Mc greyballs
Greenlighter
- Joined
- Nov 2, 2017
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Hi guys! first time poster here, love the content on here it’s really honest and helpful advice. I’ll try not to bore you with an biography of my life, so I’ll keep it as short as possible.
August 2016 I got diagnosed with psychosis after abusing weed and having taken a really high dose of mdma (taken irregularly). Which is when I noticed I was hearing voices so I saw doctors straight away.
I started taking ssris in November 2016 which helped with anxiety but didn’t rid me of the voices. And then started taking anti psychotics which was a god send and took away most feeling of the paranoia and completely removed any voices I was hearing.
It was all good up until when I abruptly stopped taking paxil and amisulpride for a week so I could feel the effects of mdma in May 2017 (stupid I know) I took a fairly high dose once again but it didn’t do a whole lot.
In June and July 2017 I stopped taking Paxil to help with feeling refreshed in the morning. And it did but around this same time I also noticed that I wasn’t able to find my words I wanted to use for the context appropriate and I was experiencing aphasia symptoms. It has been getting increasingly worse up until now. I have been worrying about it, which is probably not helping at all.
There our days when it’s a lot better and days when it’s really bad. One thing i found strange is when I’m on cocaine I don’t get these symptoms and when I drink alcohol it’s a lot better.
What I really want to know is what is most likely to be the cause of this? The anxiety, meds or drug abuse?
If you need to know more information to make a better judgement then let me know. Really appreciate anyone that takes the time to read this and give me their incite.
August 2016 I got diagnosed with psychosis after abusing weed and having taken a really high dose of mdma (taken irregularly). Which is when I noticed I was hearing voices so I saw doctors straight away.
I started taking ssris in November 2016 which helped with anxiety but didn’t rid me of the voices. And then started taking anti psychotics which was a god send and took away most feeling of the paranoia and completely removed any voices I was hearing.
It was all good up until when I abruptly stopped taking paxil and amisulpride for a week so I could feel the effects of mdma in May 2017 (stupid I know) I took a fairly high dose once again but it didn’t do a whole lot.
In June and July 2017 I stopped taking Paxil to help with feeling refreshed in the morning. And it did but around this same time I also noticed that I wasn’t able to find my words I wanted to use for the context appropriate and I was experiencing aphasia symptoms. It has been getting increasingly worse up until now. I have been worrying about it, which is probably not helping at all.
There our days when it’s a lot better and days when it’s really bad. One thing i found strange is when I’m on cocaine I don’t get these symptoms and when I drink alcohol it’s a lot better.
What I really want to know is what is most likely to be the cause of this? The anxiety, meds or drug abuse?
If you need to know more information to make a better judgement then let me know. Really appreciate anyone that takes the time to read this and give me their incite.