Hey guys, I have (like many new users) been a lurker on this site for quite a while now and finally decided to make an account.
I consider myself a psychonaut and ever since I realized weed wasn't the devil I've been fascinated with trying/using substances. Through the last two years I've tried (very, very good quality): LSD, DMT, MXE, MDMA, Cocaine, and Ketamine (I have tried many, many other drugs but the ones I just mentioned are the ones I have gotten to try that came from a reliable, tested source and were without a doubt 90%+ pure).
The full list is a bit too long, but some of my favorite experiences (in no particular order) have been: LSD (I love psychedelics), MXE (I love dissociatives), MDMA, 25c (Not a huge fan any more but did big doses a couple times a week for a month with a lot of really good friends and it made for some crazy awesome experiences haha, just kind of like an "eye-candy" version of LSD with no "substance" to it if that makes sense), and others I can't think of right now.
The only drug I take regularly is cannabis. I drink alcohol about once a week, I'll do benzodiazepines when I have been stressed out and/or anxious, painkillers very rarely (my favorite being dilauded, next being a LOW dose of methadone, like 5-10mg, only 10 if I have something for nausea), amphetamines very rarely to "get shit done," and cocaine whenever I have an opportunity to, but I never really buy any myself unless it's for a party and I plan on sharing, just not worth the money most of the time IMO (I'd rather trip face).
Two very odd drugs that are up there on my favorites list I thought would be fun just to throw in are Ambien and gabapentin. I love the euphoria of Ambien and it feels similar to a dissociative to me, all with the bonus of completely curing my insomnia that day/night. I also like the headspace of it and the hallucinations of varying intensity. Gabapentin is a weird one because I'd never heard of it being recreational. I got a shitload of it for free from a friend, and I did some research. It seemed like it could be fun, so I proceeded to take 1600mg of the stuff and had the time of my fucking life. Time was going by extremely slow, I got dissociative-like closed eye visuals where it felt like my eyes were open and I was navigating whatever world or space I wanted to. On top of this I experienced a fantastic mood lift and hella euphoria. Music also sounded great and I accidentally spent like 3 hrs of the trip jamming out to my car radio. There was also a general "drunkenness" to it, but that aspect of most drugs tends to not physically affect me when I'm around other people.
The only thing I'm addicted to is nicotine. I have had success quitting cigarettes, but with an electronic cigarette, therefore not quitting nicotine. It's now pretty much broken and I'm out of my favorite e-liquid so I've been smoking again for the past month.
What I absolutely want to try as soon as I can are phencyclidine and its analogs, and the 2Cx series. I feel like most people have bad experiences on PCP because they did too much, smoked a strong dissociative with weed and got panicked, were tricked into doing it or didn't know it was PCP, were in the wrong set and setting, or just didn't have experience with anything even close to as strong. In my opinion the objective effects sound awesome and like something I'd love.
Well, sorry for the novel, I type and think fast so I tend to accidentally ramble.
Forgot, I'm a 19 (almost 20) y/o 6 ft. 270 lbs white male on no consistent medications, but I fairly often will take doxylamine or diphenhydramine if I can't sleep and have nothing "entertaining" to help get me to sleep eventually.
I consider myself a psychonaut and ever since I realized weed wasn't the devil I've been fascinated with trying/using substances. Through the last two years I've tried (very, very good quality): LSD, DMT, MXE, MDMA, Cocaine, and Ketamine (I have tried many, many other drugs but the ones I just mentioned are the ones I have gotten to try that came from a reliable, tested source and were without a doubt 90%+ pure).
The full list is a bit too long, but some of my favorite experiences (in no particular order) have been: LSD (I love psychedelics), MXE (I love dissociatives), MDMA, 25c (Not a huge fan any more but did big doses a couple times a week for a month with a lot of really good friends and it made for some crazy awesome experiences haha, just kind of like an "eye-candy" version of LSD with no "substance" to it if that makes sense), and others I can't think of right now.
The only drug I take regularly is cannabis. I drink alcohol about once a week, I'll do benzodiazepines when I have been stressed out and/or anxious, painkillers very rarely (my favorite being dilauded, next being a LOW dose of methadone, like 5-10mg, only 10 if I have something for nausea), amphetamines very rarely to "get shit done," and cocaine whenever I have an opportunity to, but I never really buy any myself unless it's for a party and I plan on sharing, just not worth the money most of the time IMO (I'd rather trip face).
Two very odd drugs that are up there on my favorites list I thought would be fun just to throw in are Ambien and gabapentin. I love the euphoria of Ambien and it feels similar to a dissociative to me, all with the bonus of completely curing my insomnia that day/night. I also like the headspace of it and the hallucinations of varying intensity. Gabapentin is a weird one because I'd never heard of it being recreational. I got a shitload of it for free from a friend, and I did some research. It seemed like it could be fun, so I proceeded to take 1600mg of the stuff and had the time of my fucking life. Time was going by extremely slow, I got dissociative-like closed eye visuals where it felt like my eyes were open and I was navigating whatever world or space I wanted to. On top of this I experienced a fantastic mood lift and hella euphoria. Music also sounded great and I accidentally spent like 3 hrs of the trip jamming out to my car radio. There was also a general "drunkenness" to it, but that aspect of most drugs tends to not physically affect me when I'm around other people.
The only thing I'm addicted to is nicotine. I have had success quitting cigarettes, but with an electronic cigarette, therefore not quitting nicotine. It's now pretty much broken and I'm out of my favorite e-liquid so I've been smoking again for the past month.
What I absolutely want to try as soon as I can are phencyclidine and its analogs, and the 2Cx series. I feel like most people have bad experiences on PCP because they did too much, smoked a strong dissociative with weed and got panicked, were tricked into doing it or didn't know it was PCP, were in the wrong set and setting, or just didn't have experience with anything even close to as strong. In my opinion the objective effects sound awesome and like something I'd love.
Well, sorry for the novel, I type and think fast so I tend to accidentally ramble.
Forgot, I'm a 19 (almost 20) y/o 6 ft. 270 lbs white male on no consistent medications, but I fairly often will take doxylamine or diphenhydramine if I can't sleep and have nothing "entertaining" to help get me to sleep eventually.
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