PST Underrated...

[EatDaPoo]

I don't even know how to do this someone who isn't me bullshit so I'll just speak honestly, I've been using a variety of opiates to literally detox from using PST daily for nearly 3 years and it's worked fairly well as opposed to tapering with seeds which I found near impossible. PST is looked down on by mainline junkies and for good reason as once you have that much build up only a bullet to the head will satisfy your craving, but as a oral consumable I found it stronger than what is considered some of the most potent opiates around. I was buying the seeds bulk <snip>so I've always had a lot for abuse. I can honestly say after the first week and a half using fentanyl and hydromorphone to taper is the only time I've come remotely close to being 'sober' since lol, now I've run out of hydro and am cutting up my last two patches into tiny strips along with some morphine pills (morphine orally and rectally is the most useless drug in the world and should either be 100% legal or abolished) to hopefully be done with opiates once and for all. I just find it funny that I've had to use something like fentanyl to detox from PST and still feel 100% better all the way through with far reduced sickness.

This post is fairly useless and almost fear mongering in a way but I felt compelled to say it.<snip>Avoid PST in large daily doses and if you can't you may as well just go all in with the pods until death because after multiple tries to quit I could never kick it without these legit lab drugs and I can't imagine what high quality pods must feel like, probably the literal living death. I'm weak and a coward when it comes to will power and addiction but don't sleep on how awful those tiny little seeds are. I'm far from out of the woods but because the seeds are so accessible, potent to me, and cheap when stolen I can't see myself staying with these pharmaceuticals so it's either taper down to zero and work out a whole bunch or caving in back to that shit slop slurry seeds produce.

 

[herbavore]

hey, I'm glad to hear that you have been able to taper off PST. Ironically, today is a very sad day for me as it is my late son's birthday. He died of a massive over dose of morphine and I suspect PST since the poppies are readily available. He would have been 23 today. From what I understand, it is hard to gauge strength and easy to re-dose.

I edited out the part of your post with prices and some descriptive talk about opiates that could be very triggering for all the people here in the recovery forums trying to get off them. Take a look at the TDS guidelines and those of any other forum you wsh to post in because they are all a little different. Welcome to Bluelight!

 

[EatDaPoo]

hey, I'm glad to hear that you have been able to taper off PST. Ironically, today is a very sad day for me as it is my late son's birthday. He died of a massive over dose of morphine and I suspect PST since the poppies are readily available. He would have been 23 today. From what I understand, it is hard to gauge strength and easy to re-dose.

I edited out the part of your post with prices and some descriptive talk about opiates that could be very triggering for all the people here in the recovery forums trying to get off them. Take a look at the TDS guidelines and those of any other forum you wsh to post in because they are all a little different. Welcome to Bluelight!

Sorry to hear about that, PST and PPT are quite evil in the sense they're readily available and as I said prior unless you have some kinda spiking/methadone habit ultra potent and criminally underrated by the uninitiated or grizzled veterans of other opiods that figure it isn't a big deal. I still feel iffy now with the other drugs in my system but I guess that's from the blend of junk PST contains. It might not even be a bad thing for a non-addictive personality to dabble in PST assuming the seeds aren't washed and they want a nice boozer alternative but if the person has trouble stopping like most of us here probably do, and worse incredible constitution and threshold for abuse, prepare for some misery. I figured I would just stop one day until I'd wake at 4AM in horrible pain, hot/cold flashes and all the other PAWS shit I figured only legit pharmaceutical or street opiates could provide. I tried originally to use morphine and that did absolutely nothing, then fentanyl and that did nothing to prevent me pain, only until I decide to use this cocktail was I able to get past the god awful feeling and begin tapering to what I am now, a sliver of a fentanyl patch on my upper gum and 2-4 morphine pills a day. I'm hoping very soon I will wake up and not want to take anything which I've already felt like doing to slay the drug once and for all but so far I haven't followed through, only until I'm completely out or I have an epiphany to flush it will I be happy like usual, only problem is I won't have anything left to fight the cravings and to have shown myself I can withstand not using. It's quite an unpleasant feeling.

The whole reason I got into PST was from T1 CWE but because of the artificial restrictions on the amount one can purchase monthly I got tired of being declined by the shitty glorified drug dealing pharmacists and thought I'd try something else that probably wasn't as good but way less hassle. Boy was I wrong. Sorry about making some errors posting, I've been aware of bluelight for awhile and just felt compelled to mention my struggle with the ostensibly innocuous poppy seed.

*edit* I see I forgot to give perspective on how much I was using, it was around 3.5-4lbs a day, sometimes less, sometimes more. Typically one big dose in the early morning would do me till about 2PM then another big dose followed by drinking the god awful second wash of both and then a smaller dose before bed. I also got the worst case of angular cheilitis from PST that has already cleared up after stopping. First day withdrawal was bad even with hydro and fentanyl, no sleep with restless leg syndrome, second day was by far the worst with the most terrible lower back/sciatic pain I've felt in my life, almost considered having a bad injury I was masking. Third day I just pretty much went as wild as I could with my fairly limited supply to numb myself (65mcg fentanyl, 12mg hydro, 125mg morphine up the keister in one shot and again I'll say it's worthless) and fortunately after I sniffed a hydro pill that I started to feel fine and the horrible back pain disappeared and was able to start tapering down. I could not have imagined how bad it would have been cold turkey, I would probably still be in bed or absolutely crawling out to my car to drive to the supermarket. I'm 30, 6 foot and fluctuate between 250-65 lbs so I have a fairly unfortunate body type to sustain high abuse levels.