SpecialK_
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Alright, basically got prescribed 80mg of these daily for anxiety and to go alongside them I decided to just go completely stone cold sober. Apart from Saturday where I drank 2l of cider and smoked a few draws of a spliff (originally I was a daily toker) I've been sober for 7 days basically. Baring in mind I am quite a heavy drug user of a variety of substances, mainly Speed/Cocaine/MDMA/Weed/Alcohol and usually, but as of late it's been the odd time classic psychedelics mostly LSD. I also went through 100 valium prior to this in a binging sense alongside these drugs, this lead to me thinking people were messing me about so I knew a break was in order, self destructive so to speak.
I'm starting to wonder though if these are even cutting it, I still feel pretty shit to be honest. But my main question is how do these things work, is it expected that once I finish my course of beta blockers my anxiety will disappear for good? Or am I supposed to take these things every day for the rest of my life, as in they are necessary to be taken that day to help the anxiety.
Reason being, I'm staying off grass at the minute which was a pretty good anti-depressant for me, but I was just making sure that it wasn't the weed itself making me anxious. But to be honest, if once I go off these script of beta blockers I'm gonah go back to anxiety or if I'm gonah have to take them for the rest of my life I honestly cannot be fucked and would much rather choose grass.
I'm beginning to wonder if these are also the correct thing for me, but the issue is I also don't want benzos because I don't want to become dependant on them, but essentially with the way I'm seeing these beta blockers I'm dependent on them if I have to take them everyday.
Does anyone have experience with this or can shed some light? It's a head fry in itself trying to suss this out. Head is frying like an egg and I have grass here I could easily smoke but I don't know if that's going to be like a reset button on this. But if it's possible that I'll finish this script of beta blockers (must be a week or two left) it'll mean my anxiety will be permanently eased, like when I take them then I'm willing to stay sober for the rest of this script.
Also note, I'm aware that I cannot take the uppers that I was taking while taking Propranolol as it is heart medication and don't intend to. Also, I get the feeling that these things don't last all day, so I've been timing them so that I take them when I go out rather than a set time each day. Is this the correct way to do it? Should I consider asking if I could have my dose doubled so I have another to take later in the day?
I'm starting to wonder though if these are even cutting it, I still feel pretty shit to be honest. But my main question is how do these things work, is it expected that once I finish my course of beta blockers my anxiety will disappear for good? Or am I supposed to take these things every day for the rest of my life, as in they are necessary to be taken that day to help the anxiety.
Reason being, I'm staying off grass at the minute which was a pretty good anti-depressant for me, but I was just making sure that it wasn't the weed itself making me anxious. But to be honest, if once I go off these script of beta blockers I'm gonah go back to anxiety or if I'm gonah have to take them for the rest of my life I honestly cannot be fucked and would much rather choose grass.
I'm beginning to wonder if these are also the correct thing for me, but the issue is I also don't want benzos because I don't want to become dependant on them, but essentially with the way I'm seeing these beta blockers I'm dependent on them if I have to take them everyday.
Does anyone have experience with this or can shed some light? It's a head fry in itself trying to suss this out. Head is frying like an egg and I have grass here I could easily smoke but I don't know if that's going to be like a reset button on this. But if it's possible that I'll finish this script of beta blockers (must be a week or two left) it'll mean my anxiety will be permanently eased, like when I take them then I'm willing to stay sober for the rest of this script.
Also note, I'm aware that I cannot take the uppers that I was taking while taking Propranolol as it is heart medication and don't intend to. Also, I get the feeling that these things don't last all day, so I've been timing them so that I take them when I go out rather than a set time each day. Is this the correct way to do it? Should I consider asking if I could have my dose doubled so I have another to take later in the day?
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