So, bare with me. This is my first time posting here, but I feel like I have a lot to say about my experiences, and just want to get everything out there to eliminate some questions. Put on your reading glasses!
So, I'm 20 yrs old, female. 120 lbs, 5,6. Petite. I've only ever really drank before, so I decided to ask my friend for some Molly. I got a little baggie from her with 3 gel capsules with brownish-clear crystals in them. She is an experienced user, and I'm sure she does lots of other drugs, so I trusted that they were pure. And, wow they totally were. Im confused though, because she told me that they were 20mg in each cap, and from what I'm reading on here and other sites, people are saying that you don't really roll unless you take like 100-150mg. But I feel like I rolled so hard the 2 times I have done it, I can't even imagine what 100mg would be like. Im not sure if she was confused and said 20mg or what. Like I said, she is experienced so I would think that she would know. I don't know, Im just confused honestly, so I decided to post this.
For both of our first experiences on Molly, my boyfriend and I decided to drop one pill (the "20mg" caps that my friend gave us) in the comfort of our own apartment. My first experience on Molly, with him, was just wow. Absolutely amazing. We basically just spent the whole night just in total bliss with each other and just so in love. We talked about everything, touched, loved, and just basically complimented each other for the 1-3 hours (my perception of time was totally skewed, so not totally sure on this) of our peak. Nothing bad about our first experience, except my boyfriend got annoyed about the jaw clenching. I absolutely loved it and still do when I roll. Don't know why! And, I mean, we had no prior knowledge about drugs at all really so we didn't know about the "come down." He seemed to be fine, but I started to get really sad when the peak went away, so we decided to drop one more pill. We only had one more, so we split it. I know now that this was just dumb and a total waste of the pill and money. But whatever. That's what we did. It obviously did nothing. So basically I was super depressed the rest of the night and just wanted the feeling to come back, obviously it didn't. But we just layed in bed for hours and talked and stuff until we finally fell asleep.
So, my (and my boyfriend's) second experience. I got 10 gel capsules with crystals in them from the same friend (expensive, but thought I'd stock up). She told us that there were 20mg in each of these caps, just like the first time. We decided to drop again exactly 4 weeks after our first time. I had read up a lot about this drug after our first time. I mean, who didn't after their first time? It is an amazing drug and I wanted to know more about it and other people's experiences. Again, I have been reading that you don't really get a great roll unless you eat about 100mg of molly. My friend told me the ones she gave us had 20mg in each cap. So I called her up and explained what I had been reading, and asked her if it would be better if each of us took 5 pills. (cause in my mind, I'm thinking, 20mg times 5 pills is 100mg, so that would be best right?) She said no, that doing so would be an overly strong roll and wouldn't be the best experience. I was totally doubting her at this point because of everything I have been reading online, but didn't want to hurt myself if we took 5 pills each all at once, or even throughout the night. So my boyfriend and I both double dropped, but the pills were, according to my friend, only 20mg.
Okay. This experience was COMPLETELY different than our first. Completely different. Once I started to feel it kick in, I knew. This time, colors were fucking amazing. Not anything like the first time we dropped. The first time, didn't really see many color changes, hallucinations, nothing. The first time, we just talked and touched each other for a few hours. But THIS TIME. AMAZING colors, we were tingling (almost shaking sometimes), the view from our apartment balcony was like heaven, I felt dizzy (but in an amazing way), our cats felt like fluffy little angels sent from God, sucking and chewing on binkies and whatever else we could find, touching my man's skin was like utter bliss. I thought to myself, if heaven is anything like this.. I want to go there. I should read the Bible more, holy shit... Such a deep thought, sorry. But I was having way deeper thoughts and emotions than the first time I rolled. Colors were neon, not just dull like the first time. Cold water running down my throat felt like ecstasy. Taking deep breaths felt amazing as well. So we talked super deep for about an hour, then we decided to turn on EDM music and dance. We grinded, and my body moved in ways I never thought it could. He was complimenting me and I felt like an angel. I never wanted this feeling to end. We talked about how glad we were that we double dropped because the feeling was so strong, nothing like the last time. I mean, the first time was great but this time was completely different. We rolled SO much harder. Everything was more animated, colors were way brighter. Like NEON AND SO BRIGHT!! We had to put on sunglasses because the lights in our apartment were almost too much. We had glow sticks on the fan, all the lights turned on at night. It was just amazing. Sorry, I'm rambling. It was just so great and I want to share my experience...
Anyway, we were just in utter bliss for a few hours then we started to come down, and this time I didn't get depressed like I did the first time, because I knew it was going to come eventually. We came down just fine, layed in bed again like the first time, talked and eventually went to sleep. It was the best night of my life. My boyfriend would say the same. My view of life completely changed in such an amazing way after rolling. I feel that I am just a way more positive person and I look at life in a more positive way. I am more confident about myself now and I think also that it strengthened my relationship with my man so much. I am so glad I have found this amazing drug. I am aware of its dangers, though, and don't want to abuse it in any way!
So, we are planning to go to a halloween rave/festival in about a month. We both agreed that we definitely want to roll there, but we are nervous about the huge crowd, as neither one of us have ever rolled in a public place outside of our apartment. Except to the grocery store, cause we had to go get pacifiers, our mouths were going crazy. Anyway, on that day, it will be exactly 4 weeks since we had popped molly for the second time. Again, I am still confused why my friend told me that there was only 20mg in each of the capsules. Was she confused? I feel like we rolled really hard and WAY harder the second time we rolled, and we both dropped 2 capsules with "20mg" each in them. So a total of 40mg? Anyway, I can't even imagine doing 100mg, let alone in a public place. Maybe my friend was confused and really gave us 100mg in each cap and we double dropped those unknowingly? Again though, she is experienced so I do trust what she gave us was pure and the amount of mg she said. Could we really roll like 10X harder if we took 5 of those 20mg capsules? (Making it 100mg in all that we eat). How can I test how many mg are in each cap? They're just like a regular gel capsule, filled about a third of the way full of small crystals. At this festival, I definitely want to roll as hard, or even harder than the second time we rolled but I am scared of over doing it. Especially in a big public place with thousands and thousands of people. I have a great, sexy costume, and I am planning to wear sunglasses and a bandana too just in case. We are so excited, and just want to make the best out of our experience. After this festival, we will take a break from molly for a few months, but definitely plan on rolling regularly!
I'm very confused here and hope someone took the time to read this ridiculously long post!!!!! Thanks!!
PLUR
So, I'm 20 yrs old, female. 120 lbs, 5,6. Petite. I've only ever really drank before, so I decided to ask my friend for some Molly. I got a little baggie from her with 3 gel capsules with brownish-clear crystals in them. She is an experienced user, and I'm sure she does lots of other drugs, so I trusted that they were pure. And, wow they totally were. Im confused though, because she told me that they were 20mg in each cap, and from what I'm reading on here and other sites, people are saying that you don't really roll unless you take like 100-150mg. But I feel like I rolled so hard the 2 times I have done it, I can't even imagine what 100mg would be like. Im not sure if she was confused and said 20mg or what. Like I said, she is experienced so I would think that she would know. I don't know, Im just confused honestly, so I decided to post this.
For both of our first experiences on Molly, my boyfriend and I decided to drop one pill (the "20mg" caps that my friend gave us) in the comfort of our own apartment. My first experience on Molly, with him, was just wow. Absolutely amazing. We basically just spent the whole night just in total bliss with each other and just so in love. We talked about everything, touched, loved, and just basically complimented each other for the 1-3 hours (my perception of time was totally skewed, so not totally sure on this) of our peak. Nothing bad about our first experience, except my boyfriend got annoyed about the jaw clenching. I absolutely loved it and still do when I roll. Don't know why! And, I mean, we had no prior knowledge about drugs at all really so we didn't know about the "come down." He seemed to be fine, but I started to get really sad when the peak went away, so we decided to drop one more pill. We only had one more, so we split it. I know now that this was just dumb and a total waste of the pill and money. But whatever. That's what we did. It obviously did nothing. So basically I was super depressed the rest of the night and just wanted the feeling to come back, obviously it didn't. But we just layed in bed for hours and talked and stuff until we finally fell asleep.
So, my (and my boyfriend's) second experience. I got 10 gel capsules with crystals in them from the same friend (expensive, but thought I'd stock up). She told us that there were 20mg in each of these caps, just like the first time. We decided to drop again exactly 4 weeks after our first time. I had read up a lot about this drug after our first time. I mean, who didn't after their first time? It is an amazing drug and I wanted to know more about it and other people's experiences. Again, I have been reading that you don't really get a great roll unless you eat about 100mg of molly. My friend told me the ones she gave us had 20mg in each cap. So I called her up and explained what I had been reading, and asked her if it would be better if each of us took 5 pills. (cause in my mind, I'm thinking, 20mg times 5 pills is 100mg, so that would be best right?) She said no, that doing so would be an overly strong roll and wouldn't be the best experience. I was totally doubting her at this point because of everything I have been reading online, but didn't want to hurt myself if we took 5 pills each all at once, or even throughout the night. So my boyfriend and I both double dropped, but the pills were, according to my friend, only 20mg.
Okay. This experience was COMPLETELY different than our first. Completely different. Once I started to feel it kick in, I knew. This time, colors were fucking amazing. Not anything like the first time we dropped. The first time, didn't really see many color changes, hallucinations, nothing. The first time, we just talked and touched each other for a few hours. But THIS TIME. AMAZING colors, we were tingling (almost shaking sometimes), the view from our apartment balcony was like heaven, I felt dizzy (but in an amazing way), our cats felt like fluffy little angels sent from God, sucking and chewing on binkies and whatever else we could find, touching my man's skin was like utter bliss. I thought to myself, if heaven is anything like this.. I want to go there. I should read the Bible more, holy shit... Such a deep thought, sorry. But I was having way deeper thoughts and emotions than the first time I rolled. Colors were neon, not just dull like the first time. Cold water running down my throat felt like ecstasy. Taking deep breaths felt amazing as well. So we talked super deep for about an hour, then we decided to turn on EDM music and dance. We grinded, and my body moved in ways I never thought it could. He was complimenting me and I felt like an angel. I never wanted this feeling to end. We talked about how glad we were that we double dropped because the feeling was so strong, nothing like the last time. I mean, the first time was great but this time was completely different. We rolled SO much harder. Everything was more animated, colors were way brighter. Like NEON AND SO BRIGHT!! We had to put on sunglasses because the lights in our apartment were almost too much. We had glow sticks on the fan, all the lights turned on at night. It was just amazing. Sorry, I'm rambling. It was just so great and I want to share my experience...
So, we are planning to go to a halloween rave/festival in about a month. We both agreed that we definitely want to roll there, but we are nervous about the huge crowd, as neither one of us have ever rolled in a public place outside of our apartment. Except to the grocery store, cause we had to go get pacifiers, our mouths were going crazy. Anyway, on that day, it will be exactly 4 weeks since we had popped molly for the second time. Again, I am still confused why my friend told me that there was only 20mg in each of the capsules. Was she confused? I feel like we rolled really hard and WAY harder the second time we rolled, and we both dropped 2 capsules with "20mg" each in them. So a total of 40mg? Anyway, I can't even imagine doing 100mg, let alone in a public place. Maybe my friend was confused and really gave us 100mg in each cap and we double dropped those unknowingly? Again though, she is experienced so I do trust what she gave us was pure and the amount of mg she said. Could we really roll like 10X harder if we took 5 of those 20mg capsules? (Making it 100mg in all that we eat). How can I test how many mg are in each cap? They're just like a regular gel capsule, filled about a third of the way full of small crystals. At this festival, I definitely want to roll as hard, or even harder than the second time we rolled but I am scared of over doing it. Especially in a big public place with thousands and thousands of people. I have a great, sexy costume, and I am planning to wear sunglasses and a bandana too just in case. We are so excited, and just want to make the best out of our experience. After this festival, we will take a break from molly for a few months, but definitely plan on rolling regularly!
I'm very confused here and hope someone took the time to read this ridiculously long post!!!!! Thanks!!
PLUR
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