psychotic

So since every time I have ever tried to come off of klonopin I become psychotic. I get very paranoid of people and I think ppl are plotting. I start to have the worst nightmares which provoke even more anxiety. I have been thru a psychosis so it's just being masked by my psych med's. But if I can't seem to go off of klonopin then I have to it, or some other benzo the rest of my life. I know that it was only supposed to be used up to six weeks. But I was going thru so much anxiety at the time that I would do anything just to get rid of it. Now I'm stuck but, accepting the fact that I have to be on a drug that some of my old buddies wish they could have just to be messed up....All it does for me is either make me tired. Or calm my brain down....I noticed that if I have gabapentin that I can stretch out the klonopin just a little longer....Is there anybody here that has to use a benzo daily or klonopin?