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Pure MDMA euphoria. Why don't I like it?

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I'm just curious as to why it might be that I don't like the feelings of love towards others, and the feelings of "pure real joy" that I get when I do pure MDMA. I really only like MDMA when its mixed with amph. I seem to like the euphoria of amph. more. To me the euphoria from MDMA makes me feel very awkward, whereas amphs. euphoria makes me feel clear and on top. Does anyone else ever feel this way?
 
Sounds like you either have some sort of an ego (not a bad thing by any means), your possbily insecure about something, entailing why you'd rather feel "clear and on top" instead of open and empathetic, or your simply into a speedier buzz.

Or maybe your not around the right crowd/setting?

I can't really see any other reason why any creature on this plant wouldn't enjoy the most euphoric, and best possible feeling that this world intended us to feel.
 
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It sounds like you might have a problem getting comfortable and opening up. Try it with 1-2 close friends.
 
Now i always wait till im surrounded by friends and familiar faces till i take my mdma.

I experienced the same as you back in november as i wasnt surrounded by friends and i was getting dirty looks from drinkers lol
 
I think somedud is right, I generally hate opening up and it was the wrong crowd. Plus I've been trapped in the legal system for the past 4 years spending most of my time with criminals and gangbangers against my will. In turn having to be an emotional rock.
 
Oh well there ya go!


You cant show emotions around gangstas... which is why the new hyphy movement confuses me. But I still got love for tha Bay <3


anyways lol, try rolling at home next time with a close friend or two. Thats always the most valuable to me. Amphetamine usually takes away most of the emotion from my rolls, and simply replaces it with hedonistic pleasure seeking... not really my thing... plus it does a lot more damage than MDMA alone
 
sean107 said:
I'm just curious as to why it might be that I don't like the feelings of love towards others, and the feelings of "pure real joy" that I get when I do pure MDMA. I really only like MDMA when its mixed with amph. I seem to like the euphoria of amph. more. To me the euphoria from MDMA makes me feel very awkward, whereas amphs. euphoria makes me feel clear and on top. Does anyone else ever feel this way?
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maybe MDMA just isnt ya thing.
You just aren't able to chill out or something?
 
Crowd plays a huge role. I like to rave on Amp + MDMA because it makes me a blabbermouth new friend seeking dance robot. For a night in with my lady, we like pure MDMA... all the openness, music appreciation, empathy, relaxation, and danceyness are there, but that drive to walkup to and talk to a complete stranger isn't.
 
I have a girlfriend who doesn't like MDMA because it makes her feel too trippy. That distracts her lovey feelings. YES she is eating MDMA, I have eaten it with her. Its not MDA. Anyways, that distracts her. When she does coke, she feels much more lovey and social and not so tripped out. Everyone is just different. She is not on SSRIs either.
 
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I dont understand people who say things like this... it literally floods your brain with happiness and emotion... do you not like that?
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I often think the same thing. Isn't it impossible not to like mdma? That's like saying I don't like feeling good and being really happy. It's an oximoron. Mdma releases the chemical responsible for making us lovey and happy. Kinda hard to fight it. Unless you're abusing it of course.
 
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