steewith2ees
Bluelight Crew
Welcome to EADD Lucy. I see from some of your other posts that you are making considerable efforts in reducing what I assume are opiates prescribed to manage a dependency. While I am in no position to preach and while you have as much need and reason as any of us to use whatever drugs that help improve your ability to feel good and cope with life, be careful experimenting with a drug that may be an unknown quantity if not prescribed - I noticed this which I hope you do not mind me quoting...
Which sounds like the same or a similar incident. Drugs such as gabapentinoids and GABAergic's such a benzodiazepines can be extremely disinhibiting and can cause paradoxical reactions in anyone (I have been unfortunate to have experienced and episode of benzo rage about 10 years ago from which I still carry a scar) - but if you already have a serious mood disorder you may leave yourself vulnerable to having a manic episode.
You know yourself better than anyone but if you have put a lot of effort into getting opiate free it would be a shame for that progress to be interrupted by having to deal with an acute episode of serious poor health x
300 mg made me manic, so I tried opening the cap and taking about 1/8th. Same manic feeling again. I am bi polar though so maybe it doesn't sit well with that
Which sounds like the same or a similar incident. Drugs such as gabapentinoids and GABAergic's such a benzodiazepines can be extremely disinhibiting and can cause paradoxical reactions in anyone (I have been unfortunate to have experienced and episode of benzo rage about 10 years ago from which I still carry a scar) - but if you already have a serious mood disorder you may leave yourself vulnerable to having a manic episode.
You know yourself better than anyone but if you have put a lot of effort into getting opiate free it would be a shame for that progress to be interrupted by having to deal with an acute episode of serious poor health x