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Psychonaut since the 70's

badweather

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Greetings all!

I've been a psychonaut since the 70's (born at the very beginning of the 60's), spent almost 6 years in prison for cannabis and LSD, got out by winning my appeal in '97 (was scheduled for release in 2001). I spent years learning the practice of drug law in the process (though I'm now out of date I think). The reason many people were released early on LSD charges were the revision of the sentencing guidelines to count one hit of LSD as 800 micrograms instead of just weighing the paper. This all went down after a kid got caught with 20 hits of acid and the cops weighed the sugar cubes they were on. This resulted in nearly a life sentence for 20 hits. Naturally this outraged mothers in California where the case was being tried and resulted in significant downward departures for many of us imprisoned for LSD after much pressure was brought to bear against the sentencing commission.

I have little experience with many of the new drugs available today but absolutely love reading about them, am interested in someday trying some of them and even more interested in the fact that there is renewed interest in them in the scientific community. Finally the war on drugs seems like it's coming to an end.

I'm a strong supporter of our right to self medicate as well as our right to alter our state of consciousness. I play music, write poetry, and consider myself a radical, anarchist, social activist.

Cannabinoids are why I found Bluelight. Looking up the vapor points of various cannabinoids and terpinoids led me here. Mostly because of a discussion with friends regarding the differences between ingestion methods (vaporization or smoking) and how they both alter the entourage effect by differences in temperature. Smoking is faster but destroys a little of it perhaps (speculation on my part here) and the slower, more economical vaporizer takes far longer to get at all the cannabinoids especially the high vapor temp ones like cannabichromene and THCV both of which vaporize at 428 degrees (cellulose combusts at 451).

Incidentally, I started smoking cannabis when I was 11 years old. By the time I was 13 or so I considered myself a medical user because of a diagnosis of ADHD. Marijuana did what the dexemyl and the ritalin were supposed to do (but didn't) and I swore off Big Pharma from then on. I knew by the time I was twelve that I was going to prison someday and pretty much steeled myself for the inevitability. I started growing weed at 14 in the ravine behind my house and then eventually on the uninhabited islands on the Mississippi river. I didn't stop till I was finally thrown in prison at the end of 91 when I was 29. It was a good run and I'm proud of all that I've done regarding the supplying of cannabis and psychedelics to my friends over the years. Since I've gotten out of prison, I haven't grown a single plant. Hoping that is changing though I might have to change states... I'm not interested in fighting another ten years to finally be able to smoke on my death bed legally in my birth state.

Probably more of an intro than was needed but after reading the rules of engagement here at BL I realized I'd neglected doing it which is unusual for me. I value these forums whatever their subject might be and the dedication of those that make them just about the best feature of the internet IMHO.

Thank you all for what you're doing here.
 
Interesting story. I sometimes wonder if I'm not full of shit when I think pot might be a positive influence on ADHD.
 
Thanks for sharing your story. Your life and intelligence are interesting I hope to hear more insights as you post on the site.

Welcome!
 
Thanks for the welcome everyone!

Actually I've come to the conclusion that ADHD isn't a medical condition at all but an adaptive behavior. (see; Thom Hartmann's "The Edison Gene: ADHD and the Gift of the Hunter Child") Thom told his ADHD diagnosed son that he was a hunter-gatherer in a farmers world. He then set out to find proof of that and made a pretty compelling case with actual evidence to back it up.

Now I just say I was born with a bullshit detector which guarantees you can't monopolize my attention enough to condition or indoctrinate me. You have to make an honest case and then I might listen. ADHD to me is divergent thinking. I see your way his way, the third, fourth, fifth ways, sixth ways, and seventh ways... so that can be confusing. It also puts me firmly in the "I like to try new things" camp. I'm naturally skeptical in general I think because of it as well.

But I definitely think cannabis took care of the essential difficulty of the ADHD brain interfacing not with this "chaotic" nature, no that is a wonderful fit, the essential failure was in the way the western capitalist way of thinking was really trying to remove a significant portion of my behavior, normal human behavior. The behavior that our system of one size fits all in so many essential functions of society particularly in education is unusually cruel for children that are perfectly normal human children but society and in fact parents would rather give them the pharmaceutical version of meth and essentially risk long term addiction and brain damage rather than question the authorities which have medicalized our adaptive behavior which leaves us uniquely difficult to indoctrinate or otherwise propagandize, but better suited to new things, invention, different ways of looking at the world, etc.

People love to psycho-pathologize everything that doesn't fit into their perfect view of what a person should do and how they should be especially my non-compliance with convention, drug laws, etc..

I also have migraines which since they're pretty much mitigated by any tryptamine (very effectively in my experience) whether active at the 5ht2a or not, I've theorized that I'm already open to new things because of having delirium induced by migraines since age 7. In other words, I believe that migraines alone significantly altered my state of consciousness towards the psychedelic.

I also have Cystic Fibrosis and the anti-biotic properties of cannabis are (I believe) preventing greater damage to my lungs by reducing the need for liver destroying toxins to kill lung infections. My sister is 6 years younger and in worse shape and she's never smoked cigarettes or cannabis or done any of the drugs that I've done or the hard drinking of my youth and so it is an interesting thing I think that I, having gravitated towards the two most therapeutic substances I needed in my life, has kept me relatively healthy. Swearing off Big Pharma when I was 14 was the best thing I ever did. I do my own research and choose my own medicines and the doctors I work with understand that or they're not my doctors.
 
Again, interesting. With LSD marijuana combination, the repetitive nature of my internal monologue give me a unique confidence that my thoughts would come back to me under the influence. I've had different kinds of hallucinogens but none have matched that sense of progressive synchronization.

Your report on migraines seems legit. I know Oliver Sachs has spoken about the hallucinations caused by migraines. My husband has ADHD, and when he started on speed it helped him & relieved his migraines.

I know you said you haven't experienced new drugs, MDMA became popular in the 80s, but existed before then, so I'm not sure-- Have you used MDMA?
 
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