Poem I tweeked a little; about breaking up with my first gurl

[K'dOUTinAZ]

Who the fuck is that girl
Laying next to me in bed
It looks as if I knew her
Her soul is wrecked; its dead
Let me show you how much I love you
Want me to buy the gold ticket love
Fucking sad alienated child
Is my desolation enough

This is my apology
Take my hand and its misery
I'm telling you I'm sorry
For being an unwanted memory
Its all my fault
Tell me its my fault

Thank you for declaring always and forever
I'm sorry for my bullshit
Was it my fault we aren't together
I misunderstood your words
Or mistakan or a delusion
You left me right here
Maybe a solution
I'm nothing and I'm sorry

Dependence wasn't good enough
For me to hug you tight
For me to kiss your sweet lips
For me to fuck you every night
I crave it
I live it
I needed something to occupy my time
Give me worth
Wear this disguise
Watch me step forth
I was your unwanted memory
Just a thought from you to me

Would you kindly kill me
With seasoning
Put me out of your misery
Monkey on my back I'm fiending
Help me live again
Let go of memories

 

[E-girl]

i guess she wasn't the one.
i've found that memories don't just disappear on their own.
they have to be replaced with better ones.
and even then... the other ones tend to haunt you when you least expect it.

 

[DJmikaMC]

Dependence wasn't good enough
For me to hug you tight
For me to kiss your sweet lips
For me to fuck you every night
I crave it
I live it
I needed something to occupy my time
Give me worth
Wear this disguise
Watch me step forth
I was your unwanted memory
Just a thought from you to me

I love that..especially the italicized part..its so piercing, i felt it as i read it ..