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I have to take some kind of amphetamine in order to have the desire to even get out of bed in the morning (I'm talking vyvanse, adderall, dexedrine). Otherwise I have no motivation. A problem this has begun to cause me is that I have developed this habit where I will masturbate for extreme extended periods of time. I'm talking between 8-14 hours straight without really any break whatsoever. The amphetamines clearly make me do it, but I just can't stop taking those if I ever want a chance at a normal life. I also have plenty of money and could afford to pay for hookers all the time to settle these desires, but I would just feel ashamed about sharing this with anyone in the world. I don't want to be known as some weird freak, but that's what it's starting to look like. Has anyone else encountered this problem? How bad do you think this type of activity is for my overall health?
