my depth only after accepting me for me. So tomorow, when the sun does rise, I will sit up and stretch and rub the sleep from my eyes. I will stand and walk outside, and as the rays of light grace my face I will exhale the lies...and reply it’s time for me! I will proclaim it’s time for me to be free! I will raise my hands to the skies and exhale the lies and watch the stress of my past disperse with the rise. With the rise of the sun, I am an Aries, I shall rise as well, and climb to the heights of my throne in this life between heaven and hell.
