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Post Surgery Subutex Withdrawal- First Post

Strongcook

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Hi- there is so much I want to pour out. I want to give my whole story and find some friends who can relate but I'll stick with the problem at hand so I get the best answer possible. I think this is supposed to be in third person so let's talk about my friend who is a 32 yr old female with chronic migraines, who only started opiates from Drs- never bought or sold, injected, snorted- but had a problem. Has a husband who is very understanding but for the life of him could not put himself in her shoes. She gave up a career after finishing her Masters to raise their two children only to also get this debilitating disease. She is thankful for her children bc some days there is no way she could get out of bed and yes she's tried it all.
She started having Acute stomach pains a month ago but noted it with her first pregnancy so, going on five years. She sees a pyschiatrist and a neuro pain doc who work in unison to treat her. Prior she had a fear of Drs and being looked at as an addict due to some bad encounters. Both her present Drs think she's doing terrific and think they don't need to see her as much (good timing bc ger copay skyrocketed)... And see her as a success... Someone whose pain was not being treated properly along with insecurities, past family trauma... That now she can talk her way through without tears and voice her opinion. She also is not seeking medication and actually often forgets to take it. (This doesn't mean she isn't in pain, she just knows how to handle it before it peaks). Sooooooo, this Acute pain turned out to be a surgical need- she thought she had a month to wean but next thing she knew she had 7 days before her gallbladder was coming out. She had been on 12 mg of subutex on and off for 3 years (between pregnancies). The neuro pain dr didn't wean her, just put her on 1 hydro every 6 hours. By the day of surgery she was in full withdrawal (neuro pain dr allowing for an extra pill at night). Post opt she left with 30 5-325 hydro and spoke with the nurse on Friday who said to take to 2 every 4 hours. Today she was down to her last two and could feel the mental effects and restless legs. For her, no matter how much pain she's in she can kick off all the covers and pillows (hubby won't even sleep in same room). She called the surgeon who for some reason didn't know how to call in a short supply and told her to call her pcp or pain doc or go to urgent care but he'd call in a script first thing in the am. Her pcp wasn't there and his replacement didn't want to prescribe narcs, she understood. She called her pain dr (who claims he has 900 patients and never answers emergency calls)- he never called back. Three docs, no help. So she asked her hubby who knows as much as he can and they agreed, her surgical pain was more important and not to crack this late in the game. She took a benzo, Advil, loperamide, haldol (dug it out from years ago), and tried to lay down. After two hours she cracked and took about 2.5 mg of subutex (she hasn't had any in 10 days). How long until she an resume her pain script? She is guessing from the time she took it till the time she gets it at least 12 hours will have passed and if the pharmacy gives her any issue perhaps more. She knows if she were taking it daily it would be 24-36 hours but in this solo case? She still has jitters but feels 50 % better. Also, is it normal for her to still have withdrawal this late in game, 10 days? She wants to try a life without subs bc she feels like she's been treading water for years- everyone loves and supports her so she's been on crutches and subutex is one of them. She is lucky for the support but she feels as if people have been to easy on her and this surgery was natures way of saying "time to clean out your system"! If she needs to go back to subs she will but she feels like this is a fight for her soul (sorry to be dramatic).
So sorry, I said I'd keep it simple so I'd get a simple response but I'll take any so to summarize- 32yr old female on 12 mg of subs for 12 mos came off with no wean for surgery and has been on opioids for the past ten days and feeling moderate to bad withdrawal- broke down and took 2.5 mg of sub, (at approx 11:15 pm) when can she resume pain meds to help with post operative surgery pain? The research between subutex and suboxone is so confusing, I do think I understand it but I do get there are so many variables at play and it is different if you took it many days in a row versus just once. My doc just shrugs and says no, go ahead and take your pain pill- or wait 24 hours at least....contradictory.
-I've read posts over and over again on here but never joined or commented. I have a lot I could add for those who have pain or addiction issues and pregnancy.
-I am also hurting bc my first bf from 7th grade and one of my closest friends fell off the earth in 2011. I figured my marriage and pregnancy had kept him away but when I was hospitalized for a week for my migraines and he never called I knew something was wrong. This person I knew so well had been struggling with heroine and no one knows where he is- I left messages everywhere I could. I spoke with his mom, best friend- he's vanished and I'm scared the next thing I hear will be bad. Maybe he's on here and will recognize the name, like a beacon, and know he has support. Although, everyone I've contacted said he's beyond help- so do you just let your friend die??? I guess that's a post for another day.
 
After reading through the rules, I realized I didn't need to jump into third person but at least I didn't say "my mom's pet iguana...." I think I've read a lot of old posts!
 
Hi, strongcook, it seems to me those doctors are taking the piss, you told them you had buprenorphine in your system. It does form a strong barrier on your opioid receptors but can be broken through with synthetic opiates so no need to taper really and saved the torture of withdrawal for you. Are there no clinics that deal with subutex taper detox where your are ? can you get a script and do it properly ? Or buy them off the street. I'm coming off subutex my self, I'm stuck to the mattress and I'm riding my bike all night for sure. I'm 4 weeks in a praying for the end the detox drags on I'm sorry to say. But keep your chin up. There are many with you, you sound strong sister. Fuck opiates !
 
Thank you so much for your reply! No the docs never really got their heads together. I have an apt on 4/16 with my pain doc and his RN called in 20 perc to make it until then saying " you should resume your suboxone if you can't make it"- it made me angry bc 1- I'm not on suboxone and scripts don't fall from the sky (to answer your question I've never bought anything on the streets and at this point in my life I would rather not even find out how ha) and 2- I am sooooo close to being subutex free. I caved one more time and had 1 mg on Friday and felt enmoursely better. I also had my clonazepam script called in wrong and went four days without it and had a genuine meltdown (ny state is now electronic scripts and I have the 83 yr old pyschiatrist who can't do anything about it) so I feel like my old self begging for scripts to released, getting ultra precise with the techs down to dates- and I know I'm being judged. No one will let me drive either bc of surgery so I'm housebound and going insane! I'm down to my last three percs (I do have surgical pain plus a pain disorder so I can't just eliminate everything so I'm wondering what my next move is) beg for more pain Meds- which by the way I just get the bad side effects no euphoria or give into subs for two weeks. Good for you, 4 weeks out- one more week and that could be me. Every now and again do you just feel jumpy? I'm wondering what is benzo and what is subs but I'm back on my benzo script so....
Anyways, thank you for answering, I was so disappointed to hear nothing!
 
I feel for you. I'm in the UK and its quite easy to get detox scripts for subutex i know you don't want to hear that, sorry ! Watch them benzodiazepines are you on diazepam ? I've done a hardcore rattle of them and it was hell on earth. I'll tell you how i detoxed from subby's i started at 8 mg then every 3 days i dropped to 6mg then to 4mg to 2.8mg to 2.4mg to 2mg then you'll start to feel it then 1.6mg to 1.2mg to 0.8mg to 0.4 for 3days then nothing and the fun begins. I was prescribed zopiclone to help with sleep but i bought some illicit diazes only 2mg ones though, so i could take 6 or 8ml to take the edge off and i wouldn't take them for longer than 7 days. This detox works but you need the different size mg tablets so you can taper the dose properly. Don't get down on yourself for having 1mg of subby. Your doing well i hope you get what you need of the doctors. Be prepared though buprenorphine hangs about in your system for awhile I'm almost 5 weeks in but I'm still rattling. Good luck ! Msg me anytime you like. I'm sure I've forgot some stuff i should be telling you. Oh yeah........Fuck opiates !
 
I remember when I lived in Florence, I would just tell the doc what I needed and he would give it to me and I'd get a paper that would get stamped 6 times before I had to return to the doc. I had no interest in opiates then though! Here they make you feel like a criminal for having any controlled script and being on subutex I get harsh looks. I've never done Herion (no judgment at all to those who have, I get it the allure)- I've never even seen it. I am on this for pain control and bc I know I have a tendency to want to overuse my Meds, it was a great option for me. And I may need to go back to it but I've just been so overly medicated and I saw this as a point in time to clean up. I caved again today and had 2 mg of sub and I feel better than with percs (I hate Tylenol). I'm just frustrated and wish I could talk to the doctor tomorrow not in two weeks, I don't want this hard work to go away. I need to be me again and that is going to take some drastic measures.... Thanks for listening- I have a great support system but they don't understand- and don't understand drug dependence. I drank a bottle of wine the other night when the benzo withdrawal was bad and I felt like I got scolded like an infant but I was so ancy it was the worst. I'm on clonazepam by the way- I have a migraine disorder and it really helps a lot but God don't run out!
- ps- my father was born in the uk, my grandmother was a "war bride". They met on a Friday, were married on that Monday (married 60 plus yrs)- I always thought everyone should have a Grandmom with a British accent ha!
 
Yep, Brits are the best ? saying that I've got Irish, Spanish n English running through me, I'm a mongrel i guess. Are there no community drug teams in the US that specialise in this stuff ? Your already down on a low subby dose, what's wrong with these people ? Don't come out that docs office til you've got a script that'll carry you through to the end. Clonazepam sounds like a benzo is that something you will always need ? Like I've said i did my benzo rattle white knuckle style, had seizures and all sorts. Never again. Don't worry about taking that little bit of subby til u see the doc so you don't get ill, if you was on 2mg a day it would only take 15 days to taper the way i'm doing it, then freedom. A support network is good, tell them to read about addictive medication there's many people addicted to prescription drugs, who've never touched heroin. I did but not any more, i can truly and honestly say I'm done. It's a brave new world. How you feeling now ? Better i hope.
 
Hi there- I am feeling a million times better- even from surgery. Clonazepam is a benzo but it's also considered an epilepsy med and since migraine Meds are few, they tend to treat us the same way. I think I'll be on it for life. It doesn't bother me, except for running out ha. The states are super script about controlled substances. I mentioned I'm cotreated by a neuro pain dr and a pyschtriast.... This is the first month in two years I've screwed up and I'm worried about getting scolded but in my defense- I was straight up honest about the withdrawal I felt from subs and no one seemed concerned. I still don't see how 1-2 hydros compares to 12 mg of sub. Throw in surgery and it was the perfect storm. I took sub two days in a row, low doses but my pain doc called in one more pain script (I think accidentally). I haven't picked it up yet, but I really want to bc then I can coast until I see him in person and discuss what I'm really going to do. I do need a pain management plan- today I had a killer migraine and without sub on top of my Acute Meds,I would have been crying all day- it takes the edge off so I can survive. I just don't want the stigma that goes with it. Ideally, I would get a small pain script and muscle relaxers and I could use those for days like this instead of a life of sub. I'm scared to say that out loud though, I feel like I'm going to be laughed at, or sent home with nothing. I have this tendency to get really nervous before I see the doc so I have to practice this and address my health issues and where I'm coming from. I need to advocate for myself. And yes, they really don't seem like they know what they are doing UNTIL I see them, then I have faith in them again. But this past month of see sawing, being sick, calling emergency numbers to get no call back has left me jaded and it's what makes me unsettled. Thanks for writing- how are you feeling? Tomorrow is my first day back to reality with my two kids and myself alone. Yikes, who's going to pick up my son??? I was told no heavy lifting for 1-2 months, they are lucky I got a week. Would you pick up the second pain script too- I really feel like doing it and playing dumb if I'm caught bc my body can only take so much back and forth and they haven't called in a new sub script! I shouldn't have to be using my scraps (I literally have some only bc I stopped for surgery).
 
Sorry for not writing sooner, I've been trying to focus on last of my withdrawals. It's hanging on like it's got it's claws in me and doesn't want to let go. This time though I'm winning, my feeling's and emotions are returning. I've given up counting the days/weeks the end will come. I'd pick the script up at least you've got them then and will feel more secure about your pain relief. They should be treating you properly for the pain in the first place and stop pissing about letting you run out. I'd like to see them do a benzo or subby rattle.Wouldn't it be good if i could send you subby or whatever you need by email ? Someone should invent that. Anyway, get what you can out of them don't let them leave you high and dry. Isn't pregabalin or gabapentin a muscle/nerve relaxant ? I don't know if they'd work for you ? Something to look in to. Anyway, you stay safe and pain free. When you see those docs give them a good slapping from me, after you've got your script of course ! Ha !
 
I'm sorry it looks like my reply never posted! I see my doc today and I'm super nervous bc I want to be off subs for good but still be treated as a patient who has pain. How are you feeling??
 
Almost there? i even managed some exercise today. It nearly killed me though but it's a good sign. How's your pain ? Did you get a pain script sorted
 
Hey Kickin It-sorry been so self involved I've forgetten this thread. But I need you if your willing- got down to 12 mg to about 2mg after I freaked about loosing the med. my doc assured me I could come back up at anytime and then I saw him again and he said I didn't need it-It would always be hard, ect ect. My feelings are hurt, my sobriety in question (I've never bought a drug but know I can get doctors to fall on my side, I think) I just want to do this healthy! How are you???? We talked about kicking it but not the why's. I get chronic migraines and they treat migraines like seizures so I don't believe in all my treatment plans.... Help! Hope your well but here for you.
-understand I had major surgery and am coming back to life didn't mean to drop off
 
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