Yes, I realize I was fucking stupid and I put myself in this situation. Sorry for not replying to this. I guess I didn't explain the situation clearly. I had been taking them as directed for a while, but then when this last prescription came in, I got stupid and ran through almost all of it in 3 days and then seeing what I had done, slowed the fuck down on them. I just got through the withdrawals, and they were a little rough - not nearly as bad as I thought (though I had 30mg of temaz a day, which in comparison is nothing, but gives some relief and is long lasting), but no seizures thankfully. I was habituated to 6mg per day, not 40, I just had 40mg throughout the day, not at once for a couple days and was worried about what the increase had done to my chances of seizing.
I guess what happened for this situation to occur was me trying to get high (which, I'm not going to lie, takes 14-16mg minimum normally, but I was also taking my soma with it, so I guess I blacked out and once you black out on gaba-ergics, most people will keep popping them without realizing it. Nothing super bad except pretty bad detox for a few days, mental instability, and now being anxious as hell. I sure sat shaking at my pain management appointment like I had fucking Parkinson's disease. I was really worried, as usually benzo w/d normally causes high bp, but mine was 89/53 at the appointment.
Thanks for the concern, and sorry for posting something so absurd.