Hello all,
I hope this is allowed here.
I've realised that a lot of my life's problems are caused by anxiety, or rather, anxiety AND anehdonia. I posted recently that Butylone helped. I realised quickly that Butylone was very very harsh on my body and I haven't touched it for a week and hope not to use it again. However, the problem remains, Butylone gives me a confidence boost that makes me feel normal. It's not just self-reflection. I really DO get on better with people.
I'd love to try and get prescribed something properly to help deal with my issues. I hate the fear that an RC is going to vasoconstrict me to death. If I could get something like Ritalin prescribed I think it'd change my life significantly. My drive has always been comparably abominable to my peers and my one experiment with MDPV ended up with me doing a huge amount of work but I realised coming down at work was no fun, and do not plan on "doing lines" in a place of work.
Could anybody recommend a drug that's safe and on prescription that they believe could help me? How arduous is the process to gain prescription for these medications? Do you think the doctor would be inclined to give me a "test run" if you will, of some sort of medication?
I'm really really not hoping to use an SSRI, my emotions are my life, although fragile, they're important for my bursts of creativity at the piano and they define me as a person but I'd love to break through out of my shell, and it appears I've only ever felt truly content under Butylone.
I'm going to predict a doctor would be incredibly reluctant to prescribe an 18 yr old Ritalin, but I don't have a criminal record and I've never been prescribed any abusable medication before. I want to get well, not get high. I want to feel "normal". That concept seems abstract presently.
Can anyone give me a low-down on what sort of questions a doctor will ask? My cousin has ADHD and he has Ritalin. I have Dyspraxia which is heavily related to ADHD/ADD and I'm pretty sure I have the latter, although I feel like you won't believe me. I honestly feel that way, and always have done.
I look forward to any advice you can offer. I'm based on the UK by the way, so only recommend information relevant that area please.
Thank you.
I hope this is allowed here.
I've realised that a lot of my life's problems are caused by anxiety, or rather, anxiety AND anehdonia. I posted recently that Butylone helped. I realised quickly that Butylone was very very harsh on my body and I haven't touched it for a week and hope not to use it again. However, the problem remains, Butylone gives me a confidence boost that makes me feel normal. It's not just self-reflection. I really DO get on better with people.
I'd love to try and get prescribed something properly to help deal with my issues. I hate the fear that an RC is going to vasoconstrict me to death. If I could get something like Ritalin prescribed I think it'd change my life significantly. My drive has always been comparably abominable to my peers and my one experiment with MDPV ended up with me doing a huge amount of work but I realised coming down at work was no fun, and do not plan on "doing lines" in a place of work.
Could anybody recommend a drug that's safe and on prescription that they believe could help me? How arduous is the process to gain prescription for these medications? Do you think the doctor would be inclined to give me a "test run" if you will, of some sort of medication?
I'm really really not hoping to use an SSRI, my emotions are my life, although fragile, they're important for my bursts of creativity at the piano and they define me as a person but I'd love to break through out of my shell, and it appears I've only ever felt truly content under Butylone.
I'm going to predict a doctor would be incredibly reluctant to prescribe an 18 yr old Ritalin, but I don't have a criminal record and I've never been prescribed any abusable medication before. I want to get well, not get high. I want to feel "normal". That concept seems abstract presently.
Can anyone give me a low-down on what sort of questions a doctor will ask? My cousin has ADHD and he has Ritalin. I have Dyspraxia which is heavily related to ADHD/ADD and I'm pretty sure I have the latter, although I feel like you won't believe me. I honestly feel that way, and always have done.
I look forward to any advice you can offer. I'm based on the UK by the way, so only recommend information relevant that area please.
Thank you.