Problems with family [Help]

forestman4

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So, An introduction. I am an Indian man born in a very rich family.

I love drugs, drugs make me feel good from all the depression I have, the borderline personality disorder that I have been diagnosed with, it helps.
In my opinion someone who uses drugs are using it because they have a PROBLEM. And that they should be allowed to use drugs.

I use Lyrica, once or twice a month. My family forced my in to rehabilitation center because I used lyrica once or twice a month. I use MDMA once a year or so.

It helps me with alot, that people wont understand. I hope the druggies here can understand my problems.

THEY FORCED ME TO REHAB TWO TIMES. VIOLATING MY RIGHTS, I WAS TAKEN BY FORCE TO THE REHABS. I STAYED IN THAT HORRIBLE PLACE FOR 1 MONTH EACH TIME. JUST THINKING ABOUT FREEDOM.
THEY HIT ME WITH A KNIFE, I AM BLEEDING, AND THEY DONT CARE. THEY FORCE ME OUT OF FOOD, I EARN MONEY, I BUILT THIS HOUSE THEY LIVE IN, AND THEY TRY TO FORCE ME OUT OF IT.

Sorry if this seems like a venting thread, but I am in a lot of pain emotionally because of my god damm mother. I paid her lakhs of rupees to support this family and my sister, yet she harrases me for doing drugs once or twice a month.

Today im sitting here, bleeding from my arm because my mother struck me with a knife when i was defenceless, and I am venting. WHY DOESNT THE WORLD UNDERSTAND THAT DRUGS ARENT BAD? THAT PEOPLE NEED THEM FOR THEIR PROBLEMS..

Because I have the right to defend myself from kidnappers. Thats all they are, they kidnap people for money, and force them in to a basement for months where its just torture.
India is corrupt, and for money, people will do everything. I was forced in to rehab with my OWN money that I earnt.

I love everyone, honestly,I am a person who is introverted, sitting at home, earning money through remote work in the cryptocurrency industry and doing lyrica once or twice a month and MDMA once a year.

I dont know what to do. I should go to a hospital for the cut in my arm inflicted by my own mother, but I cant..
 
What are the laws like in India? Your parents can use your own money to force you into rehab? You can't get your arm fixed without a huge bill?
 
Hey man,

First off I feel for you.. Sounds like hell.

Since you sound financially well off can you run away? Find your own place to live? I had mom problems too, it was amazing how my drug problems seemed to get a lot better soon as I got away from her.

Get your own place, disown them for the time being, and see if they truly care about your or not.

-GC
 
So, An introduction. I am an Indian man born in a very rich family.

I love drugs, drugs make me feel good from all the depression I have, the borderline personality disorder that I have been diagnosed with, it helps.
In my opinion someone who uses drugs are using it because they have a PROBLEM. And that they should be allowed to use drugs.

I use Lyrica, once or twice a month. My family forced my in to rehabilitation center because I used lyrica once or twice a month. I use MDMA once a year or so.

It helps me with alot, that people wont understand. I hope the druggies here can understand my problems.

THEY FORCED ME TO REHAB TWO TIMES. VIOLATING MY RIGHTS, I WAS TAKEN BY FORCE TO THE REHABS. I STAYED IN THAT HORRIBLE PLACE FOR 1 MONTH EACH TIME. JUST THINKING ABOUT FREEDOM.
THEY HIT ME WITH A KNIFE, I AM BLEEDING, AND THEY DONT CARE. THEY FORCE ME OUT OF FOOD, I EARN MONEY, I BUILT THIS HOUSE THEY LIVE IN, AND THEY TRY TO FORCE ME OUT OF IT.

Sorry if this seems like a venting thread, but I am in a lot of pain emotionally because of my god damm mother. I paid her lakhs of rupees to support this family and my sister, yet she harrases me for doing drugs once or twice a month.

Today im sitting here, bleeding from my arm because my mother struck me with a knife when i was defenceless, and I am venting. WHY DOESNT THE WORLD UNDERSTAND THAT DRUGS ARENT BAD? THAT PEOPLE NEED THEM FOR THEIR PROBLEMS..

Because I have the right to defend myself from kidnappers. Thats all they are, they kidnap people for money, and force them in to a basement for months where its just torture.
India is corrupt, and for money, people will do everything. I was forced in to rehab with my OWN money that I earnt.

I love everyone, honestly,I am a person who is introverted, sitting at home, earning money through remote work in the cryptocurrency industry and doing lyrica once or twice a month and MDMA once a year.

I dont know what to do. I should go to a hospital for the cut in my arm inflicted by my own mother, but I cant..
I know things are a lot different where you are, so I am not 100% sure how advise you.

I can tell you what I would do.

Ghost.

Send them on a vacation and pack up all of your belongings. Put the house up for sale and go somewhere you will be alone and happy.
 
Fucking tell them strait "it's my fucking house I earn the money, be grateful for what I bring to the table, you bunch of cunts or you can get the fuck out of my house"

Or save up and leave, leave them to fend for themselves

Fuck living there, it's a lovely country and all, I love the food etc but the rules and the way family's are to each other is some fucked up shit

Its your life live it how you want

Lyrica twice a month and MDMA once a year is nothing, I can't believe you went to rehab for that, it's insane
 
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