~Pointless Energy~

[cherub]

Timeless efforts in the sand
Walking alone in this world as we all seem to do
Emotions run your fate and time is of essence of your own
It hurts me to try and write and think anymore
It pains me to think the thoughts I think and
see them on paper,
Is it still a release for me ?
Does it still settle my soul?
I get up and down walk around
anxiety ridden for no reason
No faces I want to see
No places I want to go
Just mindless engery that is
piled in me generating pulses unknown
Struggles I go through that only matter to me
Finding more and more distant from the places and people I know
Changes that area bout to happen
Change the faces of the souls I thought
I knew
Just pointless engery sprung out the unknown
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I actually wrote this a couple weeks ago, sitting alone when i could not get on line,
posting it now, cause it rings true in a now moment!

 

[ice-9]

you will find a way.
well written, well felt.

 

[mealltach]

when all seems pointless and everything seems to move in circles, let it all flow through you. don't fight it off.
you express your emotions in a very candid, yet not-too-revealing manner. it tells me that you are probably open, yet shy at the same time...
good job at expressing yourself, cherub. and it may all be pointless....but we might as well make the most out of our energies while we are here, no?
more people should read this...

 

[Sweetpea]

The first thing I thought of when I read this was that I've felt that way before and to me it's frustration.
I'm so happy to see you so positive, positivity is contagious

 

[plazma]

beautifully written...
*smooch*
brilliant stuff...
-plaz out-
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[cherub]

plazma,,, i just love you !!! thanks
sweetpea,, lol,, your comment reminded me of a anabolic frolic song,,

 

[Web]

Like I said before, you are very good at expressing complicated to explain feelings.
Very nice.

 

[alykitty]

Very good, cherub...
Inovate, re-define, recreate what's in your mind!!!

 

[Noodle]

There is always something to direct your pulses to; Bluelight, or a good wirebound notebook are two examples.
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[This message has been edited by Noodle (edited 04 October 2001).]

 

[Angelight]

 

[marbica]

me likes

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"curiouser and curiouser..." -alice