My name is Justin, i'm 16 years old of age and i have really been looking forward to trying modafinil! I do html online as my job and i live in australia, i started html 3months ago and dropped out of school to do it because i'm really good at it, i only wanted to try modafinil to see what effect it would have on me but i certainley took abit more then i needed im assuming.
This friday my mate gave me 10 pills of 200mg of modafinil/provigil and i had been looking forward to trying these so i could concentrate on my html for longer periods and make more money :D
I popped a pill at 2pm that day and started to feel effect at 2:30pm and let me tell you i enjoyed it alot! it made me talk to like 6 of my facebook friends i haven't spoke to in like 3 months and get there phone numbers so we could hang out and i worked on my html for 5 hours straight and i was in one constant focused happy mood
My friend rang me at 9pm that night, that same day (friday) and asked if i want to go for an arghili/hookah..smoking tobacoo basically with flavor if you haven't heard of it.
I felt like if i popped another one i would be more in the zone and talkative with him and confident and let me tell you i really was! i got back home after that night and went to bed at 12am and i couldn't manage to sleep no matter how hard i tried, i also noticed my heart was beating pretty fast in the bed :L, i know that's a side effect but it didn't really bother me and i enjoyed the day i had i loved it!
So not being able to sleep i hop onto my Laptop and and started cranking up some more html! by the time i realised, it was 5am! I couldn't goto sleep still so i stayed up the whole night!
So now it's saturday and it's 11am and i'm so SO tired! i start doing excersise and running to wake me up and then i was more awake but my eyes were as red as the devil so i put some eyedrops in! I got a call from my boss telling me i had a very important meeting at 6pm that night so when it got to 5:30pm i popped another 200mg pill and got to the metting in time, the only effect modafinill had on me now was that i wasn't tired and still alert, not really focused, my talking wasn't all that good and i also noticed my heart beating fast again!
I got back home at 1am (sunday) and i went to bed and it was hard to fall asleep but i eventually did at 3:00am and woke up at 11pm (it's sunday ofcourse). Today i swore i wouldn't take modafinil and would give my brain a rest, well that didn't go as planned, read below what happens -.-
My cousin came over at like 1pm, shes a girl and shes 17 and it's usually hard to hold conversation with her and we don't have much in common but man i was talking to her for like 2 hours straight and then she left and i really enjoyed her company
So then my other friend comes over at 4:30pm and we go for a walk planning out what we are going to do for our weekend and how awesome our holidays are going to be!!! then SUDDENLY this weird feeling creeps up extremely slowly on me, i was talking to him fine and having fun then while we are walking on the footpath i start to talk less for some reason and it was noticable! i felt kind of down just a tad bit and i saw a bus chair on the footpath so i sit down on it and then he obviously sits next to me.
I make up the excuse that i'm really tired and didn't get much rest last night and then his like well let's goto the corner shop so we can get a drink or something. I didn't want to get up for some reason mentally! and nor did i want to talk to really talk i felt nervous, anxious and some what abit depressed and for NO REASON! well he got me to get up by saying ok lets go get you an iced coffee so you can wake up and so i thought that might elivate my mood so i got up and bought one with him and then he went home because i told him i didn't feel to good , i wasn't sick just mentally not feeling well! My girlfriend called that night at 9pm and asked me that she really wanted to chill with my at my house so i invited her over and right now i honestly
Did not want her company at all! (which never happens and i felt guilty and bad inside) There was only one option that i could think of it probably wasn't the right option pop another modafinil 200mg, and so i did at 9:20pm and she arrived at 9:30 pm. This time all i felt from modafinil is the feeling of awakefulness and nothing else at all! that's all. We watch a really funny movie in my room on the t.v and usually we would laugh our asses off all the time but this time i felt extremely nervous, abit depressed and anxious alot for no reason, which made me in a more bad mood, not knowing what for. I barely spoke to her and my heart was pounding fast that it was actually painful abit just a very bit because of how fast it was working i'm guesing!
So i stopped using the modafinil i threw them out, all i ask from the community is for a scientific explaination on whats going on in my head and if it will go away :'( ?
This friday my mate gave me 10 pills of 200mg of modafinil/provigil and i had been looking forward to trying these so i could concentrate on my html for longer periods and make more money :D
I popped a pill at 2pm that day and started to feel effect at 2:30pm and let me tell you i enjoyed it alot! it made me talk to like 6 of my facebook friends i haven't spoke to in like 3 months and get there phone numbers so we could hang out and i worked on my html for 5 hours straight and i was in one constant focused happy mood
My friend rang me at 9pm that night, that same day (friday) and asked if i want to go for an arghili/hookah..smoking tobacoo basically with flavor if you haven't heard of it.
I felt like if i popped another one i would be more in the zone and talkative with him and confident and let me tell you i really was! i got back home after that night and went to bed at 12am and i couldn't manage to sleep no matter how hard i tried, i also noticed my heart was beating pretty fast in the bed :L, i know that's a side effect but it didn't really bother me and i enjoyed the day i had i loved it!
So not being able to sleep i hop onto my Laptop and and started cranking up some more html! by the time i realised, it was 5am! I couldn't goto sleep still so i stayed up the whole night!
So now it's saturday and it's 11am and i'm so SO tired! i start doing excersise and running to wake me up and then i was more awake but my eyes were as red as the devil so i put some eyedrops in! I got a call from my boss telling me i had a very important meeting at 6pm that night so when it got to 5:30pm i popped another 200mg pill and got to the metting in time, the only effect modafinill had on me now was that i wasn't tired and still alert, not really focused, my talking wasn't all that good and i also noticed my heart beating fast again!
I got back home at 1am (sunday) and i went to bed and it was hard to fall asleep but i eventually did at 3:00am and woke up at 11pm (it's sunday ofcourse). Today i swore i wouldn't take modafinil and would give my brain a rest, well that didn't go as planned, read below what happens -.-
My cousin came over at like 1pm, shes a girl and shes 17 and it's usually hard to hold conversation with her and we don't have much in common but man i was talking to her for like 2 hours straight and then she left and i really enjoyed her company
So then my other friend comes over at 4:30pm and we go for a walk planning out what we are going to do for our weekend and how awesome our holidays are going to be!!! then SUDDENLY this weird feeling creeps up extremely slowly on me, i was talking to him fine and having fun then while we are walking on the footpath i start to talk less for some reason and it was noticable! i felt kind of down just a tad bit and i saw a bus chair on the footpath so i sit down on it and then he obviously sits next to me.
I make up the excuse that i'm really tired and didn't get much rest last night and then his like well let's goto the corner shop so we can get a drink or something. I didn't want to get up for some reason mentally! and nor did i want to talk to really talk i felt nervous, anxious and some what abit depressed and for NO REASON! well he got me to get up by saying ok lets go get you an iced coffee so you can wake up and so i thought that might elivate my mood so i got up and bought one with him and then he went home because i told him i didn't feel to good , i wasn't sick just mentally not feeling well! My girlfriend called that night at 9pm and asked me that she really wanted to chill with my at my house so i invited her over and right now i honestly
Did not want her company at all! (which never happens and i felt guilty and bad inside) There was only one option that i could think of it probably wasn't the right option pop another modafinil 200mg, and so i did at 9:20pm and she arrived at 9:30 pm. This time all i felt from modafinil is the feeling of awakefulness and nothing else at all! that's all. We watch a really funny movie in my room on the t.v and usually we would laugh our asses off all the time but this time i felt extremely nervous, abit depressed and anxious alot for no reason, which made me in a more bad mood, not knowing what for. I barely spoke to her and my heart was pounding fast that it was actually painful abit just a very bit because of how fast it was working i'm guesing!
So i stopped using the modafinil i threw them out, all i ask from the community is for a scientific explaination on whats going on in my head and if it will go away :'( ?
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