I have always turned to the Bluelight Forums if I ever needed to know anything about drugs, and I have read many posts on a large variety of subjects. However, I have just created an account (note - this is my first post) because I have a sincere problem with psychedelic tolerance. Some information. I am a female in her early twenties, and I have smoked cannabis for a number of years. I have never had any sort of psychedelic experience with cannabis, and my friends have always remarked on how sober I am even after I've smoked several grams of high-grade bud. I even had a dozen+ dabs one night, and still, no real mental change other than giddiness and some bodily sensations (pressure, tingles, etc.). I smoke because it calms me down and makes me happy, not because it truly gets me high.
Ok, so on to the point. I've recently started experimenting with psychedelics, and by recently, I mean the past 6 months or so. I've tried shrooms, LSD, NBOMe, and 2c-P.
I've done shrooms 3 times, and it they have by far been my best experiences. I've done 1.75 grams, 2 grams, and then 3 grams. Each time, I felt a strong surge of euphoria and "bounciness," but while my friends were seeing visuals and hallucinating, I was not. In fact, besides the absurd grin on my face and my incredibly dilated pupils, I was fit for public interaction. However, the euphoria made me completely relaxed, and I wasn't bothered by the fact that I wasn't tripping because I was, well, euphoric. So it wasn't like I was demanding anything of the trip. I was just sitting by the side of a lake smiling and semi-dozing off. But still, I wanted more. So, I turned my sights to acid. I took two tablets of LSD at the same time, each at 100mcg, and once again, nothing. Some physiological effects, but no effortless visuals. I thought it was just bad acid, but my friend took some from the same batch and tripped really hard. I took NBOMe THINKING it was acid (I got it from a guy I didn't know and never went to again), but when it numbed my tongue and starting effecting me after 15 minutes, a quick google search was all I needed to find out what it was. This drug had more negative physiological effects, and for the first 5 minutes I had some mild visual distortions, but after that, nada.
The 2c-P is actually a bad story, and I'd appreciate it if you don't judge me for it. I took a 16mcg cap, as did my friend, and we waited. After 2 hours, we both had severe nausea, but once that passed, she was tripping really hard. She had total ego-loss, really insane visuals, and was basically a blob on her bed for 6 hours. Me? Well, The wood pattern on my dresser moved a bit, and that was cool, but other than that, nothing. After another hour, I was VERY frustrated, and just couldn't understand why I couldn't trip. I was in the right frame of mind, I wasn't trying to fight it - hell, after I waited calmly for a few hours for it to set it, I began actively trying to induce it. But still, I couldn't. The physiological effects were super harsh (chills, muscle weakness, nausea, etc.), and I didn't want to go through all of that for nothing. So what did I do? I took another 16mcg cap. So, that was 16mcg initially, and then another 16mcg after 3 hours, bringing my total up to 32mcg. For the record, that's not a safe dosage. Don't try it, it was a terrible mistake. I had to take 3 Xanax because I KNEW it was too high of a dose and started freaking out, and my heart rate skyrocketed. For about 8 hours, I was wracked with nausea, chills, sweats, a rapid and unsteady heartbeat, and I went through all of this.... WITHOUT VISUALS! If 32mcg of 2c-P couldn't make me trip, what will?
For the TL;DR - I'm not on anti-depressants, no SSRI's or anything medication at all. I've heard of people having a tolerance to a specific psychedelic, but not across the board. Google search gave me nothing. Does anybody have any ideas about what the HELL could be going on? I want to trip, but I can't. Once again, the quality of the drugs is not in question, and I'm not on medications, and I'm certainly not trying to fight the effects. Could it be an unconscious response? I'm very mentally resilient, and I'm always the one to take care of my friends when we do drugs because they simply effect me less. Other than opinions as to what could be the problem, does anybody have any suggestions for drugs that MIGHT be able to make me trip? I've been hearing good things about DMT.
Ok, so on to the point. I've recently started experimenting with psychedelics, and by recently, I mean the past 6 months or so. I've tried shrooms, LSD, NBOMe, and 2c-P.
I've done shrooms 3 times, and it they have by far been my best experiences. I've done 1.75 grams, 2 grams, and then 3 grams. Each time, I felt a strong surge of euphoria and "bounciness," but while my friends were seeing visuals and hallucinating, I was not. In fact, besides the absurd grin on my face and my incredibly dilated pupils, I was fit for public interaction. However, the euphoria made me completely relaxed, and I wasn't bothered by the fact that I wasn't tripping because I was, well, euphoric. So it wasn't like I was demanding anything of the trip. I was just sitting by the side of a lake smiling and semi-dozing off. But still, I wanted more. So, I turned my sights to acid. I took two tablets of LSD at the same time, each at 100mcg, and once again, nothing. Some physiological effects, but no effortless visuals. I thought it was just bad acid, but my friend took some from the same batch and tripped really hard. I took NBOMe THINKING it was acid (I got it from a guy I didn't know and never went to again), but when it numbed my tongue and starting effecting me after 15 minutes, a quick google search was all I needed to find out what it was. This drug had more negative physiological effects, and for the first 5 minutes I had some mild visual distortions, but after that, nada.
The 2c-P is actually a bad story, and I'd appreciate it if you don't judge me for it. I took a 16mcg cap, as did my friend, and we waited. After 2 hours, we both had severe nausea, but once that passed, she was tripping really hard. She had total ego-loss, really insane visuals, and was basically a blob on her bed for 6 hours. Me? Well, The wood pattern on my dresser moved a bit, and that was cool, but other than that, nothing. After another hour, I was VERY frustrated, and just couldn't understand why I couldn't trip. I was in the right frame of mind, I wasn't trying to fight it - hell, after I waited calmly for a few hours for it to set it, I began actively trying to induce it. But still, I couldn't. The physiological effects were super harsh (chills, muscle weakness, nausea, etc.), and I didn't want to go through all of that for nothing. So what did I do? I took another 16mcg cap. So, that was 16mcg initially, and then another 16mcg after 3 hours, bringing my total up to 32mcg. For the record, that's not a safe dosage. Don't try it, it was a terrible mistake. I had to take 3 Xanax because I KNEW it was too high of a dose and started freaking out, and my heart rate skyrocketed. For about 8 hours, I was wracked with nausea, chills, sweats, a rapid and unsteady heartbeat, and I went through all of this.... WITHOUT VISUALS! If 32mcg of 2c-P couldn't make me trip, what will?
For the TL;DR - I'm not on anti-depressants, no SSRI's or anything medication at all. I've heard of people having a tolerance to a specific psychedelic, but not across the board. Google search gave me nothing. Does anybody have any ideas about what the HELL could be going on? I want to trip, but I can't. Once again, the quality of the drugs is not in question, and I'm not on medications, and I'm certainly not trying to fight the effects. Could it be an unconscious response? I'm very mentally resilient, and I'm always the one to take care of my friends when we do drugs because they simply effect me less. Other than opinions as to what could be the problem, does anybody have any suggestions for drugs that MIGHT be able to make me trip? I've been hearing good things about DMT.
