Pseudo

[colicolo]

Afraid of who I am
What I've become
I'm not what I dreamed
Not what anyone expected
Ashamed of what I've become
Ashamed of my depression
To ashamed to attempt suicide again
Dont want to hurt the family name
Dont want to cause shame
Just want this pain to stop
To be gracefully killed
To die a victims death
Would be the only way
But we're all guilty
There are no innocent victims
We are all guilty of something
If everything is possible
Why I am stuck here
I just want to ESCape
This keyboard is teasing me
I have no ConTRoL
There is no ALTernative
There is no SHIFT in my hollowness
I simply dont exist
Not in a happy state
I'm a phony
I am pseudo

 

[cherub]

Wonderful work, i was impressed by the way the words touched me. This is definately, I think this is one could relate to their lives at some point or the other. Your not alone
Chin up !