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Psilocybin Mushrooms (2.5g) - New Experience - from Anxiety to Enjoyment

ShAYZoN

ShAYZoN

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My timeline may be scatterd due to not really checking on the time because i was tripping so hard lol.. I was told these where Amazon cubensis. All i know is that they where very potent mushies.

t- 0:00: Eat 2.5g just eat them and wash them down with some lemonade juice :)

t- 0:15: Still not feeling anything just sitting outside in the nice 85 degree weather just enjoying it looking at the grass. Taking with my other friend who will call K who ate 3.0g of these she wasn't feeling anything either. My other friend who will call M was rolling balls on 2 good MDxx/Speed pills..

t- 0:45: Something is on it's way i was getting alot of Anxiety build up. Is this normal i thought to myself or am i just freaking out for no reason? I decided that i couldn't handle this anxiety and thought to myself i need to go to my friend Naomi's she will know what to do. Her house was about 3min walk.. OH MY GOD this feeling is coming in waves i felt impending doom over myself.. I thought "Oh god what have i got myself into now" I was watching the ground while walking and what i noticed was unbelieveable.. Everywhere i walked the ground would repeat it's self... I noticed colors where BY far the most vibrant i've ever seen them.

t- 1:00: I get to my friends house with ALOT of anxiety built up and JUST MY LUCK she wasn't home.. its 87 degrees outside im thirsty deyhdrated and feel sorta like the sun is slowly melting my skin off. So im like "shit" i turn around and make the long journy back i look at a car and BAM it all hits me like a brick 10ft tracers behind cars. As i would move my hand by my face it was like my hand was stuck in mid air like it was painted with a tracer constently behind it and behind the trail was like sparkaly glitter. I was still having a "Bad trip" due to anxiety.. to be honest i now look back and im trying to think ?WHY? did i have anxiety lol why was i freaking out ? Anyways i get to the house and step inside for some water and im staring at my friends face and its just melting morphing doing CRAZY stuff. I then look at the couch he is sitting on and its coming close to me then slowly going back.. Then growing and shrinking. I look at my hands in utter disbeliefe there shrunk like baby hands lol..

t- 1:45: Everyone leaves but me M and his friend Justin. M is still rolling balls and is blasting music while im having a scary trip still i was so confused didn't know what was going on.. I could feel every emotion at once it was out of this world.. I ask "M" "Turn that off please im having a bad trip at the moment and i just dont know what to do" He repleys "Dude im rolling i have to listen to music stop having a bad trip your around your friends nothing you see is real its just the mushrooms" I reply "DUMB SHIT ITS NOT THE STUFF IM SEEING THATS FUCKING FREAKING ME OUT ITS HOW CONFUSED I AM AND WHY THIS ANXIETY IS WEIGHING ON MY SOUL" Finally i say fuck it and go outside to try and calm down i am walking and i feel like im shrinking then regrowing over and over. Finally i sit down and stare at the grass. The grass slowly grows then dies in front of my eyes 3 leaf clovers gain attribuites i never knew they had it was like every color wasn't a color but more of a emotion if that makes sense.

(This is where my times may be off so please excuse!)

t- 2:00: I decided to just lay down close my eyes and take it in i figured if i laid on the grass i could ground myself and release my negitive energys into the ground which to my suprise actually worked. I laid down put MGMT- Flash Delirium on and listend to the lyrics.. These words made my trip magical here they are--

"Mild apprehension
Blank dreams of the coming fun
Distort the odds of a turnaround
Gut screams out next to none

So turn it on, tune it in
And stay inert"

These words jumped out to me like NO ones buisness lol.. I just closed my eyes and got absorbed into a WHOLE NEW WORLD of CEV's thee strongest CEV's i've ever had. I was watching liquade faces pour in and out of what looked like orange vortexs and what also looked like a water rushing in a stream.. It was rushing over me in waves. I noticed i had no emotions anymore i felt like everything was on mute my hearing turned into a different hearing.. I was hearing energy not words... Things reverbrated and echoed.. I stared at a daddy long leg and i was its entity it was me and i was it. It was like i was looking threw its eyes.. staring at everything it saw. It was weird if someone can also agree with me not being able to feel emotion it was like i wasn't sure if i wanted to be scared, anxious, afraid, happy.. Emotions where fake they aren't real nothing was real at the moment.

t- 2:30: I stared into the sky and it was a clear blue day out.. But i saw fractals white fractals it looked like there was tenticals in the sky making movement almost like a upper being waving its arms everywhere.. It crystalized fractaled again over and over... I looked at the walls of my friends house some parts where raised others where smaller breathing patterens everywhere... I touched the wall and a rippling effect came out.. My friend M came outside and started talking to me 10000 miles a second because he was rolling really hard he says "Can you have a normal conversation" And i look at his face and watch it go from young to old then back to normal.. I stared at his facial hair and watched it grow then recede. It was like i was looking into the futur and seeing what he would look like. I couldn't talk to him look at him i just wanted to be alone.. I was in a state of pure bliss.. I just didn't want to talk to people.. I was so confused i kept forgetting what i was on which i've read up alot about mushrooms and i know that it's VERY normal to feel that way.

t- 3:00: It was still coming it such intense waves.. I can't explain the body high due to the fact i can't really remember what it felt like.. I know there was a modarate body load. It was so confusing i forgot i had a body.. A mouth.. Hands.. Feet everything felt fake, Numb not real. I remember looking into the sky after my friend Jamie had picked me up and took me to the river i noticed a airplan that seemed to just slide in the sky and turned into a bug. I looked at the water and saw it turn into what looked like glass over it and watched the water turn into nothing just a black pit...

t- 4:00: It was all gone feeling bassline pretty much little tracers felt.. but not much just feel at peace. Like i got rid of 10 years of anxiety in 4 hours.. I can't began to explain.

This is my first report i hope you like it.. Tell me if i missed out on any details or have questions.. :)

-ShayzOn
 
Questions about my trip for people that are reading.

1. Losse of all emotions does that mean? Like I broke through my psyche?
2. Do mushrooms normally produce so much anxiety?
3. How come I can't remember most of my trip?
 
Your report was fine. You were very informative, and kept to the details. It sounded like a very good experience. Anxieties are normal for me, so they don't bother me so much. Did you learn anything from your trip?

Answers to your questions:

1. That never happened to me on mushrooms; they normally enhance my emotions dramatically, but I'm sure it's normal, and that plenty of people go through it.
2. Any drug can produce anxieties if you're not comfortable with the effects that are taking over you. Just let them consume you; there's no reason to control them. Take deep breathes and relax.
3. Your mind was going through a very large amount of stress/strain. It's very easy to see how things can be difficult to remember. Don't try to force yourself to remember anything. Just let it come naturally to your mind.

Did you enjoy your trip? It seemed to me like you had a good share of fun despite the anxieties. You should consider trying mushrooms again. They're a really fun drug, and can produce some amazing experiences.
 
^ I'm for sure trying them again this time I'll be able to expect what will most likley happen and hopefully skip over the anxiety lol. I finaly just let it envelope me :) the trip was a success I don't know if I learned much other then I don't wanna do ecstasy because watching my friend on it while I was shrooming made me think of myself and how gross it looks to roll :(
 
Ecstasy is an amazing drug. It's right up there with mushrooms for me. Everyone has their own tastes though. I have a tip for you if you're willing to give it a shot. Last time I did mushrooms I drank some whiskey with it. The whiskey did an amazing job at transitioning me into the mushroom trip smoothly and comfortably. The alcohol loosened my nerves up, and made the trip much more enjoyable than I had predicted. I'm not saying to get shit faced drunk, but a small-medium buzz can be very relaxing.
 
Excellent report. Ecstasy is a great drug. Especially when combined with a trip. Don't judge it by looking at your friend. Besides. He either had some lousy rolls or he's a heartless bastard. If a friend of mine said he or she was having a bad trip, there's no way in hell I would tell them, "Dude, I'm rolling. I have to listen to music. Stop having a bad trip. You're around your friends. Nothing you see is real. It's just the mushrooms." Your friend sounds like a prick.

God I want some mushies!
 
^^ I'm in love MDMA and ecstasy don't get me wrong problem is I Abuses it for the past 2 years so it doesn't work the way I want it to anymore don't get me wrong MDMA is a amazing drug :) and it will always have a special part in my heart I just choose not to use it atm. And my friend is a prick and I was not sure how to go about that situation.
 
You definitely did the right thing. You took matters into your own hands and left. That's exactly what I would have done, and it's better to trip outside than it is indoors, so it worked out to your favor. I like to roll around in the grass laughing at everything and anything.
 
It was weird as my trip hit me I was scared almost to tears but when I finally got over it I was almost brought to tears of Joy and Bliss intresting shit! What I'm still really curios is where my emotions went and why?
 
I agree I had a really good trip when I decided to eat some fresh shrooms while drunk on liquor, try it out. And I also agree ecstasy is kind of gross seeing people on it sometimes and i think its safeness is overrated for me personally I kind of think it made my anxiety a lot worse after using it once a month for like a year straight, and occasionaly for a year before that and after that, haven't done it in close to a year though(which isn't even that much)
 
Good report bud. Being a daddy long leg for a couple of
Minutes would have been pretty dope lol.
 
Its weird that you come down so early. If I was tripping that hard off mushies id prolly be down around 6 hrs or so.

Do you smoke weed when you trip?
 
you probably felt emotionless because you had some ego loss - where your ego and identity do not matter, and you are entirely living in the moment. When I had total ego-loss from LSD I do not remember much of the experience, the memories that I do have of it feel as though they aren't "my" memories.

Good trip report man
 
Marijuana has given me some episodes in my life too that I'm actually appreciative of. I've fainted on it before, and one time had a seizure during the peak of my high. I've had panic attacks from it, I've vomited from it, and I've even experienced ego loss from it.

I've underestimated weed quite a few times in my life. I'll never forget one of my first times smoking it! I had no idea how harsh the smoke was on the lunges, so I took the biggest rip out of a gravity bong I could possibly do. I sucked so hard, and breathed in the largest cloud of smoke. I was coughing for 15-30 minutes straight, and I thought I was going to die. I couldn't breath at all. I was struggling my hardest just to get tiny portions of oxygen into my lunges, but when I was finally able to breath; I was the highest I've ever been from weed in my life that day.

I was brought to earth, the present, and I was broken down into a state of mind where thought never crossed it. I was looking around for over an hour at things with hardly no thoughts cycling through my mind. It was a very unique experience indeed. I was listening to the birds chirping, the leaves/grass/plants being blown from the wind, I was listening to everything, and I was at complete peace with myself. My vision was so crystal clear, and looking at things was like orgasm to my mind. I had an amazing day, and decided that marijuana was definitely a drug for me, and I've been smoking it for years now.
 
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