Toast to the Spirits
Bluelighter
Has a passion for philosophy sparked in you as a result of your psychedelic use?
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hmmmm... Id say psychedelic use has given my personal philosophy a much more positive feeling or vibe. And they did so by teaching me (or helped me to realize) three small but infinitely important lessons.
1.)Humility
2.)Empathy
3.)Love
I use to live with the worn out philosophy of a depressed man. "Life has no point, were just meaningless speck's on a blue ball in the sticks of a small galaxy in a universe thats either going to collapse in on itself or burn out"
See I use to resemble Penn and Teller's hardline attitude toward atheism, as in treating everything that came from every religious persons mouth as a steaming pile of horse shit, but now I'm much closer to Steve antinoffs or alan watts version of spiritual atheism. In general since I started using psychedelics and stopped questioning and worrying about things that were completely out of my control, my quality of mind has increased a ton. My outlook on life, well I'm still cynical as hell but I get through the day happy. For the most part I actually have hope in my fellow man (well maybe not the south...). Really its hard for me to describe how much happier I am now then several years ago... I almost never get the "life has no meaning" blues anymore, and when I do I can deal with it.
"Its just a game"
"so why play it"
"because its the only thing in the world to do"
So did psychedelics spark my interest in thought? Hell no, but it certainly did shake it to its foundation. Is continuing to shake I should say. One day I'll probably look back on how I think now and wonder what the hell is wrong with me, just as I currently do on myself 3 years ago.
No, the two were somewhat coeval but disparate in motivation... but they did aid each other in a very synergistic sort of way.
Philosophy gave me a very new sort of respect for the power of psychedelia and disassociation, and psychedelia brought light to philosophy - originating in Kantian metaphysics.
I was always stuck in trying to choose between the Kantian constructivist view of metaphysics and the more empiricist positivist framework - the two both seemed viable but were at odds with each other. But, psychedelia confirmed the Kantian view for me - that cause and effect, time, space, etc, are human constructions, "filters of experience," so to speak, that we impose on reality. His conclusion, then, was that reality in itself was never accessible to humans - neither in an experiential or abstract manner. What Kant didn't reckon on was the use of psychedelia to remove the obstacles of human structural impositions.
The first time I tripped, I took 2g of p. cyanascens - it blew me away. Time had no meaning, cause and effect was a foreign concept - I could vaguely recall it but at the time I had no experiential reference, and as such it was a hollow concept. Without these tools, the reality around me, though vastly beautiful and almost sacred in its outlandishness, was impossible for me to process. It was simply a large, tangled mass of sensory input, it simply was - and something about this was extremely liberating.
Who knows if what we actually experience under intense psychedelia is truly "reality" - although it certainly feels like it to me - but what is almost certain for me, at any rate, is that what we experience in everyday life is not. Psychedelia can teach us, in a powerful way, just how dubious what we take for granted as reality every day is. And that's a beautiful lesson to learn.
Actually, a passion for psychedelics has sparked in me as a result of my philosophical thinking.