Plus One?

[verso]

i don't think he gave a shit what people thought, he wanted to come celebrate my wedding and he didn't want to come alone. i doubt any of our family members even noticed and our friends were there to have fun, so i don't think they cared at all.

That's what's up! See, I think that a lot of people would care what others thought but they really shouldn't.

 

[Dre1990]

I kinda relate to the OP. I used to have some friends when I was a teen and now we drifted apart. There were a few opportunities (nothing as serious as a wedding though) where I met my friends new friends and I made an ass of myself, both drunk AND sober.
What is most weird is that I find myself wondering if the old friends (the ones who drifted away) are really my friends. A huge part of me actually seems RELIEVED that we drifted apart.
But just to get back on topic, I think if I was you I would go alone, and I would drink a lot before the wedding. But thats just me...

 

[thujone]

Thanks everyone, got some good advice here. I calmed down a bit about it but yeah the issue isn't so much what other people think about me but rather how I will look back on the event since it's probably going to be something I remember for a long, long time and want to look back on with pride rather than regret. I'm gonna double my efforts to be the best damn person I can be and just deal with it as it happens and hope it'll be a great memory.