I'm 26 years old, Italian female. i help me with google translate .
I took abilify (10 ml) from March 2013 and citalopram ( only 8 drops ) from April 2013.
I began to see the sexual side effects starting citalopram .
first drug I masturbate every day and I had many orgasms.
with medication, suddenly I have never masturbated , with no sexual stimulation .
I found my first boyfriend this year, and I climbed the drugs because I wanted to live my life one of my greatest and deepest desires : to live sexuality so intense and full with passion and involvement .
in February 2014 I was only 4 drops of citalopram.
I suspended citalopram 3 MONTHS AGO , abilify 2 months ago.
and my sexuality has not come back.
NO LONGER ABLE TO BE horny .
My body no longer responds to visual stimulation , porn videos , fantasies, stroking by the boy : (
after the suspension I've tried masturbating almost every day , and I saw that I can achieve orgasm after a very prolonged stimulation of the clitoris, but without excitement is not very pleasant , indeed sometimes it is forced and almost give up without reaching orgasm. once, I reached in a few minutes , but now I can put even 30 minutes or 1 hour! is horrible : ( the thing that hurts me the most is not being able to be arousal .
I am distressed for 2 months , I feel deprived of a most valuable part of myself. I have ALWAYS dreamed of one day living sexuality shared . sexuality that grew up with me, that has always made me want, daydream , explore my body and pleasure . and now that I have the opportunity to live with a guy , MY sexuality is no longer with me.
I feel mutilated , castrated . and I think about suicide every day, because I know that the PSSD can last for years or forever.
I'm sorry to even leave my testimony full of despair and pessimism, on this forum : (but this is .
perhaps a few decades , doctors and pharmaceutical companies open their eyes to this injustice and find a solution but in the meantime .... I and others are the victims PSSD with no solution.
someone tells me that " 3 months of the suspension are few , I can hope to heal ." but I have lost my sexuality for over a year ! and I do not read people who say they have recovered after a few months of the suspension .. but I read people who claim to NOT be recovered after many years ...
Tomorrow morning I begin to take bupropion, one of the few hopes I have left .
I would not want to die, I want to live , live my sexuality , passion , enjoy, love : (
ps. I had no withdrawal symptoms with abilify, or with citalopram.
only this horrible PSSD and I would not call it a withdrawal symptom
thanks for listening
I took abilify (10 ml) from March 2013 and citalopram ( only 8 drops ) from April 2013.
I began to see the sexual side effects starting citalopram .
first drug I masturbate every day and I had many orgasms.
with medication, suddenly I have never masturbated , with no sexual stimulation .
I found my first boyfriend this year, and I climbed the drugs because I wanted to live my life one of my greatest and deepest desires : to live sexuality so intense and full with passion and involvement .
in February 2014 I was only 4 drops of citalopram.
I suspended citalopram 3 MONTHS AGO , abilify 2 months ago.
and my sexuality has not come back.
NO LONGER ABLE TO BE horny .
My body no longer responds to visual stimulation , porn videos , fantasies, stroking by the boy : (
after the suspension I've tried masturbating almost every day , and I saw that I can achieve orgasm after a very prolonged stimulation of the clitoris, but without excitement is not very pleasant , indeed sometimes it is forced and almost give up without reaching orgasm. once, I reached in a few minutes , but now I can put even 30 minutes or 1 hour! is horrible : ( the thing that hurts me the most is not being able to be arousal .
I am distressed for 2 months , I feel deprived of a most valuable part of myself. I have ALWAYS dreamed of one day living sexuality shared . sexuality that grew up with me, that has always made me want, daydream , explore my body and pleasure . and now that I have the opportunity to live with a guy , MY sexuality is no longer with me.
I feel mutilated , castrated . and I think about suicide every day, because I know that the PSSD can last for years or forever.
I'm sorry to even leave my testimony full of despair and pessimism, on this forum : (but this is .
perhaps a few decades , doctors and pharmaceutical companies open their eyes to this injustice and find a solution but in the meantime .... I and others are the victims PSSD with no solution.
someone tells me that " 3 months of the suspension are few , I can hope to heal ." but I have lost my sexuality for over a year ! and I do not read people who say they have recovered after a few months of the suspension .. but I read people who claim to NOT be recovered after many years ...
Tomorrow morning I begin to take bupropion, one of the few hopes I have left .
I would not want to die, I want to live , live my sexuality , passion , enjoy, love : (
ps. I had no withdrawal symptoms with abilify, or with citalopram.
only this horrible PSSD and I would not call it a withdrawal symptom
thanks for listening
