PsychonautRyan
Bluelighter
At 9:30 pm, I took a quarter-hit of acid (30 micrograms, 40 at most), and I noticed enhanced colors, vividness, clarity of thought and increased energy. I redosed with another quarter-hit at 12:30 am, and there was a definite colorful, dreamy trippiness less than an hour later, took a shower, I smoked two strong bowls with some alcohol, maybe two shots, and I felt propelled into outer space for a few hours, I took 5-HTP and buspirone, which I've been prescribed, at 1:30 am, so maybe there might've been some pronounced calmness from that as well. I was seeing awesome visuals, feeling great insights and though I was a little disoriented, the patterns and spirals I was seeing was cool. I took 2400 mg. of piracetam at 3:30 am, and between 4 or 4:15 am, my brother came down, because the AC furnace has broken down, and it was still hot in the house, but cooler downstairs, so seeing as how he wanted to sleep in the living room, I had to go to my room, so I've been cooped up in here for two hours, because I don't want to wake my mom or brother.
It's about ten minutes past 7 am, and I'm trying to weigh my options. The pot has almost totally worn off, I'm starting to get a bit tired,, but with the combination of piracetam and LSD, everything still seems bright and vivid, and I can still see patterns, symbols and vibrations here-and-there, I can see trails/tracers when I wave my hand, and my thoughts seem very lucid and focused, and there seems to be this greater sense of well-being and relaxation. If my mom confronts me, I'll just claim that I couldn't sleep well because it was too hot inside.
I feel full of energy and insight, I'm loading A Beautiful Mind on my laptop right now, a desire to connect with sitcom or drama characters and relate everything to my own life's journey. I also feel focused on doing something constructive, like talking to more people on PlentyOfFish.com, keeping in touch with old friends on Facebook, meeting new people, reconnecting with great teachers and people who I thought were inspirational to me, and this great drive (like a flight of ideas), to accomplish and strive for more, whether contemplating deeper issues, like philosophy and spirituality, my relationship with the Universe, my academic goals, my work-life, or, my sexual, romantic, and social aspirations, and how to improve and resolve them.
And masturbation is fun as well.
Actually let's put that last paragraph on hold, jerking off to Candace Swanepoel, Miranda Kerr and Erin Heatherton seems infinitely more captivating.
^ (My vulgar, dry humor is also far more witty and articulate!) Or at least I feel more clever and sharp.
Here's the options that I've considered so far:
1) Try to salvage a few hours sleep for the night ASAP, and take either Benadryl, melatonin or large quantities of alcohol to sedate myself into sleep (yes, I know not to mix liquor and Benadryl). Besides a possible hangover and grogginess, I feel like I would lose this feeling of creativity, insight and empathic connectedness with everything the following afternoon, and just go back to my mundane life. Would I still retain some portion of this state of mind when I woke up this afternoon (that might be a saving grace from a hellish hangover)?
2) Drink a cup of coffee, and redose with piracetam, and just do all of the above until I finally feel tired and naturally fall asleep. Plus, writing a journal entry might be a great way to capture my thoughts, so that seems appealing as well. I also have a few more nootropics: acetyl-l-carnitine, choline, DMAE, huperzine A, ginkgo biloba, omega-3 fish oils, as well as St. John's wort, any good stacks from that with a redose of piracetam?
3) The third option is intermediate between Options One and Two, but drink a low quantity of alcohol, maybe one or two shots each hour, to better accelerate the tiredness, without binge drinking into passing out and a sick hangover this afternoon. Obviously, my mom catching me is my main concern for that problem.
So of those, which seems like the best choice?
It's about ten minutes past 7 am, and I'm trying to weigh my options. The pot has almost totally worn off, I'm starting to get a bit tired,, but with the combination of piracetam and LSD, everything still seems bright and vivid, and I can still see patterns, symbols and vibrations here-and-there, I can see trails/tracers when I wave my hand, and my thoughts seem very lucid and focused, and there seems to be this greater sense of well-being and relaxation. If my mom confronts me, I'll just claim that I couldn't sleep well because it was too hot inside.
I feel full of energy and insight, I'm loading A Beautiful Mind on my laptop right now, a desire to connect with sitcom or drama characters and relate everything to my own life's journey. I also feel focused on doing something constructive, like talking to more people on PlentyOfFish.com, keeping in touch with old friends on Facebook, meeting new people, reconnecting with great teachers and people who I thought were inspirational to me, and this great drive (like a flight of ideas), to accomplish and strive for more, whether contemplating deeper issues, like philosophy and spirituality, my relationship with the Universe, my academic goals, my work-life, or, my sexual, romantic, and social aspirations, and how to improve and resolve them.
And masturbation is fun as well.
Actually let's put that last paragraph on hold, jerking off to Candace Swanepoel, Miranda Kerr and Erin Heatherton seems infinitely more captivating.
^ (My vulgar, dry humor is also far more witty and articulate!) Or at least I feel more clever and sharp.
Here's the options that I've considered so far:
1) Try to salvage a few hours sleep for the night ASAP, and take either Benadryl, melatonin or large quantities of alcohol to sedate myself into sleep (yes, I know not to mix liquor and Benadryl). Besides a possible hangover and grogginess, I feel like I would lose this feeling of creativity, insight and empathic connectedness with everything the following afternoon, and just go back to my mundane life. Would I still retain some portion of this state of mind when I woke up this afternoon (that might be a saving grace from a hellish hangover)?
2) Drink a cup of coffee, and redose with piracetam, and just do all of the above until I finally feel tired and naturally fall asleep. Plus, writing a journal entry might be a great way to capture my thoughts, so that seems appealing as well. I also have a few more nootropics: acetyl-l-carnitine, choline, DMAE, huperzine A, ginkgo biloba, omega-3 fish oils, as well as St. John's wort, any good stacks from that with a redose of piracetam?
3) The third option is intermediate between Options One and Two, but drink a low quantity of alcohol, maybe one or two shots each hour, to better accelerate the tiredness, without binge drinking into passing out and a sick hangover this afternoon. Obviously, my mom catching me is my main concern for that problem.
So of those, which seems like the best choice?
