Poems of Insanity

[Rhiannon]

LifeSucksIHateLifeWhatABitchIWishMyselfDeadButDeathIsImmortalAndIFearEternityForHellIsMyNemesisLikeEverythingElseInThisStinkholeCalledRealityThatDoesn'tExistIt'sJustAPerceptionAMat rixOfSortsThere'sNothingMoreToItThanWhatIWEantOfItWhichIDon'tReceiveSoLifeDoesn'tExistTheWayIDon'tExistI'mHereAndNobodyLikesMeAndNobodyWantsmeButI'mHereToStayUntilSomethingElseEnds MeBeyondMyControlAndICryFakeTearsInTheCOrnerOfMyRightEyeThatAreBlackerThanAnythingI'veEverSeenButMoreBeautifulThanTheMostBeautifulTearInThisUniverseAndILoveThemTheWayILoveHimButHeL ovesAnotherWhoIHateButIDon'tKnowMuchLikeGodAndMyMotherAndAndFatherForCreatingMeIWishThetHadKilledMeLikeIWouldHaveDoneTheyWereTooYoungButMoralityAndREligionInterferedAndDamnedMySoul ToExistenceHowDareTheyIDidn'tWantThisI'dTradeItIfIcouldButIcan'tAndI'mSorryAndICan'tButIWantToIRuinedTheirLivesAndIRuinedMyOwnIHurtEverybodyIncludingMyselfButIDon'tKnowWhyIoWhatIDo ButIAmWhatIamAndIDoWhatIdon'tWantAndKillWhatIwantToKeepLikeFloursishingRelationshipsAndBeatifulHabitsI'mDeeplyInLoveWithAndThingsIwouldDieWithoutAndAmAlreadyDyingOrMaybeI'mDeadAndT hisIsMyHell
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