Trickz
Bluelighter
PMA - a nightmare come true
Well, I have barely ever seen trip reports abou PMA (except Shulgin's and in my opinion he was MAD for trying this substance!).. So, after long consideration I thought I should share my experience with this substance.
Well, anyways, I got a pill off a dealer, they were slightly beige, brown speckeled in colour and called roosters (or hearts as he referred to them wrongly). He said they were MDA, so I was like hey, great.
Well, later I found out that they contained PMA and 2-cb .. not a combination I was looking for.
T+0 minutes:
Dropped the pills anyhow, and started to wait, just enjoying the music I had playing on my stereo.
T+30 minutes:
Started to feel some unusual twitching in my muscles, especially my eyelids, they were twitching uncontrollably, I was wondering, "what the hell?"
Soon afterwards I began to feel hot flashes running through my legs and up, my whole body starting to tremble, not unlike speed but not pleasant in any way.
T+50 minutes:
A chair started to morph into a waterfall of wood, very odd I thought and looked again, it was gone, but I was intruiged anyway.
T+1 hour
Heart started pounding very hard in my body, I was having a mix of very cold and hot flashes running all over my body. Started to feel a bit anxious as I didn't recognize the feeling. It wasn't MDMA, I knew that, but I tried to kick back and just explore this new experience.
Feeling pretty nauseous.
T+1 hour 30 minutes
From a slight anxiety, my mind was now in total and utter panic, for no apparant reason. Slight visuals, things around the room had green auras around them, hearing got distorted, my balance was slightly off and my depth perception was screwed up (both in hearing and vision)
Thoughts raced through my mind at incredible pace, I could not control them whatsoever. I tried to control my bad tripping like I would any other, with reassurement that I would come down, this is just a drug causing it, I'm not insane.
Every positive thought would be countermeasured by seemingly 100's of paranoid negative thoughts that sent me into panick.
T+2 hours
I can't breathe, my mouth is burning up, my head pounds with incredible pains with every fast heartbeat in my body. I try to drink water, my hands tremble so much I spill half of it on me. I try to smoke to calm down, the smoke tears my lungs apart seemingly. It _hurts_ to smoke.
I was clinically insane, walking around in circles talking to myself, repeating myself.
Called up the dealer asked him what the hell I had just swallowed. MDA he said, but he had not tried them himself. He tried to tell me all the things I already knew. Change setting, eat something, turn on the lights etc etc.
T+2 hours 30 minutes
I remembered reading about PMA on erowid, all the telltale signs were there, this scared me shitless, and my insanity was even further fueled by this. I walked around considering calling 911 every two seconds, almost breaking apart and crying/screaming in a corner (which most of my rolling buddies that night had already done, in addition to vomiting their guts out for 25 minutes)
I started to consider throwing up too, since they apparantly felt a little better.. but I knew it was too late, the drug was inside my system and I would have to endure it, besides my panic made me think I was going to choke and die from my vomit.
T+3 hours
I sit in my couch, bent double, trying to breathe. My whole body hurts everywhere, my head pounds like crazy, thoughts are flying, I press my chest in and out in an attempt to aid my breathing. Every breath feels like inhaling fire. My heart seemingly tries to free itself from my body by pounding relentlessly at my ribcage.
Everyone are in a mess. Either sitting and just trying to cope while tears running down their cheeks, or walking around staring foolishly at the ground, or being generally irritable.
I walk around claiming constantly "Insane, Insane.. This is insanity."
T+3 hours 30 minutes
I feel somewhat more in control but my whole body still in total panic and decide
to take a shower. Inside the shower, I can't decide which is going to kill me, cold water or hot water, so I frequently switch between ice cold and scolding hot. (well, I was insane
)
Well, whilst alone in the shower I almost came in complete control, felt so nice.. Dried up, got my clothes on and went out to the others.
T+3 hours 50 minutes
The insanity is returning, the panic, everything. I return to the shower, knowing that it is my only "safe place"
This repeats itself 3 times before I finally start to come down. I sit there in my couch babbling about "It's wonderful that plants grow, It's wonderful the sky is blue, It's wonderful chairs have four legs" .. actually this was very reassuring for me, the positive thoughts turned the whole thing around and I felt good, happier than ever that I had gotten through something like this and lived to tell the tale.
T+5 hours
I crash into my bed, dead tired and fall asleep after thinking about the night, the insanity, the panic, the dangers.
Oh and btw, I found out the dealer had tried these himself about a week after my experience, and he had reacted the same way, except he had broken down totally and started to cry. Well, it was kind of pleasing to hear that a guy with shit for brains that sells bad pills do them himself..
Ignorance is bliss, isn't it?
Well, I have barely ever seen trip reports abou PMA (except Shulgin's and in my opinion he was MAD for trying this substance!).. So, after long consideration I thought I should share my experience with this substance.
Well, anyways, I got a pill off a dealer, they were slightly beige, brown speckeled in colour and called roosters (or hearts as he referred to them wrongly). He said they were MDA, so I was like hey, great.
Well, later I found out that they contained PMA and 2-cb .. not a combination I was looking for.
T+0 minutes:
Dropped the pills anyhow, and started to wait, just enjoying the music I had playing on my stereo.
T+30 minutes:
Started to feel some unusual twitching in my muscles, especially my eyelids, they were twitching uncontrollably, I was wondering, "what the hell?"
Soon afterwards I began to feel hot flashes running through my legs and up, my whole body starting to tremble, not unlike speed but not pleasant in any way.
T+50 minutes:
A chair started to morph into a waterfall of wood, very odd I thought and looked again, it was gone, but I was intruiged anyway.
T+1 hour
Heart started pounding very hard in my body, I was having a mix of very cold and hot flashes running all over my body. Started to feel a bit anxious as I didn't recognize the feeling. It wasn't MDMA, I knew that, but I tried to kick back and just explore this new experience.
Feeling pretty nauseous.
T+1 hour 30 minutes
From a slight anxiety, my mind was now in total and utter panic, for no apparant reason. Slight visuals, things around the room had green auras around them, hearing got distorted, my balance was slightly off and my depth perception was screwed up (both in hearing and vision)
Thoughts raced through my mind at incredible pace, I could not control them whatsoever. I tried to control my bad tripping like I would any other, with reassurement that I would come down, this is just a drug causing it, I'm not insane.
Every positive thought would be countermeasured by seemingly 100's of paranoid negative thoughts that sent me into panick.
T+2 hours
I can't breathe, my mouth is burning up, my head pounds with incredible pains with every fast heartbeat in my body. I try to drink water, my hands tremble so much I spill half of it on me. I try to smoke to calm down, the smoke tears my lungs apart seemingly. It _hurts_ to smoke.
I was clinically insane, walking around in circles talking to myself, repeating myself.
Called up the dealer asked him what the hell I had just swallowed. MDA he said, but he had not tried them himself. He tried to tell me all the things I already knew. Change setting, eat something, turn on the lights etc etc.
T+2 hours 30 minutes
I remembered reading about PMA on erowid, all the telltale signs were there, this scared me shitless, and my insanity was even further fueled by this. I walked around considering calling 911 every two seconds, almost breaking apart and crying/screaming in a corner (which most of my rolling buddies that night had already done, in addition to vomiting their guts out for 25 minutes)
I started to consider throwing up too, since they apparantly felt a little better.. but I knew it was too late, the drug was inside my system and I would have to endure it, besides my panic made me think I was going to choke and die from my vomit.
T+3 hours
I sit in my couch, bent double, trying to breathe. My whole body hurts everywhere, my head pounds like crazy, thoughts are flying, I press my chest in and out in an attempt to aid my breathing. Every breath feels like inhaling fire. My heart seemingly tries to free itself from my body by pounding relentlessly at my ribcage.
Everyone are in a mess. Either sitting and just trying to cope while tears running down their cheeks, or walking around staring foolishly at the ground, or being generally irritable.
I walk around claiming constantly "Insane, Insane.. This is insanity."
T+3 hours 30 minutes
I feel somewhat more in control but my whole body still in total panic and decide
to take a shower. Inside the shower, I can't decide which is going to kill me, cold water or hot water, so I frequently switch between ice cold and scolding hot. (well, I was insane
)Well, whilst alone in the shower I almost came in complete control, felt so nice.. Dried up, got my clothes on and went out to the others.
T+3 hours 50 minutes
The insanity is returning, the panic, everything. I return to the shower, knowing that it is my only "safe place"
This repeats itself 3 times before I finally start to come down. I sit there in my couch babbling about "It's wonderful that plants grow, It's wonderful the sky is blue, It's wonderful chairs have four legs" .. actually this was very reassuring for me, the positive thoughts turned the whole thing around and I felt good, happier than ever that I had gotten through something like this and lived to tell the tale.
T+5 hours
I crash into my bed, dead tired and fall asleep after thinking about the night, the insanity, the panic, the dangers.
Oh and btw, I found out the dealer had tried these himself about a week after my experience, and he had reacted the same way, except he had broken down totally and started to cry. Well, it was kind of pleasing to hear that a guy with shit for brains that sells bad pills do them himself..
Ignorance is bliss, isn't it?
