Post 09 - How Do They Do It?

So I have a few friends who use MDMA every weekend, usually twice a weekend (Friday and Saturday nights). And they have been doing this for a couple years. Some are as young as 19 and 20 (my age) and some are in their 30s, 40s, etc. All ages. I usually party with them once or twice a month. I have broken the "once a month" rule before but I try to just use mdma once a month and use a psychedelic or something else (or just stay sober) at another party.

I just don't get it though. They don't seem to have any side effects at all! Almost all of them have good jobs or are in school or something. I've only been using since last October and I don't have any permanent side effects but, from this website, I'm scared of getting them.

I am not understanding how some people can use it so often. I have a feeling people will just say "they will get these effects soon enough" but it's like, they haven't yet! I dunno.

One of my friends is 38, been using since he was my age (20) maybe even younger. Uses about every other week. No problem. He's got his own house, a steady (good paying job), etc. No problems.

I wish I could keep up with them (use mdma as much) *but* I know it's technically bad for you and I don't want to suffer in the long run. It is just frustrating when they are at every event with the energy and I don't go to them all and don't have the energy at them all. I want to have that much fun all the time! Hah.

Oh well ... :s
 
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