Poked the bear, Bit me back

[Gabrillo]

2 months ago, my opiate tolerance was back to baseline after stopping morphine 160mg plugged. It was about 4 months clean. I could feel hydrocodone. I picked up u47700 2 months ago for the first time, and started on 3mg snorted doses. Eventually I started doing FuranlFentanyl because someone shipped my order wrong, even after my closest friend almost died on the shit (someone told him it was U4). I finished 2 grams of Fu-F and about 6 of U4, in 2 months. I had no w/d until my habit got bad, my fent tolerance was in the 15-20mg vaped and then my U4 tolly went up to about 200mg plugged. I had light w/d, about one day. Today is my third or fourth, and i'm wondering, does this back pain and leg pain, just all of this pain in general go away soon? How soon? I keep eyeballing more fentanyl just because i want to feel okay again. I'm sad, I feel like I'm so weak, for not being able to handle such light w/d.

 

[Gabrillo]

Also, Will my tolerance ever go away? I'm very scared about that too. Thank you for reading.

 

[Jabberwocky]

I'm on day 6 of oxy wd. The leg pain is normal and mind are starting to feel better today. Try exercising or just a walk.
You are not weak at all bud. Opiates get the best of us. I can't give medical advise just expirence but the leg pain should go away soon
Don't touch the fet. If your having mild wd imagine what full wd feels like ....pure hell physical and mental. I can't tell you not to but I'd hate to see you more addicted and having detox hell ?
Of the pain gets worst or last longer then a week I'd see a doc. But hopefully in a few days it's gone
And it will take a while for your tolerance to go down
Just please I can't stress this enough Don't do it. The longer you do the more hell you'll have to go through
Best of luck and let me know how your doing

 

[Tinker55]

Gabrillo, I'm sorry you're going through this but the best thing you could do for yourself is flush the fent. That stuff has a habit of killing people because the dosage is a thin line between high and overdose. Don't worry about if or when your tolerance will change, focus on what's going on with you right now.

You're not weak. W/D sucks. Period. But you can get through it.

 

[Gabrillo]

I'm not sure what day it is now, 4 or 5 now. Pain sure as hell calmed down, but upper back feels like its on fire, no more benzos for a bit. If i got more fent, it'd be pointless since it'd have to get shipped here and i'd be through, so fuck that. I'm done with this monster of a drug, I'm in school now, feeling meh. Parents making me stressed, gonna get tested today but I'm gonna pass since I have Synth Urine. Thanks you all for the help, I get cravings but I know that using will only lead to more of this stupid, avoidable pain. I wish I had never done Opi RCs.

 

[Jabberwocky]

^so happy to hear�� The pain will go but your over the worst. Congratulations and if you ever want to use again. Think of the way you've felt the past few days. More use would lead to worst wd. I'm on day 7. Yay! The way the wed made me feel is motivation to not use again
this site and the people here are awesome. If you feel you want to use again please reach out to someone here(me included)
your stronger now for doing this. I'm proud of ya

 

[Ruby Slippers]

I know it's the last thing you feel like doing, because muscle fatigue and bone pain are two of my worst symptoms during withdrawal, but do some strength training! I mean you don't have to do any crazy heavy lifting, just squats, push ups and sit ups are sufficient. I find the pain from working out overrides/feels better than that creepy withdrawal feeling. Hang in there you are doing great!

 

[Jabberwocky]

I've actually surprised myself the past 2 days. It's been sunny and semi warm and after a long Canada winter I was just itching to get out on the lake .i find it's helping me with my appitite and sleep. Fresh air and nature are my drug
I hope everyone is feeling a bit better every day