junksick
Bluelighter
Poppy seed tea - Very experienced - killing my self slowly with a legal opiate
I have been using poppy seed tea sucessfully (sadly) now for over two years. This is my most recent experience with the tea. At 1.60 a pound it is a deal--3 dollars to get high, provided I already have bought some benadryl to take for the itching.
Lately i've been putting a whole lemon into the mixture and a drop of vodka. I leave it on the boiler for about a second till it gets hot and I strain the mixture as soon as possible--i've learned the longer you leave it soaking, the less potent and more disgusting the mixture. I put 3/4 cup sugar into the mix and put some kool aid into it to get rid of the nasty, oily taste that lingers over the palate.
Like every time I get high I promise myself this will be the last time (ha) and I ingest the delicious yet disgusting tea slowly. Since this method is more potent, i've found out having more than a cups full will make me throw up violently. It isn't as bad as getting really drunk, but still, i'd rather not throw up.
I feel a numbness all around my body like a warm blanket--nothing troubles me at all. A delicious protective fog I never want to escape from, my face gets blotchy; itchy, my pupils become pinpoints.
An hour or two pass and I have some more tea and it's really working in me now. I'm nodding really hard all night, I can't go to sleep yet i'm really tired by now. I lay in bed--and wake up in different spots around the house, ususally the bathroom, standing and sleeping at the same time. This is normal yet everytime it happens it scares the shit out me, and anyone else in the house--usually i'll be told I really need to get some help. The last thing I remember is waking up with an Ac adapter in my hand on someone elses bed for no apparent reason.
I end the night by smoking tons of weed and downing shot after shot of scotch. Things are ok, at least till i'm sober again. The tea last for more than a day or two--I get a small withdrawal, nothing too big. It's the horrible mental cravings and consequences to my emotional state that are difficult to handle.
Always use this stuff with care...
I have been using poppy seed tea sucessfully (sadly) now for over two years. This is my most recent experience with the tea. At 1.60 a pound it is a deal--3 dollars to get high, provided I already have bought some benadryl to take for the itching.
Lately i've been putting a whole lemon into the mixture and a drop of vodka. I leave it on the boiler for about a second till it gets hot and I strain the mixture as soon as possible--i've learned the longer you leave it soaking, the less potent and more disgusting the mixture. I put 3/4 cup sugar into the mix and put some kool aid into it to get rid of the nasty, oily taste that lingers over the palate.
Like every time I get high I promise myself this will be the last time (ha) and I ingest the delicious yet disgusting tea slowly. Since this method is more potent, i've found out having more than a cups full will make me throw up violently. It isn't as bad as getting really drunk, but still, i'd rather not throw up.
I feel a numbness all around my body like a warm blanket--nothing troubles me at all. A delicious protective fog I never want to escape from, my face gets blotchy; itchy, my pupils become pinpoints.
An hour or two pass and I have some more tea and it's really working in me now. I'm nodding really hard all night, I can't go to sleep yet i'm really tired by now. I lay in bed--and wake up in different spots around the house, ususally the bathroom, standing and sleeping at the same time. This is normal yet everytime it happens it scares the shit out me, and anyone else in the house--usually i'll be told I really need to get some help. The last thing I remember is waking up with an Ac adapter in my hand on someone elses bed for no apparent reason.
I end the night by smoking tons of weed and downing shot after shot of scotch. Things are ok, at least till i'm sober again. The tea last for more than a day or two--I get a small withdrawal, nothing too big. It's the horrible mental cravings and consequences to my emotional state that are difficult to handle.
Always use this stuff with care...
