JusTrynaNod
Bluelighter
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- Jan 27, 2012
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Since 14 I have been battling with a painful degenerative bone disease which has resulted in me sadly eventually being prescribed 90 30's a month (this is serious pain i live in at 22, my bones are equivalent to an 80 year olds in bone density scans) but this thread is nothing about any of that, just thought i'd put it out there nothing is being illegally obtained. Not going to lie, I do abuse my medication at times, but the thing with me is "when they are gone they are gone" I will go through withdrawal, it's nothing for me, I don't even have any connections on the street, it most defiantly is a "addiction", but by NO means has it ever became a "problem" so to speak. I have a large tolerance for these, I haven't taken them in about 3 days, I was in minor-withdrawal, nothing serious at all very bearable, just some RLS & shit. My dumb ass takes 90mg & then goes and takes another 30, 120mg total. I have done 180mg when my tolerance has been very high, but my tolerance must not have been as high as I thought it was this time. Out of every fucking script of every month since I was 17, the thousands upon thousands of MG's I have put in me; this has NEVER happened to me what happened last night. The whole opiate buzz in itself didn't seem "right". Something just didn't seem right about it, & I have heard people say that take too high of a dose say sometimes it doesn't feel "right" so to speak. So I end up passing out at 1130, I wake up at 147 almost dead, literally. I must of been shallow breathing & shit, I couldn't catch a breathe, I got up & pissed like a gallon, I couldn't breathe forever. Eventually once I got some oxygen in me after 15 minutes I started being able to walk straight & semi-catch a breathe, & then I got a BANGING migraine because obviously my brain was deprived of oxygen from the shallow-breathing. This scared the living fuck out of me; almost to the point where I never even want to do them again. Never have I ever felt like I was truly going to die, I know for a fact if I did not wake up I would have. If someone can explain to me what exactly happened to me I would appreciated it so much. Please stay safe guys, it's fucked up because I have a huge tolerance & shit still does happen...
