Highzenbirg
Greenlighter
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- Jun 29, 2017
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Hello anyone. I am not a regular visitor to this site, save for recently, but more and more I've wanted to experiment with heavy substances. I only just started smoking cannabis within the last year or so, have experimented with pain meds and prescription Xanax (the latter of which I had some issues stopping), and have tried cocaine a single time, which was enough for me, honestly.
To get to the point, I am extremely green when it comes to experimenting with drugs, and doing so safely. I've always dealt with extreme depression, and the things I have tried have helped me immensely, in different ways. But to make sure I don't royally screw things up and hurt myself, I thought it could be smart to ingratiate myself within a community of people who are more experienced then I could ever hope to be when it comes to using.
Not only that, but if I'm honest, I don't really have many friends, which sounds like a pathetic cry for help, in part because it is. I feel like if I'm going to continue to use, I need to actually associate with other people and actively have friends, or at the very least acquaintances, so I don't get too far into my own head and lose myself in my debauchery. That isn't to say that I expect those on this site to run to my side to become best mates, but I've seen the comradery between people on here, so I thought I may as well try to find some like-minded people to talk to.
I apologise that I rambled on a bit here, and I do hope this was an appropriate way for one to introduce oneself. For those who stuck on reading, I do appreciate it. Thank you.
To get to the point, I am extremely green when it comes to experimenting with drugs, and doing so safely. I've always dealt with extreme depression, and the things I have tried have helped me immensely, in different ways. But to make sure I don't royally screw things up and hurt myself, I thought it could be smart to ingratiate myself within a community of people who are more experienced then I could ever hope to be when it comes to using.
Not only that, but if I'm honest, I don't really have many friends, which sounds like a pathetic cry for help, in part because it is. I feel like if I'm going to continue to use, I need to actually associate with other people and actively have friends, or at the very least acquaintances, so I don't get too far into my own head and lose myself in my debauchery. That isn't to say that I expect those on this site to run to my side to become best mates, but I've seen the comradery between people on here, so I thought I may as well try to find some like-minded people to talk to.
I apologise that I rambled on a bit here, and I do hope this was an appropriate way for one to introduce oneself. For those who stuck on reading, I do appreciate it. Thank you.
