Here recently i had invested in a mushroom grow bag with the hopes to yield some promising fruits which i had never experienced. Well everything was a success and i ended up with appoximately 40 grams of dried mushies for myself and friends to indulge in. The first time i ate only about a gram and was by myself for i didnt want to go too far being so inexperienced. What i experienced was one of the most intense body highs that i had ever felt; all i wanted to do was lay down and relax, even breathing seemed to be a task yet relaxing all the same. I smoke cannabis regularly so i was only able to compare it to some super super stoney pot, but seeking a more fulfilling and visual trip as i had read about before i definantly wanted to do this again at a later date.
So the second time i decided to partake in the trip with one of my best friends. He had been wanting to eat some for quite awhile so i knew he would be perfect to indulge with and i personally wanted a more intense trip. Well unfortunately i was in such a rush to eat these that i failed to let them dry at all and we ate them essentially freshly picked. they weighed about 20 grams but i knew that most of this was water weight so i just assumed that would be enough for the both of us to have a pretty decent trip. The trip was very awkward and only when we went outside at times that i actually was enjoying myself. I think most of this was just because of my friend being over anxious about the effect and really killing my mood in the process. Long story short it was ok but the end was very depressing due to my friend being so questioning. I dont blame him i just realized that i like to be more alone and take time to explore my own thoughts and processes while under the influence of this substatnce. I still hadn got the trip i wanted though...
So it had been about a month since my last trip with my friend and i was getting the itch to trip and to really have a profound experience now that i knew some of the things i liked and disliked on psylocibin. I had weighed out 8 grams of what i had left that was dry and decided i would eat them the next morning at my grandparents since it would be a nice day as well as my first day off for spring break. Since my grandparents sleep late and i get up early i knew that i would have an ample amount of time to enjoy the trip without being disturbed and have a nice peaceful environment. I was so ready to eat them i could barely fall asleep but alas i did and i woke up at 5:15 am. The taste was horrible and i struggled for about ten minutes just to get them down though i haven had problems in the past eating them fresh, which in my opinion is even nastier. It was dark all throughout the house and the sun had not yet begun to come up though you could see where it was beginning to rise just barely if you looked outside. I decided to get on the computer for some reason though im not sure why because usually i try to avoid electronics and such opposed to a nice spot outside where its much more tranquil. I immeditately started looking up songs i had wanted to listen to under the influence and began listening to "When im small" by phantogram. The song touched me in such away that i was so inspired and could really feel the meaning in the song that i was blown away. I knew this had to be from the mushrooms but i was also still seeking visuals(how naive). I closed my eyes and tried to imagine something but suceeded only in swaying my head back in forth which ended up feeling really good and i became distracted doing that for about five min. I had gotten the urge to lay down, like i have in previous trips, and made the decision to go and get in the bed again. I dont know how much time had passed but you coud see outside now where the sun had risen more, if i were to guess i would say about 2 hrs had gone by with me on the computer. When i got to the bedroom shit started really going down. I layed on the bed and for some reason felt like i was in a complete dream state momentarily. The random idea that i was in a hotel room in Germany suddenly occured to me an for a second i could have sworn that i really was. This realization that i was losing a grasp on my surroundings was exciting and made me start to imagine all sorts of far off places that seemed like fantasy all with incredible detail, yet it remained the feeling and briefness of a dream. A memory of my childhood flased in my mind and i thught to myself how could you have forgotten that? With that thought came thousands of other memories which i had forgotten( or so i thought) in a split second, all so detailed and clear tht it was as if it had happened only yesterday. Having so many beautiful memories thrust upon so fast hit me with an intensity like no other, and i began to cry tears of joy. I kept asking myself the question "How could you forget all this" and was sobbing from sheer happiness and bliss as i realized that our minds our capable of remembering every single second of what we experience we just dont have access to this information unless presented a psychedelic. I was utterly moved by this thought and fell to my knees in tears as the memory or more so the feeling of what it was like to cry for the first time and take my first breath overwhelmed me. I couldn get over the fact tht i had forgotten all of this; i just couldn see how it was possible, and i wanted to tell someone of this amazing feeling and these capabilities our minds have. I ran outside in my boxers crying as memories were hittting me and the beauty of life being presnted to my very face; the people that passed by that morning probably were wondering what in the hell i was doing or thought i was crazy or in some agony though it was just the opposite. I called my girlfiend sobbing like a little kid and for a moment she was worried until i explained that it was joy i was feeling and crying for. She was curious for me to explain wht i was feeling and i did my very best though i was still being hit with overwhelming feelings of love and empathy to the point that i could barely talk. We agreed to talk more about it later and with that i went back inside and sat down feeling exhausted while at the same time an immense relief that felt as if some huge weight that i had been bearing felt lifted. I knew that i would have a completely new outlook on life from hear on out and was amazed at what i had went through. Coming into contact with my family and people again was a bit odd just because i felt no one would be able to understand me or what i went through and i only wanted time to relflect on what happened instead of being thrown back into "life" so suddenly again. This feeling passed and by the next day it all felt almost like a dream though my thinking was still changed for the better and i remembered most of what happend since i wrote it down. For me this was an eye opening experience and i will certainly eat some again for furhter enlightenment. I went in with the mindset of wanting something to happen and get visuals lol looking back this all seems so silly because there is so much more to this substance than i ever even could hav imagined. Respect the mushroom and love its beauties but use wisely
So the second time i decided to partake in the trip with one of my best friends. He had been wanting to eat some for quite awhile so i knew he would be perfect to indulge with and i personally wanted a more intense trip. Well unfortunately i was in such a rush to eat these that i failed to let them dry at all and we ate them essentially freshly picked. they weighed about 20 grams but i knew that most of this was water weight so i just assumed that would be enough for the both of us to have a pretty decent trip. The trip was very awkward and only when we went outside at times that i actually was enjoying myself. I think most of this was just because of my friend being over anxious about the effect and really killing my mood in the process. Long story short it was ok but the end was very depressing due to my friend being so questioning. I dont blame him i just realized that i like to be more alone and take time to explore my own thoughts and processes while under the influence of this substatnce. I still hadn got the trip i wanted though...
So it had been about a month since my last trip with my friend and i was getting the itch to trip and to really have a profound experience now that i knew some of the things i liked and disliked on psylocibin. I had weighed out 8 grams of what i had left that was dry and decided i would eat them the next morning at my grandparents since it would be a nice day as well as my first day off for spring break. Since my grandparents sleep late and i get up early i knew that i would have an ample amount of time to enjoy the trip without being disturbed and have a nice peaceful environment. I was so ready to eat them i could barely fall asleep but alas i did and i woke up at 5:15 am. The taste was horrible and i struggled for about ten minutes just to get them down though i haven had problems in the past eating them fresh, which in my opinion is even nastier. It was dark all throughout the house and the sun had not yet begun to come up though you could see where it was beginning to rise just barely if you looked outside. I decided to get on the computer for some reason though im not sure why because usually i try to avoid electronics and such opposed to a nice spot outside where its much more tranquil. I immeditately started looking up songs i had wanted to listen to under the influence and began listening to "When im small" by phantogram. The song touched me in such away that i was so inspired and could really feel the meaning in the song that i was blown away. I knew this had to be from the mushrooms but i was also still seeking visuals(how naive). I closed my eyes and tried to imagine something but suceeded only in swaying my head back in forth which ended up feeling really good and i became distracted doing that for about five min. I had gotten the urge to lay down, like i have in previous trips, and made the decision to go and get in the bed again. I dont know how much time had passed but you coud see outside now where the sun had risen more, if i were to guess i would say about 2 hrs had gone by with me on the computer. When i got to the bedroom shit started really going down. I layed on the bed and for some reason felt like i was in a complete dream state momentarily. The random idea that i was in a hotel room in Germany suddenly occured to me an for a second i could have sworn that i really was. This realization that i was losing a grasp on my surroundings was exciting and made me start to imagine all sorts of far off places that seemed like fantasy all with incredible detail, yet it remained the feeling and briefness of a dream. A memory of my childhood flased in my mind and i thught to myself how could you have forgotten that? With that thought came thousands of other memories which i had forgotten( or so i thought) in a split second, all so detailed and clear tht it was as if it had happened only yesterday. Having so many beautiful memories thrust upon so fast hit me with an intensity like no other, and i began to cry tears of joy. I kept asking myself the question "How could you forget all this" and was sobbing from sheer happiness and bliss as i realized that our minds our capable of remembering every single second of what we experience we just dont have access to this information unless presented a psychedelic. I was utterly moved by this thought and fell to my knees in tears as the memory or more so the feeling of what it was like to cry for the first time and take my first breath overwhelmed me. I couldn get over the fact tht i had forgotten all of this; i just couldn see how it was possible, and i wanted to tell someone of this amazing feeling and these capabilities our minds have. I ran outside in my boxers crying as memories were hittting me and the beauty of life being presnted to my very face; the people that passed by that morning probably were wondering what in the hell i was doing or thought i was crazy or in some agony though it was just the opposite. I called my girlfiend sobbing like a little kid and for a moment she was worried until i explained that it was joy i was feeling and crying for. She was curious for me to explain wht i was feeling and i did my very best though i was still being hit with overwhelming feelings of love and empathy to the point that i could barely talk. We agreed to talk more about it later and with that i went back inside and sat down feeling exhausted while at the same time an immense relief that felt as if some huge weight that i had been bearing felt lifted. I knew that i would have a completely new outlook on life from hear on out and was amazed at what i had went through. Coming into contact with my family and people again was a bit odd just because i felt no one would be able to understand me or what i went through and i only wanted time to relflect on what happened instead of being thrown back into "life" so suddenly again. This feeling passed and by the next day it all felt almost like a dream though my thinking was still changed for the better and i remembered most of what happend since i wrote it down. For me this was an eye opening experience and i will certainly eat some again for furhter enlightenment. I went in with the mindset of wanting something to happen and get visuals lol looking back this all seems so silly because there is so much more to this substance than i ever even could hav imagined. Respect the mushroom and love its beauties but use wisely
