Lovenlight7
Greenlighter
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- Jun 18, 2012
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I googled this forum to see if anyone is having similar trips days/weeks following the taking of the acid. But after reading these posts I'm getting ever more concerned. Most are experiencing or have experienced what I am currently dealing with but after numerous times of taking acid. I have been taking MDMA, in crystal form, since about September of last year, on a pretty regular basis, but I tried acid for the first time last Saturday while at EDC. That night of the even got shut down do to extremely high winds, it became very cold, I wasn't clothed appropriately and I ended up having a terrible trip. I dropped HALF a tab at around 12:15A...I started coming up at around 12:35, this was some strong acid. I felt great, was laughing a lot, intense but beautiful visuals, vibrations and morphing everywhere, I loved it, but at around 4:30 in the morning the winds started going crazy, I was so cold my lips were blue, all my friends have tripped on acid multiple times and were having a great time, I started to worry because I noticed at this point, we were all going to get sick. We were shivering, and everyone was too f**cked up to find their way back to the car.( keep in mind there were 300,000 people at this event, I know, not the best place to drop acid for my first time ) after finally getting to the car and the sober one driving up back safely to the hotel my tripped remained in full affect. I was told a full tab of acid should provide one with a trip of anywhere between 8-10 hours.well I ended up tripping for close to 27 hours,with visuals vibrations hallucinations the entire time, and I only took half a tab, because I didn't want to go too hard my first time, mind you. I went to EDC day 3 on 15 minutes of sleep. Was just worried about making sure everyone was safe and having a good time (I'm a control freak so acid PROBABLY not the best drug for someone with such a controlling personality lol) I finally came back home to Florida. Am still having random flashbacks, hallucinations, loud noises scared the life out of me, I'm easily startled by things that normally don't bother me. My temper is VERY short, I'm having trouble finding excitement in most anything. Only thing that eases me is being outdoors and going for walks. I find myself sitting and staring aimlessly for long periods of time, then I snap out of it. The dark scares me now, never been one to be afraid of the dark, lol. And I feel extremely disconnected from myself. The other night I was hallucinating, saw tree black silhouettes running at me and I tried to scream for help at my boyfriend who was laying down next to me and when I looked over at him he appeared to be growling and charging at me as well. Not a sound came from my
Mouth, I wanted to yell for help but couldn't, finally he held me and asked me why I was crying, and I was able to speak. I don't feel okay. Ive only ever tried acid that one time, so I'm concerned with the intensity of my post trip hallucinations and the fact that I took such a small amount confuses me. I know it's probably due to me having a REALLY bad trip, as the circumstances , weather and situation was not ideal for an acid adventure. I just wanted to get opinions from someone who Has more experience/knowledge of the drug. Any advice or input would be greatly appreciated(and sorry for the novel of the post)
Mouth, I wanted to yell for help but couldn't, finally he held me and asked me why I was crying, and I was able to speak. I don't feel okay. Ive only ever tried acid that one time, so I'm concerned with the intensity of my post trip hallucinations and the fact that I took such a small amount confuses me. I know it's probably due to me having a REALLY bad trip, as the circumstances , weather and situation was not ideal for an acid adventure. I just wanted to get opinions from someone who Has more experience/knowledge of the drug. Any advice or input would be greatly appreciated(and sorry for the novel of the post)
