Seyer
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I agree with Chitown. Not even a drunk driving accusation, but swallowing MDMA. Very suspicious imo.
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Proposing MDMA as something beneficial to my parents.
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chitown rollin
Bluelighter
It just sounds like the OP is leaving something out or tweaking the story in some way to not sound like a "bad kid" so we give them advice to tell their parents to consent to them taking MDMA. OP, I don't mean to accuse you, but if you could just elaborate more on what exactly happened that would be great.
NoloG
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Trust me, if you think you have a hard time understanding it, I' haven't been able to drive for like 3 months and I still can't understand what motivates people to behave like that. I have no idea why they would accuse me of swallowing mdma. I guess they wanted to lay something on me worse, so me saying the accident was setup wouldn't apply.
I wish I knew, but the only thing I'm leaving out, is that I was driving already very sleep deprived due to a lack of sleep for about two nights (which isn't the best choice on my regard (I remember on mythbusters, driving without sleep could be worse than driving drunk). which probably caused me to act hastly when the light turned green and the two cars did not move. Some people will lie about anything to sue you for 10 grand.
All I recieved was a ticket for wreckless driving or something. Not even an accident report. Than LATER, is when the other party started changing the story that I had hit him directly from the back, and he was injured, blah blah blah. Last time I put confidence in a trinket.
It's been a bad series of events.
Because of these liars, my mom has changed her opinion of me.
UGH.
If your a legal and grown adult then you dont need to convince your parents about anything - they have their opinions and you have your own.
You agree to disagree on a subject!
If you do not want to go into a treatment programme then dont - that place could be taken by somebody who is serious about getting off the drugs.
Mac98
Bluelighter
I would say take a pill before going to court and when you get there start hugging everyone and spreading love and show them what MDMA is REALLY all about!
NoloG
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To the mods, I might be breaking some rules, forgive me.
I just came back from court. I just found out it was my mother who petitioned to have me go through this. I really can't take it anymore. The judge wouldn't even let me speak.
I thought opening up to her and being honest to her about what I've done would bring good results or have her respect me, but shes only used it against me. She told him she found the mdma in my room which she did, but she cant respect my room at all. She goes through my stuff and breaks into my room, unscrews the doorknob. UGH.
Now I have to go into an assessment at the hospital for mental instability and a drug test.
I feel like I'm the only one who knows I'm not mentally instable or crazy.
I have a big imagination. They must not like that or something.
She's saying I've been delusional. On some terms yes. but its only because what she keeps putting me through. She's turned all my friends around on me. She gets people in trouble. She talks to friends behind my back and influences them.
I have been acting foul on some regards but if only she knew what I've been through and what she's doing to me. All marijuana contacts I have get found out or stop talking to me. (Only in Florida while other states are actually moving past these dinosaur laws) So I've been going through MJ withdrawals and I've been quite upset over all this. My neighbor is a weirdo and is always on something. I trip out when I'm sober because of his dead lysergic presence, and my nieghbor on the other side of me has a giant iboga plant in thier front lawn. No wonder I'm delusional. I smoke to get past thier crazy energy.
She stands by the door while I'm sleeping and hints subliminal messages at me.
I told her bad things only because I've been messed with by the cops here in Miami. They forged my signature over a red light I didn't run. Also the above accident that has left me hurt. I was once drugged over someones house with a sedative so I could sleep while the rent payers could cook crack cocaine and ship it to Cuba. My ex was raped at a company where they sell all kinds of drugs ( a call center here in Florida. ) I was taken to the hospital with a dislocated shoulder and elbow I believe. They placed me in what was called a baker act. They only fixed my elbow r f i d. And never showed me xrays or anything. They gave me a hypnotic sedative at the hospital and would talk to me in my sleep and try to make me become religious or that everyone around me is technically my brother or sister. I hate this mind control crap.
There's so much more. I'm emotionally shattered.
Her constant pursuit about my life and the things I do. No1 speaks to me anymore. No1 calls me. Shes ruining my life to keep me sober. Her father was in the DEA once I believe , and I think she's taking it upon herself to turn me into a little school choir boy. She refuses to believe that Cannabis is harmless and constantly lies to me about obvious things. shes a compulsive liar and I suspect schizophrenia. But if I told that to her face, she'd probably get me in more trouble. Shes only a book-keeper.
I have no one else.
I'm scared they're gonna keep me in this program. I want to leave the state because the citizens are acting like children over this drug MJ. The cops are corrupt over it. People are raping and killing over it. I don't have the money or resources to leave. The last close friends I've had have robbed valuable possessions from me. They're not letting me drive because they think I'm going to crash or get in trouble or something. They've lied and f'd me over.
All these things are upsetting me, but then when I get upset, they make me out to be problematic.
I've been finding this out as I go. I've had a horrible past year.
Be thankful you don't live in Florida. No1 seems to give a crap. I've called the DEA, Senators. Police.
I feel like offering myself to the first person that offers me shelter to be a personal maid because I can't stand this house any longer.
::Wants to pull hair out::
(Mom would say it's self destructive behavior and would have me checked into a mental institution.. Exaggerating but u get the idea.)
I just came back from court. I just found out it was my mother who petitioned to have me go through this. I really can't take it anymore. The judge wouldn't even let me speak.
I thought opening up to her and being honest to her about what I've done would bring good results or have her respect me, but shes only used it against me. She told him she found the mdma in my room which she did, but she cant respect my room at all. She goes through my stuff and breaks into my room, unscrews the doorknob. UGH.
Now I have to go into an assessment at the hospital for mental instability and a drug test.
I feel like I'm the only one who knows I'm not mentally instable or crazy.
I have a big imagination. They must not like that or something.
She's saying I've been delusional. On some terms yes. but its only because what she keeps putting me through. She's turned all my friends around on me. She gets people in trouble. She talks to friends behind my back and influences them.
I have been acting foul on some regards but if only she knew what I've been through and what she's doing to me. All marijuana contacts I have get found out or stop talking to me. (Only in Florida while other states are actually moving past these dinosaur laws) So I've been going through MJ withdrawals and I've been quite upset over all this. My neighbor is a weirdo and is always on something. I trip out when I'm sober because of his dead lysergic presence, and my nieghbor on the other side of me has a giant iboga plant in thier front lawn. No wonder I'm delusional. I smoke to get past thier crazy energy.
She stands by the door while I'm sleeping and hints subliminal messages at me.
I told her bad things only because I've been messed with by the cops here in Miami. They forged my signature over a red light I didn't run. Also the above accident that has left me hurt. I was once drugged over someones house with a sedative so I could sleep while the rent payers could cook crack cocaine and ship it to Cuba. My ex was raped at a company where they sell all kinds of drugs ( a call center here in Florida. ) I was taken to the hospital with a dislocated shoulder and elbow I believe. They placed me in what was called a baker act. They only fixed my elbow r f i d. And never showed me xrays or anything. They gave me a hypnotic sedative at the hospital and would talk to me in my sleep and try to make me become religious or that everyone around me is technically my brother or sister. I hate this mind control crap.
There's so much more. I'm emotionally shattered.
Her constant pursuit about my life and the things I do. No1 speaks to me anymore. No1 calls me. Shes ruining my life to keep me sober. Her father was in the DEA once I believe , and I think she's taking it upon herself to turn me into a little school choir boy. She refuses to believe that Cannabis is harmless and constantly lies to me about obvious things. shes a compulsive liar and I suspect schizophrenia. But if I told that to her face, she'd probably get me in more trouble. Shes only a book-keeper.
I have no one else.
I'm scared they're gonna keep me in this program. I want to leave the state because the citizens are acting like children over this drug MJ. The cops are corrupt over it. People are raping and killing over it. I don't have the money or resources to leave. The last close friends I've had have robbed valuable possessions from me. They're not letting me drive because they think I'm going to crash or get in trouble or something. They've lied and f'd me over.
All these things are upsetting me, but then when I get upset, they make me out to be problematic.
I've been finding this out as I go. I've had a horrible past year.
Be thankful you don't live in Florida. No1 seems to give a crap. I've called the DEA, Senators. Police.
I feel like offering myself to the first person that offers me shelter to be a personal maid because I can't stand this house any longer.
::Wants to pull hair out::
(Mom would say it's self destructive behavior and would have me checked into a mental institution.. Exaggerating but u get the idea.)
chitown rollin
Bluelighter
WHAT?! You sound VERY problematic... Dude this makes no sense! Your mom just wants what is best for you. I can't understand half of this post... Craziest post ever.
kroniic
Bluelighter
I'm not anyone to judge champ, but like you say your mum should have an open mind, so should you. She probably is looking out for your best interest, why not have a chat to a psychiatrist?
kroniic
Bluelighter
trainwreckmolly
Bluelighter
there's no physical withdrawal from marijuana, but there can most certainly be a psychological withdrawal for many users who are trying to quit.
How old is the OP?
How old is the OP?
blackskirt
Bluelighter
OP, as long as you're still living in your parents house as a dependent, then you're subject to their rules. Your rights under their roof are restricted to what they allow. Simple as that.
chitown rollin
Bluelighter
There definitely is a such thing as marijuana withdrawal. I stopped smoking marijuana in February and still can barely sleep. No, you won't be shaking or throwing up, but there are definitely some psychological things that may come up because of ending marijuana use. I believe this is only possible in daily users, however,
wooger
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Okay...this is all very strange....
but anyway, I don't want to offend you or anything but in your posts you do come across as very troubled and I don't think you are gunna have any join convincing your parents that MDMA is beneficial thing for you to be doing...
It may be in your best interests in the long run if you do speak with a mental health professional at the hospital....
but anyway, I don't want to offend you or anything but in your posts you do come across as very troubled and I don't think you are gunna have any join convincing your parents that MDMA is beneficial thing for you to be doing...
It may be in your best interests in the long run if you do speak with a mental health professional at the hospital....
Seyer
Bluelight Crew
^ All of this.
OP, you seem like youre going through a lot. Not to be judmental, but you also seem unstable. It wouldnt be a bad idea to have an open mind about all of this and it also wouldnt hurt to go see a psychiatrist.
Venrak
Bluelight Crew
Hey there OP.
I understand and completely sympathize with most of what you are going through; my family has also wanted me to go to an inpatient clinic, and ( I don't want to make assumptions, I'm no psychiatrist) I also suffer from delusions and paranoia.
Now, I am of age and have made a personal decision to quit using my DOC on my own, but as for the psychiatric needs I have, the medication and the doctors have completely changed my life 100%.
It sucks that you aren't of age and can't resist the order for rehab, but do not fight the attempts at stabilizing your condition; they should drastically change your position.
It won't be easy, it wasn't for me, especially since I had become convinced that the doctors and their meds were the core of my greatest paranoid delusions, but you have the courage and the obvious intelligence to do this.
We're all here for you.
I understand and completely sympathize with most of what you are going through; my family has also wanted me to go to an inpatient clinic, and ( I don't want to make assumptions, I'm no psychiatrist) I also suffer from delusions and paranoia.
Now, I am of age and have made a personal decision to quit using my DOC on my own, but as for the psychiatric needs I have, the medication and the doctors have completely changed my life 100%.
It sucks that you aren't of age and can't resist the order for rehab, but do not fight the attempts at stabilizing your condition; they should drastically change your position.
It won't be easy, it wasn't for me, especially since I had become convinced that the doctors and their meds were the core of my greatest paranoid delusions, but you have the courage and the obvious intelligence to do this.
We're all here for you.
Seyer
Bluelight Crew
^ You might have missed this in the first post.
But yes, if hes still living with his mom and/or dad, then he is still subject to their rules, plain and simple. Im of age and still live with my mom so I respect her rules, granted theres not that many, but I abide by them.
But yes, if hes still living with his mom and/or dad, then he is still subject to their rules, plain and simple. Im of age and still live with my mom so I respect her rules, granted theres not that many, but I abide by them.
so the op likes taking pills and whatever. but did he ever think about NOT taking pills, and giving up on his whole quest to introduce it to his mom??
it doesnt sound like youre gonna change her mind in a million year buddy, so if i were you id just stop tbh.
anyways wtf are you doing taking pills at home? how is that in any way enjoyable? id be paranoied as fuck.
it doesnt sound like youre gonna change her mind in a million year buddy, so if i were you id just stop tbh.
anyways wtf are you doing taking pills at home? how is that in any way enjoyable? id be paranoied as fuck.
chitown rollin
Bluelighter
It sounds like you are in some sort of psychotic state to me. What other drugs have you been taking honestly?
The drug dealers sedating you to "cook crack cocaine", your girlfriend being raped at a place of business. Doctors were trying to brainwash you in your sleep to make your become religious, and your neighbor hints subliminal messages to you when you are sleeping...
I've read this probably 5 times and can't understand it. You seem to be a drug user, why would anyone sedate you to cook crack? How did your girlfriend just get raped at a business and not tell anyone? How do they get away with selling a bunch of drugs here? What kind of hospital would this practice EVER be legal in? And how do you know your neighbor is hinting anything at your from THEIR house while YOU are SLEEPING?! Sorry also but nobody is raping or killing anyone because of marijuana either. Also, are you aware that red light cameras take a picture of you when the light is red BEHIND the line only? There really is no way they messed it up sorry.
Please read what I am writing and try to realize how strange you sound for writing all of this. I don't think you have any business taking ANY mind altering chemicals and should really check into a mental health facility. I'm not trying to be an asshole but talking about conspiracies against you is a classic sign of psychosis and there is no doubt in my mind you are in a psychotic state.
The drug dealers sedating you to "cook crack cocaine", your girlfriend being raped at a place of business. Doctors were trying to brainwash you in your sleep to make your become religious, and your neighbor hints subliminal messages to you when you are sleeping...
I've read this probably 5 times and can't understand it. You seem to be a drug user, why would anyone sedate you to cook crack? How did your girlfriend just get raped at a business and not tell anyone? How do they get away with selling a bunch of drugs here? What kind of hospital would this practice EVER be legal in? And how do you know your neighbor is hinting anything at your from THEIR house while YOU are SLEEPING?! Sorry also but nobody is raping or killing anyone because of marijuana either. Also, are you aware that red light cameras take a picture of you when the light is red BEHIND the line only? There really is no way they messed it up sorry.
Please read what I am writing and try to realize how strange you sound for writing all of this. I don't think you have any business taking ANY mind altering chemicals and should really check into a mental health facility. I'm not trying to be an asshole but talking about conspiracies against you is a classic sign of psychosis and there is no doubt in my mind you are in a psychotic state.