DreamFrequency
Greenlighter
Hi, quick question. Been doing pills for about half a year every month, but they were very speedy and had minimal mdma in them and were very speedy. Should have known they wouldn't actually be MDMA because they were far too cheap and I rarely got MDMA feelings off them.
Just under a month or so ago I did just (I think, it was a tiny rock) 0.1g of mdma (reeked of aniseed) and got SPANGLED. v. e-tarded and loved every minute
That is my FIRST ever time doing it.
Didn't have any comedown really, just nice afterglow and gradual decline into real life again. I'm really excited to do it again, but it also made me feel very 'whole' and I'm comfortable knowing I could leave it a few more months before I go again!
I dunno about losing the magic but I feel that going out every weekend would just wreck the novelty value for me so I've never wanted to even do that.
What do you all think of my schedule? How far down the line will I lose the magic if at all? Generally I'm quite a happy person, I didn't get an emotional comedown just a bit of an "Aww" when I realised it had worn off.
My roll was very physical, lots and lots of eyewobbles and amazing bodygasms. I had an excellent feeling of freedom and things did feel quite nice to touch but nothing as intense as what I've heard some people talk of, I've never seen trails or anything like that, I would love to experience that though!
Anyone want to make a comment on how I should use MDMA in the future judging by what I've said up there? I loved the feeling and I don't want to lose the magic ever ideally, however as I said, no strong feelings of wanting to come back - I'd love to do it again but I am happy to wait! Any sensible advice on where to go from here would be brilliant.
Just under a month or so ago I did just (I think, it was a tiny rock) 0.1g of mdma (reeked of aniseed) and got SPANGLED. v. e-tarded and loved every minute

Didn't have any comedown really, just nice afterglow and gradual decline into real life again. I'm really excited to do it again, but it also made me feel very 'whole' and I'm comfortable knowing I could leave it a few more months before I go again!
I dunno about losing the magic but I feel that going out every weekend would just wreck the novelty value for me so I've never wanted to even do that.
What do you all think of my schedule? How far down the line will I lose the magic if at all? Generally I'm quite a happy person, I didn't get an emotional comedown just a bit of an "Aww" when I realised it had worn off.
My roll was very physical, lots and lots of eyewobbles and amazing bodygasms. I had an excellent feeling of freedom and things did feel quite nice to touch but nothing as intense as what I've heard some people talk of, I've never seen trails or anything like that, I would love to experience that though!
Anyone want to make a comment on how I should use MDMA in the future judging by what I've said up there? I loved the feeling and I don't want to lose the magic ever ideally, however as I said, no strong feelings of wanting to come back - I'd love to do it again but I am happy to wait! Any sensible advice on where to go from here would be brilliant.