All I can ask myself
Is how could you do
Such a thing and
How could you be so
Cold-fucking-hearted?
Did you think you
Could run this game
Forever?
That I would never
Find out the truth?
I now know what
I had feared all along,
That you'd never change
From the day I met you.
I'll get back at you
For this, because you
Deserve it.
She'll never find out
What I'm doing when
She's not looking over
My cowardly shoulders.
She'll never realize
That she means nothing.
Nothing to me other than
A means to an end,
Because I want it,
So I'll take it and
Never worry about
What might happen if
She ever finds out that
She's not the only one
And never was.
I can sink to new lows
Every day and never,
Ever reach bottom.
I can't take much more of this.
Before matters fall
Into my hands, because
This isn't right.
Then again.
Who am I to stick myself
In the middle of all this?
His friend. Her friend.
Who do I care about more?
I care about what is right.
And this is all wrong.
I still care about her,
In what way I care is what's
Confusing the shit out of me.
But this has got to stop,
Before someone gets hurt
Even more than they already will.
This has got to fucking stop.
Right now.
that'll make ya think.
-d
Is how could you do
Such a thing and
How could you be so
Cold-fucking-hearted?
Did you think you
Could run this game
Forever?
That I would never
Find out the truth?
I now know what
I had feared all along,
That you'd never change
From the day I met you.
I'll get back at you
For this, because you
Deserve it.
She'll never find out
What I'm doing when
She's not looking over
My cowardly shoulders.
She'll never realize
That she means nothing.
Nothing to me other than
A means to an end,
Because I want it,
So I'll take it and
Never worry about
What might happen if
She ever finds out that
She's not the only one
And never was.
I can sink to new lows
Every day and never,
Ever reach bottom.
I can't take much more of this.
Before matters fall
Into my hands, because
This isn't right.
Then again.
Who am I to stick myself
In the middle of all this?
His friend. Her friend.
Who do I care about more?
I care about what is right.
And this is all wrong.
I still care about her,
In what way I care is what's
Confusing the shit out of me.
But this has got to stop,
Before someone gets hurt
Even more than they already will.
This has got to fucking stop.
Right now.
that'll make ya think.
-d
