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A few more just for kicks, haha :)
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PS. I also concur with the statement regarding the mass quantity of hot chicks on here!
 
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stonerish, Hahaha! Oh my God, dude! :D My mom actually always cracks jokes saying that I have 'legs like Betty Boop'! I honestly didn't even take notice of the pose until you mentioned it! Haha!

Thank you, AnnArbor! :D Pleasure to informally meet you!
You know, they were actually just homemade chocolate cupcakes! :) The contents in the 'special' cupcakes and I tend not to get along. I have completely horrid anxiety problems and can't stand the loss of control that certain 'secret ingredient' gives me.
 
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pleasure to meet you too ;)

thats ok, there's nothing wrong with just chocolate cupcakes. thats too bad tho, I know exactly what you mean. I struggle with anxiety myself.. smoking used to help me the first 3 or 4 years I was doing it.. but for the past 5 years or so when I light up, my anxiety goes through the roof! I usually smoke at night now if I do, and when I am "high" I start analyzing every little thing I did through out that day and then question every thing I did and feel like I handled it wrong or screwed up, or worried I said some wrong things to certain people. I hate it.. I've been doing well lately in life.. then when I smoke I start to think that maybe it wasn't good day :| I really wish I could enjoy weed like I used to. now I mostly just use it to get to sleep some nights.. or if I've got stomach problems its ALWAYS helps, thats the biggest reason I still smoke.

anyways, sorry if I've ranted on a bit much.. but I just figured you might understand where I am coming from.. anxiety can be crippling some days.
 
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pleasure to meet you too ;)

thats ok, there's nothing wrong with just chocolate cupcakes. thats too bad tho, I know exactly what you mean. I struggle with anxiety myself.. smoking used to help me the first 3 or 4 years I was doing it.. but for the past 5 years or so when I light up, my anxiety goes through the roof! I usually smoke at night now if I do, and when I am "high" I start analyzing every little thing I did through out that day and then question every thing I did and feel like I handled it wrong or screwed up, or worried I said some wrong things to certain people. I hate it.. I've been doing well lately in life.. then when I smoke I start to think that maybe it wasn't good day :| I really wish I could enjoy weed like I used to. now I mostly just use it to get to sleep some nights.. or if I've got stomach problems its ALWAYS helps, thats the biggest reason I still smoke.

anyways, sorry if I've ranted on a bit much.. but I just figured you might understand where I am coming from.. anxiety can be crippling some days.
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Unfortunately for us both, I can totally understand where you're coming from, haha! ;) I used to LOVE marijuana when I was about 15-16 years old! When I was 16 I developed a stimulant problem though. One which completely altered how I reacted to the effects of the marijuana. The drug that once made me burst into hysterical laughter now makes me paranoid as hell—just miserable! I haven't smoked weed for 4 years now, and although I am now on medication for multiple anxiety disorders, weed just is not my mind altering forte. I'll stick to my opiates and benzos! :D

PS. I've heard of numerous amounts of other people who smoke to alleviate stomach problems, so although I'm not one of 'em...you're certainly not alone! :)
 
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what are you taking for anxiety? I've only went to the doctor once to talk about my anxiety and he started me on .50mg's twice a day of Xanax. After about 3-4 months I decided to get myself off of it because it never helped my anxiety, it just made me tired and I started using it as a sleeping aide. I know some people love xanax and abuse it (I've been known to abuse pain killers - not so much anti-anxiety) but I never cared to take a bunch of xanax.. it just puts me to sleep after 30 mins. I am going to go back to the doctor soon and suggest either klonopin or lexapro. have you tried either? I've heard good things about both helping anxiety.. I've never tried them. My thing is mostly Vicodin/Percocet/or Codeine. And sadly I've been treating my anxiety with Vicodin a lot lately.. it makes me feel great (obviously) and it kills my anxiety when I'm at work or out and about.. but clearly it shouldn't be used daily for anxiety.

Sorry mods if this is getting off topic- I will take this talk to another board I was just curious if sideofopiates had any suggestions :)
 
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what are you taking for anxiety? I've only went to the doctor once to talk about my anxiety and he started me on .50mg's twice a day of Xanax. After about 3-4 months I decided to get myself off of it because it never helped my anxiety, it just made me tired and I started using it as a sleeping aide. I know some people love xanax and abuse it (I've been known to abuse pain killers - not so much anti-anxiety) but I never cared to take a bunch of xanax.. it just puts me to sleep after 30 mins. I am going to go back to the doctor soon and suggest either klonopin or lexapro. have you tried either? I've heard good things about both helping anxiety.. I've never tried them. My thing is mostly Vicodin/Percocet/or Codeine. And sadly I've been treating my anxiety with Vicodin a lot lately.. it makes me feel great (obviously) and it kills my anxiety when I'm at work or out and about.. but clearly it shouldn't be used daily for anxiety.

Sorry mods if this is getting off topic- I will take this talk to another board I was just curious if sideofopiates had any suggestions :)
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It depends on the severity of your anxiety. I have benign non-essential tremors, as well as PTSD and severe panic attacks. With that said, what is right for me, may not be right for you. I have an insanely high tolerance. Minus the recreational dosing, I'm prescribed 3mgs of Xanax XR daily. The Xanax XR has changed my life :D If you haven't heard of it, it is extended release Xanax. I've been on Klonopin, regular Xanax, Xanax XR, AND Lexapro. For severe anxiety I would recommend a longer acting benzo like Xanax XR, Klonopin, or Ativan. For moderate to mild anxiety, I would go with a low dose of Klonopin. Before I devoloped further anxiety problems, I found that Klonopin helped immensely with the rebound anxiety from Vicodin/Percocet abuse, as well as more 'generalized' and 'social' anxiety. Now for someone who doesn't have fucked up genes/past issues like myself, a low dose should be fine. You seem as though you are legitimately looking to ease your anxiety—if that is the case, you shouldn't have a problem getting medication. Personally, I hated Lexapro. I'm against antidepressants though, they gave me adverse effects. I also don't like the concept, but to each his/her own.

Good luck! Feel free to message me with further questions :) I may be new to bluelight, but I'm certainly not new to the topics!
 
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I've no idea why I'm doing this. The face of social menace is nicer than we're told. I like it here even more now. Anyway, Hello everyone... here goes...I love a bit of narcissism. And a little bit about me with each photo!

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The fingers aren't for you BL! Just a pic from year ago. I didn't sleep last night (lol, can you tell?) and not brave enough to post my current state. Thought I'd try some RC, see what the fuss is about. Not bad. A bit too much stim but that's another story.

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Trying to be arty, in an art gallery in Brum on my travels.

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As Nosferatu after applying razor to head (as you do). I didn't mean it but liked it.

I think everyone looks fine around here and damn pretty too! Most people looking very straight though?
 
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Moi.

I have to say, there are such pretty women here on BL...its like every female poster is trying to outdo the last one with their beauty ;). As for the men...you guys are aite ;).

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I think everyone looks fine around here and damn pretty too! Most people looking very straight though?
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Straight? :?
 
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^ Meaning not high. I was just being silly. Wasn't meant any other way.
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Ah! Now that I think about it it does seem a bit strange. A drug forum and everyone is having taking pictures sober... or are they?
 
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Ah! Now that I think about it it does seem a bit strange. A drug forum and everyone is having taking pictures sober... or are they?
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I certainly can't speak for anyone else, but I wasn't 'sober' in any of them, actually. Haha. I was, in fact, far more 'chemically inclined' in some photos than in others! %)
 
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