I absolutely understand that feeling and I wonder why I will not almost refuse to do what I need to do until it is too late and I can look back and regret and say If only. It was exactly what I was going to post in my own blog right now rather than doing what I really need to do.
It is almost like a bad habit and nothing more. But it is so ingrained in my behaviour that stopping it is taking more than I expected with regard just my thinking. Allthough I know that I have to keep thinking along the right lines and that is it i not too late yet. I can stop and get on with what I need to do. I am gpoing to give myself 10 more mins. and then I am logging off. I am sorry to hijack your blog.