Ok im 18 and i become really interested in psychedelics last year..
I only ever smoked bud then last year i was interested in magic mushrooms and the internet became a place i really got interested in them, the main reason was i was curious was all of these people saying that if you arnt mentally stable then psychedelics can really fuck you up mentally.. I was really curious to how these drugs worked,, i know people who had taken them and they couldnt really explain it so i got some for myself to try for the first time.
I had truffles (psilocybe tempenanis) and they opened the world up to me (well it felt that way)
I ate them in a pot noodle, the taste of the nut type fungi slightly reminded me of cucumber , it wern't disgusting. I managed to eat 12gram fresh, i then headed off to a supermarket (asda) to get some liqour.. i began feeling funny when i tried crossing the road at the car park, i had to grab hold of my friend as the cars seemed intimidating and crossing seemed an impossible task.
I began feeling the effects in the supermarket, my friend noticed my girlfriend was there, i turned round to be horrified she was actually there, i wern't tripping was i?? i walked over and she was really there, she seemed suprised to see me but i felt as if i could see dissapointment in her face.. she asked me what i was doing, i couldnt reply, i did not know, i couldnt stop smiling at this point and had to go she knew something wasn't right..
I turned round to see all my friends talking to my P.E (physical education) teacher , this seemed funny to me and i couldnt stop giggling at myself.. he asked me how i was and i just burst into laughter, at this point all my mates had began walking down the isle to get some beers, i abruptly left and made my way down this isle... they seemed so far away, it seemed at this point that my mates were all against me, i ignored it as i thought it was the drugs effects and carried on my way to get the beers..
I had finally left the supermarket with a few things, a bottle of remy red, a bottle of cognac, some water and chewing gum.. i made my way to the car and i didnt feel safe, i asked my mate if i was safe here and he turned round with his shades on and giggled "your safe with me buddy." He seemed like a cartoon dog, it was so funny i could not stop laughing i was in hysterics, they all thought it was funny and put me in a positive mood.. I went back to mine and still found everything hilarious.. I was laughing that hard i burst into tears.. my friends all looked a bit scared but at this point my other mate was giggling lots also so they quickly forgot about my little outburst of tears (which felt as if they were tears of joy)
I lay down and smoked some more bud, at this point i had Tupac - God bless the dead on.. It was inside my body, the song felt as if it was a part of me, it was inside my mind!!
I had tottally forgot about my phone and couldnt figure out anything on it, i knew i had lots of missed calls (mainly from my girlfriend) and texts but i couldnt handle something so compelx, i went to the bathroom and i looked up and seen my bright blonde hair and face, it was if i was looking into someone else's eyes.. i quickly splashed my face with water and made my way into my room..
My friends were all giggling at my mate who was laughing at nothing basically, well it felt that way to me, but i knew he would be finding something so funny.. i laughed with him at this point as one of my friends seemed as if he was an old man from a cartoon.. i felt sorry for him, he seemed so old.
At this point i could handle phoning my girfriend, i wanted to see her so badly, i felt a bit scared (lost) at this point and needed some reasurring, i went to meet her and this is where my life began,, I walked out into the sun and i began putting my life in persceptive, i knew which way was right, i knew which way to go.. I had longed for this, it felt as if i would be ok and when i met my girl in this peaceful sun i told her all of this and how i felt, she really was intrigued but at first she seemed like none of this was possible from some sort of fungus..
I then went back to mine and made love, it felt wonderful to know my girl was going to be there for me, she seemed my guardian angle in the sense she was protecting me ..
i sat in my bedroom and tried eating some pizza, it seemed so hard, it didnt taste good and i couldnt figure how to eat all of this big pizza, i left it and walked my girfriend to the shops and back,, i just loved the peaceful feeling it gave me, i felt as if everthing was so perfect, nature so wonderful..
when i got in i layed in my bed reflecting on what a trip this had been, I know now what people mean, i could understand that someone who is mentally unstable would find this very to take in all at once..
I then become interested in psychedelics, i tried MDMA a number of times and although it was a wonderful drug nothing beats the feeling from psilocybin, MDMA began to feel fake and i didnt like the comedowns.
I tried psilocybin a nubmer of other times, it was different every time i took it, i went to amsterdam and tripped and the setting was compeltely wrong, well for me it was. i am now becoming interested in LSD, i feel i would be able to handle the effects and duration, i really am wondering how different it is from psilocybin?? i know you cannot compare the two really but as they are both psychdelic would you say that someone has tripped of mushrooms would be fine with LSD, i have been told by one person that it has changed their life both for the better and the worst.. i feel mushrooms have changed my life positively but i dont exactly feel they have changed me as a person..
Anyways thanks for reading
I only ever smoked bud then last year i was interested in magic mushrooms and the internet became a place i really got interested in them, the main reason was i was curious was all of these people saying that if you arnt mentally stable then psychedelics can really fuck you up mentally.. I was really curious to how these drugs worked,, i know people who had taken them and they couldnt really explain it so i got some for myself to try for the first time.
I had truffles (psilocybe tempenanis) and they opened the world up to me (well it felt that way)
I ate them in a pot noodle, the taste of the nut type fungi slightly reminded me of cucumber , it wern't disgusting. I managed to eat 12gram fresh, i then headed off to a supermarket (asda) to get some liqour.. i began feeling funny when i tried crossing the road at the car park, i had to grab hold of my friend as the cars seemed intimidating and crossing seemed an impossible task.
I began feeling the effects in the supermarket, my friend noticed my girlfriend was there, i turned round to be horrified she was actually there, i wern't tripping was i?? i walked over and she was really there, she seemed suprised to see me but i felt as if i could see dissapointment in her face.. she asked me what i was doing, i couldnt reply, i did not know, i couldnt stop smiling at this point and had to go she knew something wasn't right..
I turned round to see all my friends talking to my P.E (physical education) teacher , this seemed funny to me and i couldnt stop giggling at myself.. he asked me how i was and i just burst into laughter, at this point all my mates had began walking down the isle to get some beers, i abruptly left and made my way down this isle... they seemed so far away, it seemed at this point that my mates were all against me, i ignored it as i thought it was the drugs effects and carried on my way to get the beers..
I had finally left the supermarket with a few things, a bottle of remy red, a bottle of cognac, some water and chewing gum.. i made my way to the car and i didnt feel safe, i asked my mate if i was safe here and he turned round with his shades on and giggled "your safe with me buddy." He seemed like a cartoon dog, it was so funny i could not stop laughing i was in hysterics, they all thought it was funny and put me in a positive mood.. I went back to mine and still found everything hilarious.. I was laughing that hard i burst into tears.. my friends all looked a bit scared but at this point my other mate was giggling lots also so they quickly forgot about my little outburst of tears (which felt as if they were tears of joy)
I lay down and smoked some more bud, at this point i had Tupac - God bless the dead on.. It was inside my body, the song felt as if it was a part of me, it was inside my mind!!
I had tottally forgot about my phone and couldnt figure out anything on it, i knew i had lots of missed calls (mainly from my girlfriend) and texts but i couldnt handle something so compelx, i went to the bathroom and i looked up and seen my bright blonde hair and face, it was if i was looking into someone else's eyes.. i quickly splashed my face with water and made my way into my room..
My friends were all giggling at my mate who was laughing at nothing basically, well it felt that way to me, but i knew he would be finding something so funny.. i laughed with him at this point as one of my friends seemed as if he was an old man from a cartoon.. i felt sorry for him, he seemed so old.
At this point i could handle phoning my girfriend, i wanted to see her so badly, i felt a bit scared (lost) at this point and needed some reasurring, i went to meet her and this is where my life began,, I walked out into the sun and i began putting my life in persceptive, i knew which way was right, i knew which way to go.. I had longed for this, it felt as if i would be ok and when i met my girl in this peaceful sun i told her all of this and how i felt, she really was intrigued but at first she seemed like none of this was possible from some sort of fungus..
I then went back to mine and made love, it felt wonderful to know my girl was going to be there for me, she seemed my guardian angle in the sense she was protecting me ..
i sat in my bedroom and tried eating some pizza, it seemed so hard, it didnt taste good and i couldnt figure how to eat all of this big pizza, i left it and walked my girfriend to the shops and back,, i just loved the peaceful feeling it gave me, i felt as if everthing was so perfect, nature so wonderful..
when i got in i layed in my bed reflecting on what a trip this had been, I know now what people mean, i could understand that someone who is mentally unstable would find this very to take in all at once..
I then become interested in psychedelics, i tried MDMA a number of times and although it was a wonderful drug nothing beats the feeling from psilocybin, MDMA began to feel fake and i didnt like the comedowns.
I tried psilocybin a nubmer of other times, it was different every time i took it, i went to amsterdam and tripped and the setting was compeltely wrong, well for me it was. i am now becoming interested in LSD, i feel i would be able to handle the effects and duration, i really am wondering how different it is from psilocybin?? i know you cannot compare the two really but as they are both psychdelic would you say that someone has tripped of mushrooms would be fine with LSD, i have been told by one person that it has changed their life both for the better and the worst.. i feel mushrooms have changed my life positively but i dont exactly feel they have changed me as a person..
Anyways thanks for reading
i have been thinking for a while "what's a better way to disguise the flavour of philosophers stones?". cheers :D
