MissAmyLynn
Greenlighter
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- Jul 1, 2012
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I have been IVing heroin for a few months now but just yesterday started IVing myself. Before that my friend's boyfriend was doing it for me. I got tired of having to use three bags everytime I wanted to just do one. In order to get shot up I would always have to give him and her one and needless to say we had a big blowout and I got sick and tired of going through drugs like crazy, because everytime they would get anything I would not see a damn thing though because they didn't need me for anything. They would leave me sick after all the drugs I have given them. Some friends, I have to PAY to get IVed! So yesterday I started doing it myself, and it is hard for me because I have always had problem veins. Every time I even go to the hospital and have to have blood taken or an IV put in for surgery they have such a hard time doing it, usually between 6 to 8 pricks before they would finally find a vein, it sucked soo bad! My friend's boyfriend also has some difficulty as well, he says that I have small veins and they move and roll and I am starting to see the difficulty as well when I attempt it. Now the past couple times I have felt a vein, put the needle in and not registered blood but when I start to pull out blood will then come into the needle, so I will put the needle all the way back in my arm and push it in. Now I am worried that I am not getting it in the vein because the blood does not register into the needle until i start to pull the needle about half way out of my arm. Now when my friends boyfriend did it the blood would come right into the needle as soon as he put the needle in my arm. Also, when I push it in I do not get that same rush that I get when he did it, this last time I didn't. I do feel it but it takes more time then it should, it is not instant like when he use to do it. Can anyone tell me whether or not I am possibly getting it and if anyone has tips on an easier way or an easier spot to get myself. The only parts I use are the crooks of my arms, seems like the best to me but if there is easier let me know. I would like to find an easier spot where I would have control with both my hands, because for some reason it is also difficult for me to pull back and register by myself with one hand, even though he has showed me how time and time again. It is like my damn hand is stupid, haha. So any tips would be great! I don't want to have to find another person to pay to shoot me up, that's ridiculous!
