Dig deep, still I find
no innocence inside of me,
just ignorance to the full scope
of my inner mechanisms.
Doesn't matter anymore,
there is no hope of escape.
Uncertain as to whether I should
breathe in here
or breathe out
where I should hold it in,
let it all go.
Doesn't matter anymore,
no option left but down and in.
To claim I didn't need this
would be the mother of all lies.
And you could play
like you don't understand,
but your eyes are so bright
I watch as the wool turns to ash
in your desperate hands.
You can see my shadow growing,
draping over me
see the skin thin as it swells,
ready to burst at the seams.
Pretend to look away.
I'll pretend to be okay.
Doesn't matter anymore, you see,
for its far too fucking late.
You know I need this,
I know its something you could take.
Just lay down, divide, now
just let me pound away
this ache.
no innocence inside of me,
just ignorance to the full scope
of my inner mechanisms.
Doesn't matter anymore,
there is no hope of escape.
Uncertain as to whether I should
breathe in here
or breathe out
where I should hold it in,
let it all go.
Doesn't matter anymore,
no option left but down and in.
To claim I didn't need this
would be the mother of all lies.
And you could play
like you don't understand,
but your eyes are so bright
I watch as the wool turns to ash
in your desperate hands.
You can see my shadow growing,
draping over me
see the skin thin as it swells,
ready to burst at the seams.
Pretend to look away.
I'll pretend to be okay.
Doesn't matter anymore, you see,
for its far too fucking late.
You know I need this,
I know its something you could take.
Just lay down, divide, now
just let me pound away
this ache.
