ErikTheRed
Bluelighter
Like many opiate users, I have fallen in and out of physical opiate addiction over the last 2.5 years. After abstaining for several months I began to develop a dependency to hyrdromorphone, during the summer, with I became became physically dependent on. I stopped cold-turkey from the hydromorphone (Opana ER) two months ago. Over this two month period I stayed clean for the first month, then drank some poppy pod tea three or four times in the later month, on more or less a weekly basis.
I find that I've become extremely perceptive of WD symptoms, and maintain a fear of them despite cutting down on opiates. Whereas, 2 years ago (the first time I went through WD's) they came totally unexpected, which made them easier to deal with. I'm finding that despite using opiates on a once a week basis, certain days I feel symptoms reminiscent of WD's, but on a seemingly random basis. For example, over the last two weeks I have felt mild/moderate WD symptoms for a day, then they will disappear for a few days and come back, even though I hadn't used in this interim period. Sorry if this is confusing, it's a pretty strange situation.
Do you think these WD feelings are a result of craving/mental dependencies or is it simple, physical WD?
I find that I've become extremely perceptive of WD symptoms, and maintain a fear of them despite cutting down on opiates. Whereas, 2 years ago (the first time I went through WD's) they came totally unexpected, which made them easier to deal with. I'm finding that despite using opiates on a once a week basis, certain days I feel symptoms reminiscent of WD's, but on a seemingly random basis. For example, over the last two weeks I have felt mild/moderate WD symptoms for a day, then they will disappear for a few days and come back, even though I hadn't used in this interim period. Sorry if this is confusing, it's a pretty strange situation.
Do you think these WD feelings are a result of craving/mental dependencies or is it simple, physical WD?
