ccmillerbo
Bluelighter
So after reading many reports about these on BL and Erowid, I decided it was time to break this plane of sobriety I've been living on for about 9 months. Not by choice of course, but because I've been melting away in Iraq since August. I ordered five inhalers off of an online drugstore and the waiting began.
After only about 8 days, I checked the shipping status and to my excitement, these little guys were finally here. I walked over to the mail room, a little nervous, thinking about an excuse to use if I was asked about the package, but like always, the druggie paranoia was short lived and they handed me my package with no discussion.
History: I'm a pretty healthy 22 yo male, with lots of substance experience, spanning from prescription painkillers to lsd. I abused adderall pretty badly while I was in college, but stimulants have never been my drug of choice. I find they make me really weird, and the comedowns are unbearable. However, I needed something fun to pass the time, so here we go.
3:45pm- I look at this little bullet and wonder for a second how I'm supposed to get the cotton out. I get out my army issued Gerber tool (I always love using army stuff to do drugs with. I always use my military ID to cut up coke, haha I don't really know why, irony maybe?) I foolishly try to cut right through the thing, but it's solid metal. So I unscrew the cap and crush the tip with my pliers, plastic shards fly everywhere, and I see the little stimulant tampon. The smell hits me and is quite disgusting, I almost gag thinking about having to swallow this thing. Without hesitation, I rip it in half and put the first half on my tongue, washing it right down with some grapefruit juice. Do the same thing to the next one and now we wait.
Note: Grapefruit juice seems to be the way to go with this method, as I didn't taste any of the disgusting lavender and menthol burps I hear so much about.
The times aren't exact, as I'm writing this all post trip.
3:50pm- I start getting pretty excited thinking about the day's events to come, I'm sure it's placebo. Also I remember I have some zantac (heartburn medication) so I take one, thinking this should help with any stomach discomfort, and luckily it does, as I don't feel any kind of upset stomach until a few hours later.
4:20pm- I start feeling a little bit excitable. I download Cage's new LP and listen to it, having anticipated it's release for a very long time, but I'm a little dissappointed, especially since music usually sounds great to me on stimulants.
4:45pm- It starts hitting me HARD. The body tingles are amazing. I'm talking to a friend on facebook, while simultaneously sending messages left and right to people. I write a very profound "about me" on my profile, something I love to do when I'm tweaked, even though I know no one reads those.
4:50pm- Music sounds amazing! I don't feel like giving Cage another shot, because I feel like listening to something upbeat and happy. Peter Bjorn and John, Friendly Fires, and MGMT are making my life an amazing party right now, even though I'm sitting alone in my room.
4:55pm- I get very excited about my future. I start looking for roommates on craigslist near the college I'm transferring to when I get home. The possibilities of this new beginning seem endless, and I'm no longer thinking about how horrible being in Iraq is, even though I've been very down lately because I voluntarily extended my time here by 3 months because I needed the money.
5:15pm- My internet shuts off and I'm distraught for 3 seconds at most. I throw on the ipod and begin cleaning the FUCK out of my room. Its even more fun than socializing.
5:45pm- I realize I haven't eaten since about 12:30, and I'm not hungry at all, but I force down a big protein shake. It upsets my stomach just a little bit.
6:30pm- Inevitably, the fun begins to fade a bit. I consider taking another one, but I know that is a bad idea, so I just make some coffee instead.
6:45pm- The caffeine kicks on the effects a little longer, nice body tingles, and I listen to Bright Eyes- Digital Ash in a Digital Urn, my favorite cd of all time, and the euphoria begins to again pulsate through my brain.
7:15pm- I don't want to talk to anyone at all anymore. I'm a little irritable and begin to wonder if I even want to go back to school. I realize this is NOT me talking. I do a little unnecessary organizing to get my mind off the comedown and it works a bit.
7:45pm- My stomach begins to feel very "grumbly". I eat some oatmeal and take another zantac. My body temp is fluctuating and I can't seem to get comfortable, so I make myself to a light stretching routine to try to get the brain power pumping a little bit. I see the inhalers and decide to take a couple hits of it the prescribed way. WOW, the next time I'm congested, these are exactly what I'm turning to, clears my sinuses right up, and I feel a little happier.
8:30pm- I take a benadryl, knowing its gonna be tough to sleep, and begin typing this report. The effects of the propyl haven't completely worn off, but for the most part, I'm back at baseline. I honestly don't feel too bad, although I did only take one, and my natural mindset was in a pretty good place before I started, which helps tremendously. I'm a little sick of music at this point, so sportscenter goes on, and I begin to feel pretty normal again.
Overall, this was a pretty fun day. I wouldn't do much differently, except maybe wait until I had a day where I actually had things to do. This was my off day so I just sat in my room all day and felt kinda like a shut in crackhead by the end of it all. I wouldn't really suggest this as a study/writing drug like adderall because I was pretty scatterbrained throughout the whole trip. I couldn't type very well, and tasks that took more than 30 seconds to complete were really hard to finish. Physically, there weren't many negative side effects, contrary to what I've read. This could be because of a large lunch, the heartburn meds, the grapefruit chaser, and the force feeding later in the day.
I will definitely do this again, although I think I'll wait until my kratom tea that I ordered arrives. I think that combo will be pretty swell, and help with the comedown. I'll let everyone know what happens.
Thanks for reading, sorry for the long, mostly uneventful report....lets hear some responses.
Tagged by Xorkoth
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After only about 8 days, I checked the shipping status and to my excitement, these little guys were finally here. I walked over to the mail room, a little nervous, thinking about an excuse to use if I was asked about the package, but like always, the druggie paranoia was short lived and they handed me my package with no discussion.
History: I'm a pretty healthy 22 yo male, with lots of substance experience, spanning from prescription painkillers to lsd. I abused adderall pretty badly while I was in college, but stimulants have never been my drug of choice. I find they make me really weird, and the comedowns are unbearable. However, I needed something fun to pass the time, so here we go.
3:45pm- I look at this little bullet and wonder for a second how I'm supposed to get the cotton out. I get out my army issued Gerber tool (I always love using army stuff to do drugs with. I always use my military ID to cut up coke, haha I don't really know why, irony maybe?) I foolishly try to cut right through the thing, but it's solid metal. So I unscrew the cap and crush the tip with my pliers, plastic shards fly everywhere, and I see the little stimulant tampon. The smell hits me and is quite disgusting, I almost gag thinking about having to swallow this thing. Without hesitation, I rip it in half and put the first half on my tongue, washing it right down with some grapefruit juice. Do the same thing to the next one and now we wait.
Note: Grapefruit juice seems to be the way to go with this method, as I didn't taste any of the disgusting lavender and menthol burps I hear so much about.
The times aren't exact, as I'm writing this all post trip.
3:50pm- I start getting pretty excited thinking about the day's events to come, I'm sure it's placebo. Also I remember I have some zantac (heartburn medication) so I take one, thinking this should help with any stomach discomfort, and luckily it does, as I don't feel any kind of upset stomach until a few hours later.
4:20pm- I start feeling a little bit excitable. I download Cage's new LP and listen to it, having anticipated it's release for a very long time, but I'm a little dissappointed, especially since music usually sounds great to me on stimulants.
4:45pm- It starts hitting me HARD. The body tingles are amazing. I'm talking to a friend on facebook, while simultaneously sending messages left and right to people. I write a very profound "about me" on my profile, something I love to do when I'm tweaked, even though I know no one reads those.
4:50pm- Music sounds amazing! I don't feel like giving Cage another shot, because I feel like listening to something upbeat and happy. Peter Bjorn and John, Friendly Fires, and MGMT are making my life an amazing party right now, even though I'm sitting alone in my room.
4:55pm- I get very excited about my future. I start looking for roommates on craigslist near the college I'm transferring to when I get home. The possibilities of this new beginning seem endless, and I'm no longer thinking about how horrible being in Iraq is, even though I've been very down lately because I voluntarily extended my time here by 3 months because I needed the money.
5:15pm- My internet shuts off and I'm distraught for 3 seconds at most. I throw on the ipod and begin cleaning the FUCK out of my room. Its even more fun than socializing.
5:45pm- I realize I haven't eaten since about 12:30, and I'm not hungry at all, but I force down a big protein shake. It upsets my stomach just a little bit.
6:30pm- Inevitably, the fun begins to fade a bit. I consider taking another one, but I know that is a bad idea, so I just make some coffee instead.
6:45pm- The caffeine kicks on the effects a little longer, nice body tingles, and I listen to Bright Eyes- Digital Ash in a Digital Urn, my favorite cd of all time, and the euphoria begins to again pulsate through my brain.
7:15pm- I don't want to talk to anyone at all anymore. I'm a little irritable and begin to wonder if I even want to go back to school. I realize this is NOT me talking. I do a little unnecessary organizing to get my mind off the comedown and it works a bit.
7:45pm- My stomach begins to feel very "grumbly". I eat some oatmeal and take another zantac. My body temp is fluctuating and I can't seem to get comfortable, so I make myself to a light stretching routine to try to get the brain power pumping a little bit. I see the inhalers and decide to take a couple hits of it the prescribed way. WOW, the next time I'm congested, these are exactly what I'm turning to, clears my sinuses right up, and I feel a little happier.
8:30pm- I take a benadryl, knowing its gonna be tough to sleep, and begin typing this report. The effects of the propyl haven't completely worn off, but for the most part, I'm back at baseline. I honestly don't feel too bad, although I did only take one, and my natural mindset was in a pretty good place before I started, which helps tremendously. I'm a little sick of music at this point, so sportscenter goes on, and I begin to feel pretty normal again.
Overall, this was a pretty fun day. I wouldn't do much differently, except maybe wait until I had a day where I actually had things to do. This was my off day so I just sat in my room all day and felt kinda like a shut in crackhead by the end of it all. I wouldn't really suggest this as a study/writing drug like adderall because I was pretty scatterbrained throughout the whole trip. I couldn't type very well, and tasks that took more than 30 seconds to complete were really hard to finish. Physically, there weren't many negative side effects, contrary to what I've read. This could be because of a large lunch, the heartburn meds, the grapefruit chaser, and the force feeding later in the day.
I will definitely do this again, although I think I'll wait until my kratom tea that I ordered arrives. I think that combo will be pretty swell, and help with the comedown. I'll let everyone know what happens.
Thanks for reading, sorry for the long, mostly uneventful report....lets hear some responses.
Tagged by Xorkoth
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substancecode_stimulants
substancecode_caffeine
substancecode_stimulants
_combo_
explevel_firsttime
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exptype_glowing
roacode_oral
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