thomas1020
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Hi so I took about 700 mgs of clean tested ecstasy over a 3 day span at a music festival about a month and a half ago. I also took lsd one of the days (good trip) and did about a half gram of cocaine over the course of the weekend along with smoking weed throughout. Going into the festival I had been in a lonely/depressed state after moving back home with my parents after failing a couple courses in the college I attended away from home. I loved the school I had been at and moving back home with my parents was awful, but I was getting through it. (I'll be going back at the university in the fall!) I took all of those drugs that weekend because I was frustrated at the situation I was in, and said to myself "fuck it I'm gonna go all out this weekend and have a great time" (The last time I took mdma before that weekend was over a year ago, and only twice). Anyways, I had an amazing weekend, and was feeling shitty the next day but thought nothing of it really, thinking it was just the normal mdma comedown. The shitty feeling was mild anxiety on top of the comedown I think. Then after a week passed I found that I was still having this anxiety and found after some internet research that it was most likely from the mdma binge.
I've found that smoking weed amplified my anxiety so I cut out on that completely. I also used to smoke mole bowls (weed and tobacco bowls) anywhere from 5-15 a day for the past 5 months and I dropped that cold turkey too. I am still suffering from mild anxiety a month and a half later (its better now than it was the first few weeks). I'm pretty sure I'll recover from it it's just might take a while (correct me if I'm wrong). I would like to know what is causing this anxiety and if it is the mdma binge, or the tobacco withdraws or both or something else. Other symptoms I am dealing with are mild muscle twitches when I sit still or go to slepp at nigh, and It takes me longer than normal to remember certain things, or I'll have trouble finding the right words to say when speaking. I'd like to know the reasons for these issues as well if possible. I Also would like to know when my brain will be back to functioning normally, and Can I speed up the recovery process?
I am not too worried overall about everything, its just more annoying and frustrating than anything. There are certain things that trigger my anxiety but I am not having anxiety issues 24/7. Thinking about it is one trigger, smoking weed is the worst I've found, and getting worked up over something is another, there are a few more triggers but those are just a few.
I am also going camping in The Redwood forest with some friends in a few weeks and we plan on taking mushrooms. I've taken shrooms 3 times before and feel very comfortable taking them, I just want to know if my mild anxiety and other symptoms could make a a bad trip probable or gurantee it, or mess with my recovery. That is not what I want hahah
Finally I am going to a one day music festival two months from now and want to take a single dose of clean ecstasy just once. Is this a bad idea/ will it affect my recovery at all/ will it be an uncomfortable or bad roll for some reason? basically I just would like to know how that will play out. (please don't just say no don't do that are you stupid without reasoning behind it, lol) I would greatly appreciate help with my questions from people with good advice! If you can answer just one of my question that helps alot! Any advice helps! Thank You!
Hi so I took about 700 mgs of clean tested ecstasy over a 3 day span at a music festival about a month and a half ago. I also took lsd one of the days (good trip) and did about a half gram of cocaine over the course of the weekend along with smoking weed throughout. Going into the festival I had been in a lonely/depressed state after moving back home with my parents after failing a couple courses in the college I attended away from home. I loved the school I had been at and moving back home with my parents was awful, but I was getting through it. (I'll be going back at the university in the fall!) I took all of those drugs that weekend because I was frustrated at the situation I was in, and said to myself "fuck it I'm gonna go all out this weekend and have a great time" (The last time I took mdma before that weekend was over a year ago, and only twice). Anyways, I had an amazing weekend, and was feeling shitty the next day but thought nothing of it really, thinking it was just the normal mdma comedown. The shitty feeling was mild anxiety on top of the comedown I think. Then after a week passed I found that I was still having this anxiety and found after some internet research that it was most likely from the mdma binge.
I've found that smoking weed amplified my anxiety so I cut out on that completely. I also used to smoke mole bowls (weed and tobacco bowls) anywhere from 5-15 a day for the past 5 months and I dropped that cold turkey too. I am still suffering from mild anxiety a month and a half later (its better now than it was the first few weeks). I'm pretty sure I'll recover from it it's just might take a while (correct me if I'm wrong). I would like to know what is causing this anxiety and if it is the mdma binge, or the tobacco withdraws or both or something else. Other symptoms I am dealing with are mild muscle twitches when I sit still or go to slepp at nigh, and It takes me longer than normal to remember certain things, or I'll have trouble finding the right words to say when speaking. I'd like to know the reasons for these issues as well if possible. I Also would like to know when my brain will be back to functioning normally, and Can I speed up the recovery process?
I am not too worried overall about everything, its just more annoying and frustrating than anything. There are certain things that trigger my anxiety but I am not having anxiety issues 24/7. Thinking about it is one trigger, smoking weed is the worst I've found, and getting worked up over something is another, there are a few more triggers but those are just a few.
I am also going camping in The Redwood forest with some friends in a few weeks and we plan on taking mushrooms. I've taken shrooms 3 times before and feel very comfortable taking them, I just want to know if my mild anxiety and other symptoms could make a a bad trip probable or gurantee it, or mess with my recovery. That is not what I want hahah
Finally I am going to a one day music festival two months from now and want to take a single dose of clean ecstasy just once. Is this a bad idea/ will it affect my recovery at all/ will it be an uncomfortable or bad roll for some reason? basically I just would like to know how that will play out. (please don't just say no don't do that are you stupid without reasoning behind it, lol) I would greatly appreciate help with my questions from people with good advice! If you can answer just one of my question that helps alot! Any advice helps! Thank You!
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