purely so i can adequately vocalise the short-comings of the UK Mental Health Service....so doctor what will you do now???
i've written down a few medications that i've looked up and considered potential with...one being 'Wellbutrin' ...another being Lexapro...also Lamictal but that seems more for bipolar and i don't experience long durations of highs and lows....just long durations of lows and lower and downright psychotically angry to the point of calling perfectly nice people CUNTS......and impulsively deciding the extract DMT from Mimosa for a quick fix that does anything but....
so i shall also mention the brief trials of Yoga and the fact that i desperately do not want to be like this....this is NOT a lifestyle choice, this is a living hell and i'm willing to try anything .....within reasonable boudaries of course....such as i am not willing to follow the daft arse suggestions of the breezeblock who tells me to go to group therapy when she herself doesn't fix her own problem of obesity with that very same suggestion....i mean where the fuck is the lead by example where that goes??!!.....its not like i don't know how problem as i've been fat....i lost weight......now i need help with my mental health and that was supposed to be this breezeblocks special field but she fucking sucked at it.
time is ticking away and i have to leave pretty much nowish