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theartofwar

theartofwar

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Few things I'd like to say. Firstly 1) I am about 6 weeks off from getting personal training license .. this is HUGE for me .. opens so many doors and nutritio is something I have always undersood - and lifting since i was 13 for football.

2) This is going to be tough but oh so for me to do, but it's okay I'm not afraid anymore. The only place around here for me ot be able to exercise and what not whle staying off my leg, I'm doin 45 minutes of swimming 4-5 days a week. Well the only place around is the place i live down road from which is where i was raped for months. I refuse to live in fear anymore, im moving on with me. !

3) Will be going to get my conractor license for metal roofing :) This will ensure work hopefully majority of the time - metal roofing is good work and good money, I did it for 3 years.

all of this im doing w/out smoking weed anymore. And about to put my last cigg down!
 
do it to it.!

especially on the "nutrition" degree.
i really want my big toe into this field.

sounds like a plan man.
fallow and watch your steps closely!!
;)

maybe track your leaps and bounds in a journal, to prove to yourself where, what and why...
 
thanks guys, anyone whose talked to me knows that I have worked with a few local guys one of whom has one regionals and states... I know this stuff inside out - time to get certified and make it a living. Also having roofing contracting down will allow me to have yet another trade to go back on.

Working with my hands can be frustrating becasuse honestly I'm not stupid, and normally you know the whole meathead comments rain in. Well fuck that, I know my shit, I spent over 698 pages on PDFs in anabolics 2009 , then 2010 , plus reading nutritional guides to multiple areas including fitness , bodybuilding , longevity .... so I'm getting there- no quitting on myself , one i start something I go all out :).
 
Great man :) You have such a determined attitude it's really nice to see, nothing holds you back!
 
Big steps! Congratulations on finding your paths. Progress is like a positive feedback loop if you let it gain some momentum. The abstinence from trees helps in a major way too, all I have to say is goodluck and have fun! Swimming is like a luxury in cold wintry places, ahhh love it.
 
yea bro, well you know me I was working towards my powerlifts - now that simply won't happen. Other goals sure, as soon as I'm recovered. But I might as well use swimming to help some blood stay in the muscles time being - it won't take me a week to get back, just the thought of it makes me want to freak lol.

Gotta say I did 30 minutes today, and it was really weird. Because everytime my mind wondered off, I noticed a bunch of kids just happy as hell - genuinely happy . I know the difference (I hope) between when I showed as happiness and what I saw. It made me simply accept that even out of utter shit and evil good can still come around. And now i look back at probably last 8 years of my life, it adds up. I'm grateful I went, will continue.
 
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