SaintCecelia
Bluelighter
- Joined
- Mar 10, 2018
- Messages
- 56
I woke up this morning and I am FUCKING PISSED RAGED PISSED OFF WANT TO BEAT THE SHIT OUT OF ANYTNING. I AM PISSED OFF! It?s not fair it?s not FUCKING FAIR! None of this is FUCKING FAIR! Where is my justice? Did I fool myself? I started running away at the age of six and no one was there to help me. I thought if I leave it all behind, do the right thing, go to college, be what they said you couldn?t be, don?t be a statistic-I thought everything would be ok! AND ITS NOT FUCKING OK! Was it all for nothing? All I can hear is my adopted Bitch mother laughing, saying you are nothing but a ungrateful whore and I told you, the only thing you can hope for in life is to use your looks and get a man in power.
Over the years I got therapy as the symptoms came, fixed it then got back out kicked ass like a good soldier should. But here I sit like a train wreck 47 years scattered for everyone to see. My rage is front page, a natural disaster. I don?t even know who I am in this anger and rage? IM JUST SO FUCKING PISSED OFF!
Over the years I got therapy as the symptoms came, fixed it then got back out kicked ass like a good soldier should. But here I sit like a train wreck 47 years scattered for everyone to see. My rage is front page, a natural disaster. I don?t even know who I am in this anger and rage? IM JUST SO FUCKING PISSED OFF!