I would say psychological ones as it always happened with me. Told u about this 3 drops trip 2 weeks ago with gf, still have more for another one, saving it for a trip to the wilderness when it's not too frozen in the next month i hope (or maybe we just do it next weekend, haaa)
So, in the last 6 months of quitting 10 years of Dope and relocating, i am currently on 1 mg Subutex and have done H 4 times (only once that it was decent, and didn't feel good about it the next day, each time) Acid once, 400 mg morphine pills on 2 separate nights like an idiot because apparently after 10 years of snorting heroin 200 mg of Morphine wont make me nod at all, even after 2 or 3 months of being clean on Subs, anyways, oxy's did it twice and miscalculated my dose and never got that buzz i was looking for, since i never dealt with Oxy's before, i remember that 1st time after checking all conversion charts and taking 160 mg plus 4 Oxycocet those 5/325 i guess that's all i got after being mugged 3 times and i was just normal, no nodding, no real opiate buzz i was looking for, but i'm sure if someday ill get the chance to try them on my very occasional mental vacation day, ill make sure to respect my mind and feed my head good. On the other hand, i had some xanax that never lasts long, and for the 1st time ever, i'm using clonazepam with Subs and with low doses...my only use of them back in the days was either with H, or with booze and get trashed and i would do 2.5 to 4 mg, depending on the years, but man... First time i was 19 and our DOC was Flunitrazepam (Rohypnol) with a few beers and you're a king listening to Break on Through, and great in sex and do kinky stuff, anyways, my then dealer said no roofies then try Rivotril, the Roche ones, and he instructed instead of taking 1 roofy you take 2 clonazepam as that's how i quantify it since this was my 1st time dealing with them at all and i'm quoting the dealer who was a junky: "i dont take them myself because they get me violent and stay with me till the next day"
Of course my friend and i spent 4 days in a haze, drinking tequila and beers and joints and inviting people over from morning to night and forgetting to go to college, one day i finally got up and drove to there, i find it a Saturday and it was closed....No really really out of it, reckless youth

To end this 4 day binge with took 5 pills of an anti parkinsonian called Pakinol, so it summed up to be a week out of reality, i think i met a girl and we had sex and the next day she passed by to wake me and i had no clue who she was and only did when my buddy helped me put back some lost mind puzzles together. My poor younger sister was calling her friend saying she's afraid from me caus im doing weird things at home and parents were away and it was my last year before leaving that house. Pharma's are crazy man, as im writing im being hit on the face with memories from left and right about those days. After school, i told my best friend, that same one, we have to try all drugs and all possible combinations of drugs because we only live once and one day we'll be grown ups and have serious, boring lives and him loving me, agreed religiously...and then the journey began and it was great for 7 long fun years till we met Mother Superior, and our lives changed forever.
Good night for now, hope all is "progressing" well and in peace