My daily use of 2-fma has come to an end. Not because of any negative effects of the drug, but because of a dramatic change in my day-to-day life.
I got a full time job, a 9-5 Mon-Fri job, where I sit at a computer all day. I'm very happy about it, but it's not the type of situation I wanna be on 2-fma for. I don't mind the work I have to do, but I don't actively enjoy it either. When I was using 2-fma daily, it wasn't to help get me through the day, but to enhance things I already found fun and wanted to make more fun. I guess it was just odd because the thing I enjoyed so much was my job. But I just really, really loved unloading that truck. And I especially loved unloading the truck on 2-fma, it was just incredibly fun for me. I can't explain why I loved it so much, it doesn't make a lot of sense to other people. But that was part of the reason it was so hard for me to move on, grow up and get a "real" job.
Anyway, the point is, while my new job isn't bad at all, it's not exactly what I'd call "fun". So, to me, it would be a waste of 2-fma to go into work on it. I started on March 3, so it's been 4 weeks since I stopped the extensive 2-fma use. I haven't noticed any negative effects from stopping. Sober life has, however, opened my eyes to a couple of the negative things that were present when I was using so often. The biggest one is my sleep schedule. I know I said 2-fma didn't affect my sleep too much, but I realize now that it did. Now, I actually get tired by the end of the day and can fall asleep much easier. And I stay asleep the entire night or wake up just once in the middle and fall back asleep. I also feel less, idk the word for it, on edge? wound up? It's not that I'm less angry per say, I just have a longer fuse, I don't get frustrated as often. I'm unsure how much of that is due to the job switch though, as opposed to an effect of the 2-fma. But I know stimulants can have that effect on some people so it's possible.
I'm still a huge fan of 2-fma and stand firm in my belief that 2-fma is a better alternative over adderall. I don't regret my ~9 months of almost daily use at all. I did it 2 Saturdays ago and again today, just for fun. I guess this is my new pattern of drug use: on weekends/days off, just for fun. I guess that's what most people do.
I got a full time job, a 9-5 Mon-Fri job, where I sit at a computer all day. I'm very happy about it, but it's not the type of situation I wanna be on 2-fma for. I don't mind the work I have to do, but I don't actively enjoy it either. When I was using 2-fma daily, it wasn't to help get me through the day, but to enhance things I already found fun and wanted to make more fun. I guess it was just odd because the thing I enjoyed so much was my job. But I just really, really loved unloading that truck. And I especially loved unloading the truck on 2-fma, it was just incredibly fun for me. I can't explain why I loved it so much, it doesn't make a lot of sense to other people. But that was part of the reason it was so hard for me to move on, grow up and get a "real" job.
Anyway, the point is, while my new job isn't bad at all, it's not exactly what I'd call "fun". So, to me, it would be a waste of 2-fma to go into work on it. I started on March 3, so it's been 4 weeks since I stopped the extensive 2-fma use. I haven't noticed any negative effects from stopping. Sober life has, however, opened my eyes to a couple of the negative things that were present when I was using so often. The biggest one is my sleep schedule. I know I said 2-fma didn't affect my sleep too much, but I realize now that it did. Now, I actually get tired by the end of the day and can fall asleep much easier. And I stay asleep the entire night or wake up just once in the middle and fall back asleep. I also feel less, idk the word for it, on edge? wound up? It's not that I'm less angry per say, I just have a longer fuse, I don't get frustrated as often. I'm unsure how much of that is due to the job switch though, as opposed to an effect of the 2-fma. But I know stimulants can have that effect on some people so it's possible.
I'm still a huge fan of 2-fma and stand firm in my belief that 2-fma is a better alternative over adderall. I don't regret my ~9 months of almost daily use at all. I did it 2 Saturdays ago and again today, just for fun. I guess this is my new pattern of drug use: on weekends/days off, just for fun. I guess that's what most people do.